My Saviour.

I woke up the next morning confused as hell. 'Where the hell am I?' I think to myself. But then I remember yesterday, meeting Andy, getting adopted, coming here, watching a film and then going to bed.
I glared over at my clock. 9 AM. Too early for my liking.
I sighed finally making enough effort to walk over to my set of draws and pick out some jeans and a random top. I was too tried to read what it was. I changed into them, I went into my half-bathroom and did my hair in a high, messy ponytail. I didn't even bother with make up. I then walked back over to my bed, laying on it, with my face in my pillow.

I fell asleep again and next thing I knew I was being carried from my room to somewhere. I look up to see that I was in the arms of Ashley Purdy and he had a smirk on his face. Dear lord. This can't be good. I quickly thought of a plan as he carried me outside. Did I mention they had a pool? I knew he was going to throw me in there and I couldn't swim to save my life.

I had to pretend to be asleep so my plan would work. When I felt Ashley had stopped walking I quickly jumped out of his arms, Stuck my leg in front of his and pulled on his arm. Making him to fall right into the pool.
The poor guy had no time to react. But my plan had worked.

I looked over to the living room window to see 4/5 of the brides laughing. I smiled at them and then turned my attention back over to Purdy who had just emerged from the water.
"Whoops." I said with full sarcasm.
"I'll get you kid!" He yelled.
"I'll be waiting Purdy!" I yelled even louder. As Ash was getting out of the pool I walked back over to the living room. I still heard some laughter as I walked in.
"Hey."
"Hey Morgan!" CC shouted.
I went over and sat on the couch and the guys joined me. Then Ashley walked into the room his hair still soaking.
"Have a fun swim?" I asked.
He just gave me a death stare.
"Maybe next time you shouldn't try and throw me in the pool then. Gosh." I said as I raised my hands mid-way in the air as if I was surrendering.
"Morgan, We have band practice today. Wanna watch?" Jinxx asked me.
"Sure, Where abouts do you have it?"
"Basement."
"I'll come join you after I sort my hair and face out."
All of them murmured in agreement. I ran upstairs, locked my door so Purdy couldn't try anything, then proceeded to my bathroom. It took me 2 minuets to do my make-up and 5 to do my hair. I looked into the mirror one last time. I was never the prettiest of girls. I always felt ugly.
I sighed and leave my room, walked down the stairs and headed to the basement.

When I opened the basement door I heard they were in the middle of 'The Legacy'. I smiled to myself, it was possibly of my favourite songs of all time. I look at CC on the drums then Jake and Jinxx on the guitars. I hope one day I will be doing band practice either playing drums, guitar or singing. It's the only thing I want to do in my life.

After about an hour of them preforming songs they finished up and walked up to me.
"You like it?" Andy asked.
"Yeah. I've never seen a band preform before, I really enjoyed it. You guys are really good."
They all smiled at me.
"So do you play anything?" Jinxx asked.
"Nope." I lied.
"Bullshit. What can you play?" Ashley raised his eyebrow.
"Nothing." I said.
"Alright.. Well do you want to try the drums?" CC asked.
I just shrugged my shoulders and nodded. He showed me a simple beat to try and do. I thought of something else to do on the drums. I decided on just doing The Legacy since it had a fast drum beat.
A little smirk made it's way onto my lips and Andy must of caught on since he smirked back at me. Then he leaned against the wall to see what I would do instead. I started doing the beat CC told me to do, Andy looked slightly disappointed but I wasn't quite finished. I slowly changed the beat around until I started the intro to Legacy. I did most of the song, Stopping at the second chorus. Once I finished up I looked to see shocked faces on 4 men and a smirk on 1, Andy.
"So... Uh like that CC?" I asked.
"I KNEW YOU COULD PLAY SOMETHING WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US?! WHAT ELSE CAN YOU PLAY?!" CC Yelled.
"Calm your passions." I said to CC who was jumping up and down.
"You can play something else can't you?" Jake questioned me.
"Maybe.." I said leaning back in the stool. Ash gave me 'Well tell what it is dumbass' look.
"I will tell you, But let's make this interesting. I bet you, Ashley, and Jake $20 that I can do Perfect Weapon on the guitar, Solos and all.. I don't have $20 so I will do whatever you want me to do if I don't do it right."
Jake and Ash had a smirk on their faces. What is will all the fucking smirking?!
"Deal." We shook hands.
"um what guitar should I use." I turned and faced Jinxx.
"Just use mine that I used for practise. We did Perfect Weapon last so it should be tuned right." Jinxx said.
I walked over to the stand, pick up the guitar. I look at all the guys, Jake looked over confident as did Ashley. I then gazed over at Jinxx who looked kinda interested in what I was going to do. Andy was just smiling like an idiot and CC was jumping up and down waiting for me to start.
As soon as I started that smile on Ashley and Jake's face was wiped right off. I may as well of slapped them in the face in the way their expression changed.

When I finished everyone was either staring at me, or smirking.
"Can everyone please stop staring at me and smirking. Like please." I said to break the silence.
Everyone either looked the other way or stopped smirking. I walked over to Jake and Ash who were just standing there.
"20 bucks. Pay up. Both of you." I said.
They both handed me the money and Jake finally asked:
"Where the hell did you learn to play like that. I know when I was 16 I couldn't do that to save my life."
I shrugged. "Taught myself."
"You have talent Morgan I can tell you that." Jake smiled.
I smiled back at him and said thank you before I wandered up the stairs, then up even more until I finally got to my bedroom door. There are too many steps in this house.
I went inside my bedroom, into my half-bathroom and locked the door. I slid down the empty wall by the sink and sat there. Depression has been on and off for me over the past few years. But in the past few weeks it's really caught up with me, I really don't understand why I'm feeling like this now. I mean, I just got $40, I'm living with my favourite band, my idol is literally one door away from me and I'm sitting here feeling depressed. I let out a groan of pain, anger and stress.

I sat there for a good hour before I had enough. I couldn't take the pain any more, the emptiness, the darkness. I sat up, got my wash bag and found an old friend of mine. My razor blade.

Notes

Okay, Last chapter of the night. I tent to write when I'm bored, sad, lonley or in the mood. So don't get used to me updating every 2 hours but everyday/otherday I will update.

~~Can I just add I wrote this at 1 in the morning, So if it makes no sense let me know and I will check it again in the morning and fix everything. If it's so bad I will re-write it. I did re-read it 10 times but I tend to miss mistakes.~~

Hope you enjoy this, I WILL BE PUTTING TRIGGER WARNINGS IF MORGAN DOES GO ANY FURTHER WITH THE RAZOR. But I'm not sure yet.

I'ma go now, Byeee<3
~FlareOfTheDevil

-This chapter was updated on the 16/06/2014-
-This chapter was re-written on the 31/10/12-