We walking the house to see everyone in the living room waiting us. We all sat down I sat next to Lyric in
the love seat. Andy was the only one still standing
"I say this family meeting shall start"He yelled.
"Not my family" I whispered but lyrics must have heard because she popped my ear.
"What the fuck was that for "I yelled
"You shouldnt be so rude."She answered
"When is this meeting going to start" CC asked
"
Okay what will we start with?"Jake asked.
"I know we can go other the rules" Andy answered.
"We dont have rules" Ashley responded
"yes we do we made them while we were waiting"Andy said" you you drive really slow"
""No I drive the speed limit unlike some people" Jinxx said.
Then Andy stood up and read us the rule

Rule #1. Make you and your rooms stay clean
Rule #2. Dont let the kids pick on you dont have to fight be do have the stand up for yourself
Rule #3. clean it up if you make a mess you dont have maids
Rule #4 No cuting staving yourself ('No burning' jinxx said and every one loked at him funny youll know soon enough')
Rule #5 Dont be afraid to talk to us it you have a problem

When Andy got done reading the rules. It stayed quite.
"Soo.. whats next"Jake asked
"I know we can write 1 or 2 poems that tel something about you, your emotions, your past or what you want in the future.
Eveyone agreed I would have said no but just choose not to vote.When everyone was done they read their poems.
Andy's was about how what think about the world and the other was about how he want to bvb to take over the world.
Ashley only wrote one about missing his home town. Jake only wrote one about how much being in bvb change him. Jinxx
wrote two one about how music saved him and one about how happy he fells when he playes for the army.CC
wrote about how hard it was to grow up different.And one about replacing Sandra.Then lyric went.

LYRICS POEM:
you dont what it took me to survive
To her my life is a game
and my pain was like her prize
She that it was my fault
told me soon id understand
She said that was bad
I tried my best to be good
But there was no escape
Because at school ridiculed me
And my only just was to leave
I did know how to get away
Cause i would get that far
so took the blade
and let it all out
but then heard a voice
it me it would help
but i didnt hear him
call for help
and I woke up in the sand
he said Im the 1 your looking for
the one understands
he showed his scars
She could see that he was also hurting
Then i asked how many time
He said more thirty
But now i know my saviour name
And i thank you mason purdy.
Even if have fame and the wealth
I'll think about special boy
who save me from myself


"Wait hold on he saved before" Andy asked.
"Yeah I didnt know her but fell like see some to relate to so i saved so she could be my best friend"I answered "well
really my only frenid.
"Ok its mason turn" CC said all happy.
"Frist have to promise not to be mad at me" said and everyoone promised"I need you to not up me in a mental hospial"
i said to ashley.
"ok'Ashley said"i promise"
"Ok"



Dissapionted Emo


Cut your wrist
cry out in pain
look at blood drip
then do it again
trying to rid the pain
of life of course
all attemp in vain
with no remorse
splish splash
drip drip
look at your blood
across the cement
flash flash
blur blur
the worls not still
its fast its splur
their finally did it
your as dead
as a brick till
you wake up
in a hospital bed
oh shit its time to do this
all over again

"Mas.."ashley started to speak but i cut him off.
"I have to read the other one" I said.
"Okay fine" Ashly said.

Who Am I

who am i
am I really just a weirdo
am i really weak
is life about me finding me
am i who you think
iam not that happy person
the holy one you seek
im instead a waste of air
my to crumbel at gods feet
who am i to be broken
to be left in side the dark
I am not god child
nor am i the devils art

Whe. we where done we watched batman (andy's choice) everyone left about 30 minutes into the movie and jake had to pull
him out the door..