I run into my bedroom forgetting my clothes again and give the shower to Lilly. I rummage through my messy closet to find clean clothes to wear. I pull out a pair of shorts, a white lose fitting tee shirt, and high top converse ( http://pinterest.com/pin/142707881912567347/
I open my door and dig for my head phones in a pile of clothes and plug them into my phone. I put my songs on shuffle and blow dry my hair. Once my hair is as dry as I can get it I put on light eye liner and mascara. Seeing that two more people needed to take showers still I walk down to the living room and sprawl out on the couch. I rock out in my head to The Depths by Of Mice & Men. Trying but failing to scream the parts I loved the most. The only sad thing I got from the party was I saw no Austin Carlile, only Alan and Aaron. I am interrupted with my songs by Darin pulling out both my head phones.

“What the hell man?!” I jokingly ask putting up my arms pretending I was ready to fight.

“Ben is being...really weird.” He whispers sitting next to me.

I pause my song and sigh, “and? What am I supposed to do about it? I tried talking to him and I thought we were cool?”

“How are we supposed to sound amazing for Black Veil Brides if Ben is being a little pussy and not focusing on playing?”

“What? Do you want me to talk to him again? What do I say? Suck it up? Stop being such a pussy and get over your crush over me? If I do that it's only going to make things worse.” I say trying to keep my voice low in case he was done with his shower yet.

“I tried to talk to him last night, all he said was that he just wanted to be with you.” Fantastic.

“You know what? This needs to stop.” I get up and band on the shower door after seeing Jason with soaking wet hair in his room guessing that Ben was the one running the water.

“What?!” He yells over the sound of the water.

“Is the door unlocked?” I ask.

“Yeah?” He says, I open the door and close it behind me. I reach into the shower and turn the water off not caring if I saw anything. “What the hell?!” He yells grabbing his towel and wrapping it around his waist.

“This is ridiculous! You went three years without letting your feelings for me get in the way. I've been through guy after guy and you've never said anything. Now after we had sex you're acting like we've been together that whole time and you found me cheating on you! It needs to stop, I know I'm being a bitch but we need to be a band. Not some drama filled teen group. I know I can't force you to forget what happened but please know that I love you as a friend and this band doesn't need any drama shit!” He gives me a surprised stare with his mouth slightly open. “Is it that we had sex? Because I know you as the guy notorious for one night stands.” He lowers his eyes and shakes his head. “Then what is it? Why are you acting like this now?”

He takes in a deep long breath, “I just...I see you and Andy together for like ever. I guess, I think all the other guys you were with looked like three week guys and I would still have a chance. But Andy...”

“Really? You think this is going to get a chance with that?! I don't even think I like him like that!” I cut him off.

“You, are the most gorgeous girl I have ever met, I would be hurt for you if Andy didn't at least think you were hot. And, he's Andy Biersack, who doesn't like him.” He smiles showing that we were making progress.

“Yeah that's the problem.” I needed to drop the subject I came in here to talk about Ben. “Please, please just be my friend. I don't want awkward stares or weird silences.” I give him a tight hug. “Promise me...”

“I promise,” he says digging his face in my hair.

I kiss his cheek and tell him to finish his shower because he smelled. He shooed me out of the bathroom and I went to sit on the couch beside Lilly, Jason, and Darin. All three of them staring at me with an expression I was all to familiar with.

“What?” I finally ask sitting on the arm rest.

“You had sex with Ben and didn't tell me?!” Lilly yells standing in front of me.

I put up my hand in defense, “whoa, I don't even remember it. It was after the party I was...”

“So that's why he's acting all butt hurt?” Jason interrupts me.

“I didn't think...” I try to reason.

“No! He's had a major crush on you for years and he finally gets it in and you act like it didn't happen. I would be pissed at you too.” Lilly says.

“He should know that...” No one was letting me talk.

“Lucky...” Darin says under his breath.

“You're not...Hey!” Jason starts before he sees Ben walking down the stairs drying his hair with a towel.

“What?” He asks confused.

“Nothing, we were just talking about what song we were going to play for BVB.” Lilly says.

“You guys are awful liars, you know that?” I say standing walking outside to answer a phone call. “Hello?”

“Hey,” it's Andy, “change of plans is it okay if we pick you up from your house then take you to the studio?”

