ill never forget.
in a Purdy mind
*~Rosy's pov~*
I didn't exactly hate it when I slipped into someone's mind, especially by accident so I had something to blame it on. but it wasn't fun either. you didn't just get what they were thinking at that moment, you get every thought memory and image they have ever had. it is really the best way to get to know somebody. I know it wasn't fair him not giving me permission and all but I warned him to stop staring at me. I knew what kind of pain he must be in. on a level of 1-20 he was a close 19 and 1/2. this is why I hated it. everything went in extreme slow motion for me. in reality it takes literally 7 seconds but to me it feels like hours on hours of my mind being crammed with information I don't want. I would let him in my mind in return but I don't want him getting even more of a headache than he already will have. plus I don't want Purdy boy's dirty self knowing absolutely everything about me.
I was getting prepared to be scared for life when I knew it was about time for his sex life to come in, but it didn't come. either that or it didn't finish. where were all the hot chicks and beach babes that ash supposivally hooks up with all the time? all his friends with benefits? I mean even for how slow everything went by his sex life went by pretty fast.
I tried to tear myself out,, knowing it would cause me more pain but none to ash. wait, why was I so worried about if he got hurt? wait, is that me in his memories? okay sorry if this hurts but im going in. I looked through his memories, which was probably a bad idea. I saw all of us, the gang the girls and the guys all hanging out at the old lot. everyone running around and chasing rabbits. i mean it wasn't a nice abandoned lot but still nice enough to have rabbits. a little over an acre of just dirt and high weeds with trails and jumps in it. I miss that old place. but getting back memories has its toll.
I got to the part of how ash asked me out. WAIT ASKED ME OUT?!?!?! no way. it couldn't have been Purdy boy, please anyone but him let this all be a joke. I kept thinking these kinds of thoughts until I saw how happy and genuinely in love we were.
he asked me out in the sweetest way. not too far from the lot was a really nice and grassy pond, big enough to swim in and have a party but not big enough to be a river or a lake. but no one knew about it or the cave because no one else was willing to hike through montains and trees for an hour and a half when it stank this much. when we finally got threw I saw the most beautiful sight of my life. then I looked and to my right just before the water was a picnic cloth and food. I yelled "food!" and he said "yes its yours eat all you want." I laughed and went over. when we were done eating he grabbed my hand and said he had something serious to talk about. I agreed and he continued. "we have known each other a long time and I want to know how you feel by a single word. this word can be either yes or no, but no other answers are available. will you consider this a date and agree to go on more with me and be my girlfriend?" then as he gave his special smile he said in a little kid voice "pweasee?!?!?!" I smiled laughed and said yes.
then I realized how much physical pain I was in and what was coming next. I couldn't bear through them both and I didn't remember exactly what was next but I remembered that I really did not want anything to do with it. I used all the strength I had to start pulling myself out of his head. I got out in what to me was a few seconds. and I let out a roaring scream as I got out.
I started gasping and looking around remembering where I was and who I was with inside the café they heard me and Alex was starting to get up to come see how bad it was. I saw Ashley, still curled on the ground. he had his strength back I could tell just didn't wanna brave standing up yet. I yelled at him as I grabbed his collar "get in the car! now!!" he saw the panic in my eyes and understood. he obeyed immediately and as I pulled out I just missed Alex. wow that was close. now what to do about him?
I didn't exactly hate it when I slipped into someone's mind, especially by accident so I had something to blame it on. but it wasn't fun either. you didn't just get what they were thinking at that moment, you get every thought memory and image they have ever had. it is really the best way to get to know somebody. I know it wasn't fair him not giving me permission and all but I warned him to stop staring at me. I knew what kind of pain he must be in. on a level of 1-20 he was a close 19 and 1/2. this is why I hated it. everything went in extreme slow motion for me. in reality it takes literally 7 seconds but to me it feels like hours on hours of my mind being crammed with information I don't want. I would let him in my mind in return but I don't want him getting even more of a headache than he already will have. plus I don't want Purdy boy's dirty self knowing absolutely everything about me.
I was getting prepared to be scared for life when I knew it was about time for his sex life to come in, but it didn't come. either that or it didn't finish. where were all the hot chicks and beach babes that ash supposivally hooks up with all the time? all his friends with benefits? I mean even for how slow everything went by his sex life went by pretty fast.
I tried to tear myself out,, knowing it would cause me more pain but none to ash. wait, why was I so worried about if he got hurt? wait, is that me in his memories? okay sorry if this hurts but im going in. I looked through his memories, which was probably a bad idea. I saw all of us, the gang the girls and the guys all hanging out at the old lot. everyone running around and chasing rabbits. i mean it wasn't a nice abandoned lot but still nice enough to have rabbits. a little over an acre of just dirt and high weeds with trails and jumps in it. I miss that old place. but getting back memories has its toll.
I got to the part of how ash asked me out. WAIT ASKED ME OUT?!?!?! no way. it couldn't have been Purdy boy, please anyone but him let this all be a joke. I kept thinking these kinds of thoughts until I saw how happy and genuinely in love we were.
he asked me out in the sweetest way. not too far from the lot was a really nice and grassy pond, big enough to swim in and have a party but not big enough to be a river or a lake. but no one knew about it or the cave because no one else was willing to hike through montains and trees for an hour and a half when it stank this much. when we finally got threw I saw the most beautiful sight of my life. then I looked and to my right just before the water was a picnic cloth and food. I yelled "food!" and he said "yes its yours eat all you want." I laughed and went over. when we were done eating he grabbed my hand and said he had something serious to talk about. I agreed and he continued. "we have known each other a long time and I want to know how you feel by a single word. this word can be either yes or no, but no other answers are available. will you consider this a date and agree to go on more with me and be my girlfriend?" then as he gave his special smile he said in a little kid voice "pweasee?!?!?!" I smiled laughed and said yes.
then I realized how much physical pain I was in and what was coming next. I couldn't bear through them both and I didn't remember exactly what was next but I remembered that I really did not want anything to do with it. I used all the strength I had to start pulling myself out of his head. I got out in what to me was a few seconds. and I let out a roaring scream as I got out.
I started gasping and looking around remembering where I was and who I was with inside the café they heard me and Alex was starting to get up to come see how bad it was. I saw Ashley, still curled on the ground. he had his strength back I could tell just didn't wanna brave standing up yet. I yelled at him as I grabbed his collar "get in the car! now!!" he saw the panic in my eyes and understood. he obeyed immediately and as I pulled out I just missed Alex. wow that was close. now what to do about him?
i know aha im not in hemet right now though. but you just go to http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/home make an account create a set and then link it into the story.
10/23/13