My Saviour.

The second I was in the house Andy was standing right in front of me with his hands on his hips. He looked kinda pissed (As in angry, not drunk).
"Where the fuck were you?!" He yelled.
"Out." I mumbled.
"Well you just can't go fucking 'out' on a school night at 1 fucking AM Morgan!" Andy shouted with a hilarious expression on his face. I had to bite down on my tongue to stop myself from giggling.
"Well I can Andy because I just did." I smirked.
"Morgan." He glared at me. "Don't you dare smirk at me like that."
"Oh becoming my father now are you?" I said with a fake British accent.
"Last time I checked the adoption papers I am your father!"
At this point I was ticking Andy off on purpose.
"Last time I checked those were pieces of papers. Not fucking DNA tests! You're not my dad Andy. My dad is behind bars for what he did to me. I will never ever have a father Andy." I growled getting pissed with him. Why was he picking a fight with me?
"You're fucking grounded for 2 weeks Morgan." Andy hissed.
"Oh no. Oh my fucking god what on Earth am I going to do?" I said with pure sarcasm.
"Unbelievable." Andy muttered before storming out of the room.
Last time I checked Andy was a fully grown adult not some bratty kid who storms of the room during an argument. Guess I was wrong. Whatever, he can be a baby all he wants.

I rolled my eyes and made my way to the living room couches. Once in the room I plopped down on the single chair and just sat there. I suddenly remembered I had to text Chris my number, so that's what I did. I sent him a simple 'Hi this is Morgan.' and then shut off my phone.
I wasn't too sure on how I felt about this dude, like whether to trust him or not. He is friends with Brad after all. So I guess we'll just have to see..

I set my phone on the coffee table, when I did this I noticed the guitar the was set right by my feet. I could tell it was Jinxx's old acoustic guitar just by looking at it because I've been playing on it so much recently. It was just a way to help stop the urge to hurt myself.
I picked up the guitar and pulled out the pick that was sitting in the strings. I set the guitar in my lap and started to strum the cords to a song I wrote when I was 14.
I began to sing the lyrics too:

" And so she wakes up in time to break down
She left a note up on the dresser and she's right on time
You don't know anything right or wrong
I said I know and she said so
I want to panic but I've had it
so I go
you don't owe anything to anyone

But don't take your life
because it's all that you've got
you'd be better off just up and leaving
if you don't think they will stop

And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place in a better time
so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

looking through the paper today
looking for a specific page
don't want to find her full name followed by dates
because when I left her alone
she made a sound, like a moan
"you're known by everyone for everything you've done"
fuck buying flowers for graves
I'd rather buy you a one way non-stop
to anywhere
find anyone
do anything
forget and start again, love
she said she won't go and that's that
it hurts too much to stand by
you've got to stop and draw a line
and everyone here has to choose a side tonight
the moment of truth is haunting you
don't forget your family
regardless of what you choose to do
you can't decide
and they're all screaming "why won't you?"
I'll start the engine but I can't take this ride for you
I'll draw your bath and I'll load your gun
but I hope so bad that you'll bathe and hunt

Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
Annie says "The saddest day I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me"
Annie says "If everyone has someone else, then I ain't got nobody's love to save me"
Annie says "I think I'll pass away tonight, because it seems I'll never get it right if it's just me"
Annie says!

And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

Annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems
Annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them
Annie says "oh, this loneliness is killing me it's filling me with anger and resentment "
Annie says "I'm turning into someone that I never thought I'd have to be again"

And when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow
Annie says "The saddest day I came across was when I learned that life goes on without me"
Annie says "If everyone has someone else, then I ain't got nobody's love to save me"
Annie says "I think I'll pass away tonight, because it seems I'll never get it right if it's just me"
Annie says!

and when you wake up
everything is going to be fine
I guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time
so you're tired of living
and you feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time

and even if it was
I wouldn't let you go
you could run run run run but I will follow close
someday you will say "that's it, that's all"
but I'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall
I know that you think that you're on your own
but just know that I'm here
and I'll lead you home
if you let me
she said "forget me"
but I can't "

Notes

~THE SONG IN THIS STORY IS NOT MINE.
It's called A Better Place A Better Time by Streetlight Manifesto.~


I finally did it guys:'D
Things should be back to normal soon. HOPEFULLY.

My depression has been clearing away nicely so soon I will have an upload day or something like that:)
Thanks for all your support and everything<3
Love you guys.

OH and I know this chapter is a bit short and sucky but things will get better soon:)
OHH AND the winner of my 100 subscriber contest will be announced in a chapter or so, Don't think I forgot about that either;)
Thanks againxxx

Never Give In, Never Back Down and We'll Brave This Storm.
xxx
~FlareOfTheDevil~