A Dreamers Prayer
Way To Be the Man
The rest of the day goes by pretty slow. Ben blasts music in his room, Darin must have really gotten to him. The blaring of the music wasn't the sign, the sign he was pissed was when he refuses to come back down stairs.
“Go talk to him!” Lilly slaps Darin and pushes him off the couch.
“Why should I? He's the one acting like a little bitch.” He says sitting on the floor away from Lilly.
The two of them continue to argue while I go upstairs to Ben's room. I softly knock on the door not thinking that he was going to hear it. He slowly opens his door.
“Can I come in?” I ask sheepishly.
He shrugs and opens his door to let me in and flops onto his bed, his music still pounding out his speakers. I take a seat on the desk chair he keeps in his room and lower the volume on his speakers.
“Hey!”
“No, we need to talk.” I say cutting him off of telling me to turn it back up. “I didn't come up here to listen to Suicide Silence.” He clenches his teeth and I take a deep breath wondering what I was going to tell him.”Okay, first off, I thought you would learn to not listen to Darin by now.” He shrugs, “second, I only see you as a friend and band mate. You're cute, and any girl would be lucky to have you. But I believe that relationships between band mates should be banned. It causes problems and when two people have problems they can't work together properly. So on that note, if the two guitarist can't work together then the band will fall apart before it even gets a chance to get big.” He releases his clenches teeth and sits up slightly. “I hate the thought of Lilly and Jason going out, but now that they are going out I just try to keep them happy so there aren't and problems...do you understand?”
He nods his head and I stand up. I hold out my arms waiting for a hug. He stands up too and hugs me. “I can't promise that I won't be jealous though.”
“Just don't be a bitch about it. And try to be jealous on the inside.” I release the hug and kiss his cheek lightly.
He gives me a half smile before returning to his bed and loud music. When I walk back down stairs I see everyone staring at me.
“All fixed,” I smirk sitting on the arm rest.
“Just like that?” Darin asks.
“What did you have sex with him?” Jason asks.
“No! I talked to the guy.” I say blushing slightly knowing that sex with Ben was why he was up sulking in his room anyway.
Lilly slaps Jason, “way to be the man honey.”
“Someone in this band has to be.” I smirk.
“Go talk to him!” Lilly slaps Darin and pushes him off the couch.
“Why should I? He's the one acting like a little bitch.” He says sitting on the floor away from Lilly.
The two of them continue to argue while I go upstairs to Ben's room. I softly knock on the door not thinking that he was going to hear it. He slowly opens his door.
“Can I come in?” I ask sheepishly.
He shrugs and opens his door to let me in and flops onto his bed, his music still pounding out his speakers. I take a seat on the desk chair he keeps in his room and lower the volume on his speakers.
“Hey!”
“No, we need to talk.” I say cutting him off of telling me to turn it back up. “I didn't come up here to listen to Suicide Silence.” He clenches his teeth and I take a deep breath wondering what I was going to tell him.”Okay, first off, I thought you would learn to not listen to Darin by now.” He shrugs, “second, I only see you as a friend and band mate. You're cute, and any girl would be lucky to have you. But I believe that relationships between band mates should be banned. It causes problems and when two people have problems they can't work together properly. So on that note, if the two guitarist can't work together then the band will fall apart before it even gets a chance to get big.” He releases his clenches teeth and sits up slightly. “I hate the thought of Lilly and Jason going out, but now that they are going out I just try to keep them happy so there aren't and problems...do you understand?”
He nods his head and I stand up. I hold out my arms waiting for a hug. He stands up too and hugs me. “I can't promise that I won't be jealous though.”
“Just don't be a bitch about it. And try to be jealous on the inside.” I release the hug and kiss his cheek lightly.
He gives me a half smile before returning to his bed and loud music. When I walk back down stairs I see everyone staring at me.
“All fixed,” I smirk sitting on the arm rest.
“Just like that?” Darin asks.
“What did you have sex with him?” Jason asks.
“No! I talked to the guy.” I say blushing slightly knowing that sex with Ben was why he was up sulking in his room anyway.
Lilly slaps Jason, “way to be the man honey.”
“Someone in this band has to be.” I smirk.
Sure go ahead. People will at least know it's mine first :)
5/10/14