*early that morning around 6 I got up and took a shower while Andy was sleeping I was thinking about Ashley did I love him or did I love any why can't have them both. After I got out of the show I decided to wonder around the hotel when I walked out the door I noticed Ashley walking ahead of me so I decided to walk with him*
Nadia: ash wait up
Ashley: what oh
* I ran up to Ashley and we walked together*
Nadia: I thought you went home with some chick last night
Ashley: I did but I came back early
Nadia: oh. So how's life
Ashley: a bitch
Nadia: oh sorry
Ashley: it's my fault
Nadia: what are you talking about
Ashley: me the girl us
* Ashley stopped and started to walk a different direction I walk with him*
Ashley: I'm glad you and Andy are together I know he has always had a thing for you
* I could have swore I saw his eyes water*
Nadia: we're are you going
Ashley: the bar down the street. I probably won't be back till tonight
Nadia: oh well I guess I will see you later then
Ashley: bye
* before Ashley walked away I grabbed him and hugged him he didn't hug me back I knew he was upset*
Andy: hey babe
Nadia: hello finally your up so what do you want to do today
Andy: I was thinking a batman marathon
Nadia: sound perfect
* me and Andy cuddled in bed and watched batman until around 7 that night plus the nap we took. We got up and were walking out of the room when cc ran to us.
Cc: guys come quick it's Ashley
* we ran with cc to Ashley and jinx room Ashley was in the bathroom puking blood and tears were streaming down his face I ran to his side and got down on my knees and started rubbing his back as he puked*
Nadia: ash hey ash your going to be ok
Ashley: ugh no no im not
* Ashley was about to say something when he puked up more blood and then leaned on the bath tub*
Nadia: ash we need to get you a bath I'm going to go get a towel ok
Ashley: no don't leave me
* by this time Ashley had me on the floor holding me while I tried to get up*
Nadia: Andy I will be at our room in a while but I need to make sure he is ok
Andy: alright
* Andy and the guys left and I ran some warm water and helps Ashley into the bath tub*
Nadia: do you want me to leave now
Ashley: no
Nadia: ok
* I rubbed Ashly's back while he just sit there then he grabbed my hand and just held it and he leaned against me. After awhile I helped him out and got him dressed in some boxers and into his bed the guys took Andy out and it was just me and Ashley after I got him into I was about to leave*
Ashley: can you stay with me a while
Nadia: yea I guess so
* I laid on Ashley's bed and he put his arms around me and kissed my head*
Ashley: I miss you
Nadia: ash please don't
Ashley: I need you Nadia I need you so bad
Nadia: no your drunk and you think you do but you could have anyone you wanted
Ashley: then I want you
Nadia: Ashley I'm taken
* ash leaned over and French kissed me buried his head in my chest and fell asleep while I brushed his hair with my fingers*
Andy: guys I think we should get back and check on ash
Jake: you just want to check on Nadia
Cc: yea cuz she is nadi
Jinx: shut up you drunken fool
Andy: well I'm going back
* when I got back to the hotel I went to Ashley's room and found him cuddled up to a sleeping Nadia I wasn't jealous but I didn't want to lose her to Ashley so I walked over to her and gently shook her*
Andy: Nadia
Nadia: mm what
Andy: let's go to bed... In my room
Nadia: ok
* Nadia gently moved Ashley and grabbed my hand and we walked to our room we got in our night close and laid in bed*
Andy: Nadia
Nadia: yea
Andy: I don't want to be in your way
Nadia: what do you mean
Andy: I saw the way you were holding Ashley. Like it was the end of the world and he was all you had left I don't want get in the way of that and I understand if you want to be with him
* I scooted closer to Andy and he put his arm around me*
Nadia: honestly I don't know who I want to be with i love you both
Andy: yea but you LOVE Ashley I can see it
Nadia: I do love ash but I love being with you to maybe I just need to be with neither of you
Andy: you just need space to think I will go sleep on the other bed ok
Nadia: no I at least want to have you for the night
Andy: ok
* Andy kissed me and we fell asleep*