“Yeah, sure, why the change of plans?” I ask trying to make this conversation as long as possible to prevent from going back inside.

“He's just lazy and wants...!” I hear CC in the back ground.

“Shut up man!” Jake says.

While arguing happens in the back ground I can't help but laugh. Andy clears his throat and talks again. “Sorry about that, um we just thought it would be easier this way.”

More yelling that I can't hear then I answer, “alright, well what time will you be here?”

“Um, 20 minutes?”

“Okay, see you then.” I hang up and go back inside.

Ben and Darin are wrestling on the floor and I regret not being here when that happened. “Dude! Give it!” Darin yells.

“I got it first!”Ben yells back.

“What's going on?” I whisper to Lilly.

“Ben found Darin's stash.” Jason fills in coming up behind me with a glass of what I assumed to be illegally obtained beer.

“Ohh,” I say watching to two fight over whatever Ben got a hold of.

“It's mine man!” Darin says having his face pushed into the couch.

“Not anymore!” Ben replies getting a taste on his own medicine while holding a cookie in the air.

“You know peanut butter cookies are my favorite!” Darin whines.

“But there's only on left and you've had like...all of them!” Ben says trying to get the treat as far away from Darin's grasp as he can.

I walk over to them and gently take the cookie from them. Both of them look up at me with hopeful eye that I would give it to one of them. “You two are children.” I shove the cookie in my mouth with a look of betrayal in both of their faces.

I walk into the kitchen and sit on the bar stool. “Look what you did!” Darin yells.

“What I did?! You could have just split the thing in half!” Ben yells back.

“So could you have!”

“It's too late for either of you. I got it so suck it up.” I stick my tongue out.

They humph and join me in the kitchen both looking for more food. It was almost noon and all of us were getting hungry. “I hope the live thing won't take too long I'm starving!” Lilly says rubbing her stomach right when it growls.

“It depends on how many songs they want to hear. They might only want one song or a whole album?” Jason says.

I hear a knock on the door and Darin is opens it to five rock stars ready for more fun. Well, Jinxx looked out of it but the rest seemed jazed and ready to go. “Ready to go?” Jake asks.

We all head out our cars and Darin gets the driving this time. We follow them to the studio seeing that it was a studio I have been trying to just get into since we moved here. I awe over the size of it. I see several artists exit and enter the studio while we were all waiting to get a recording room. When we are finally given a room I question how we were actually going to play.

“They have a set of drums and guitars and basses for people.” Ashley says.

“I would have brought mine but I forgot what we were doing.” I giggle.

“It's fine, you can just use the studios.” CC says.

“So, show us what you got.” Andy says sitting in a chair in the recording room once we all get the instruments we need.

“What kind of songs are you looking for?” Jason asks drumming a little.

“Anything and everything!” CC says.

“How about Waking Wilshire?” Lilly asks us.

I nod doing the main riff real fast to that song. Jake and Jinxx smile at me and I take that as a 'nice so far.' Ben and I play a chord so Lilly knows what tune she will be singing in and Jason give us a beat that we were comfortable with. Ben and Jason start off the song that eventually enter in with Darin and I. Lilly growls an 'o' like sound then begins singing. I see Andy smile then I concentrate giving them chills with how good we were. This song was the guitar solo that I was most proud of. Every thing but the drums and bass stop while I shred out my favorite part. I messed up once but I keep going like nothing happened.

The drums and bass stop and Ben and I hold out our last notes to let Lilly end. “No one, no one knows their destiny. Wake up your legacy. Wake up, wake up Wilshire.”

Andy stands from his sit and claps everyone else joining in second later. “What was awesome!” CC says giving Jason a bear hug.

“That seriously gave me chills,” Jake says.

“I never knew a girl could be able to growl like that.” Andy comments to Lilly's beginning to the song.

Lilly smiles, “I wanted to show up my brother and show him that girls could scream but I never got that far so I just perfected the growling vowels part.”

“It was still awesome.” Ashley says winking at her, he knew that wasn't single right?

“I say they are so BVB army material!” CC says after we all got our hugs from him.

“Agreed, you guys are gonna love the tour life.” Andy says looking to me.

I blush and look down not really knowing why. These next few months were going to be amazing. I will be touring with the band that I first loved.

Notes

Are you guys into just tour life stories, or would you like a plot to follow??? Please give me feed back into what you think, either a plot or keep it a tour life story.