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Bittersweet Memories...


I stared at Lyra who was walking into her house. It couldn't be...could it? I mean, she died, I was told that she died, I did my grieving, I shed my thousands of tears of losing the one that I loved, and now there she was, living in the same house, her smile and voice exactly the same, even though I wasn't the biggest fan of her clothes, all the pink and washed out denim. I sighed, driving off. I pulled up to my house, and ran my fingers through my hair. It couldn't be her, it couldn't be. Her parents told me that she had passed away because of a car accident and that there was nothing anyone could do. I had cried for weeks, hating that wasn't there, that I hadn't drove her home, I blamed myself. I spent all my time indoors, looking at pictures of us, looking over all the texts, wishing I had told her I loved her sooner. I sighed, and got out the car, walking into my house. I threw my keys to the side, and collapsed onto my sofa.

It couldn't be her, it couldn't be, why would her parents do that? But then again, they never liked me because I was three years older than her, and because of the way I dressed, they never liked the way Lyra dressed either, and many a time she had come to my house early in the morning to cry to me about what else her parents had said to her. I sighed, and picked up the phone, dialling CC's number. "What's up Andy?"
"Dude, you know earlier when we were in Starbucks and we looked at that girl, she looked like Lyra didn't she?"
"A girly less talkative version yeah, why?"
"Because, I dropped her off home, and her name is Lyra Jenson, and she lives at the same house my Lyra lived at."
"But dude....Lyra...our Lyra..she's dead dude, she's not coming back. I know it's hard and that your probably seeing her everywhere, but it's not her. There's always someone who looks like someone we know, it's just a case of that."
"But the name...the house-"
"Her parents might of moved, and someone else could of moved in, and there are people with the same names. Andy it's coincidence."
"I don't think so Andy. I-"
"I don't care! I think it's her so be it!" I snapped, hanging up the phone. I wiped away a tear vigorously, and sighed, closing my eyes, remembering the day...

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I paced up and down the hospital corridor, horrible thoughts running through my mind. Lyra, my Lyra had been hit by a car. She had been hit, and now we were all in the hospital, waiting for her to wake up from her Coma. "Andy-"
"What?" I snapped, then gave Ashley an apologetic look. "I'm sorry."
"It's fine dude, I understand. Here, its coffee, apparently it calms your nerves. " he said, passing me a cup. I took a sip, and sighed, sitting down. "What am I going to do if she doesn't make it Ash? I love her, I love her so fucking much. Why? Why does it have to be her?" I said, a tear sliding. "Hey, listen to me, she'll be fine. She's a fighter, and she'll come out of this, I promise you." He said, and I sighed, taking another sip. "I love her..."
"I know you, but it's another case of that you should of told her sooner."
"And lose one of my best friends?"
"I doubt you'd of lost her, I'm sure you would of gained so much more." He said, and I sighed. "Well when she wakes up, ill tell her. I cant keep it in anymore." I said, and he smiled. "Good man." He said, and I gave him a weak smile.

I rubbed my tired eyes, and blinked. The door opened, and her parents walked out, looking sad. "Andy..."
"yeah? is she ok? Is she awake? Will-"
"Andy she's passed away." Her mom said, and I stared at her, standing up. "What?"
"Andy she's gone. there was nothing anyone could do, it was the kindest thing to let her go." She said, and I stared. "No....no, you cant have? She cant? she's too strong." I said, feeling my knees go weak. "Were sorry Andy, I think you better leave." She said, and I felt the teas slide. Ashley grabbed me, and took me outside. He drove me to my parents house, and drove off to give the news to the others. "Andy? Andy what's wrong?" My mom asked, and I fell to my knees, tears spurting uncontrollably from my eyes. "She's gone mom. She's gone and she's not coming back." I cried, curling up into a ball. "Who sweetie?"
"Lyra, she was hit by a car...she's gone!" I cried, and my mom sat beside me, rubbing my back as I cried. "Oh my sweet heart. I'm so sorry." She whispered and I continued to ball into my knees....

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I shuddered, and opened my eyes again My phone began to buzz beside me, and I looked at the caller ID. It read 'Lyra :P'. I stared at it for a second, then picked it up. It was the same number as my Lyra. "Hello?" I asked, and I heard her cough on the other end. "Hey, is this Andy?"
"Yeah it's me. Hey Lyra."
"How did you-"
"I could tell by your voice."
"Oh well anyway, I was wondering if maybe you could do me a favour."
"What is it?"
"Well basically, like I was telling you earlier I really don't want to go to that party, and really I think I've been uninvited, but I haven told my parents, and if they know why I've been uninvited they'll go nuts, so I was wondering if maybe you'd want to hang out at the park near my house tonight? I mean I need to go somewhere so you know." She said, and I smiled. " You trust me?"
"Well yeah as long as you don't act creepy, and the way I think of it if you wanted to rape me you had the chance earlier." she sad, and I chuckled.

"yeah, well then yeah sure."
"I'll warn you I'll be in a dress to make the story seem real."
"Are well, it wont bother me." I said, and she giggled slightly. "Well i better go, mom's calling me."
"Ok then, see you later."
"Bye." She said, hanging up. I smiled, and leaned back in my chair. I was going to see her again, maybe I'll be able to see if it really is her or not...

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Comments

Update!

Bvb67! Bvb67!
3/22/14

Yes!!!!! She's slowly starting to kind of remember even if she doesn't realize it!!!!!! XD

Amanda_Purdy Amanda_Purdy
12/23/13

OMG!!!! This is amazing!!!

Amanda_Purdy Amanda_Purdy
12/19/13
Update this pleaaaaaase
Too much fangirling :o PLEASE UPDATE SSOOONNN
qowdm qowdm
10/3/13