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Black Veil Daughter (BVD)

Behind The Devil's Choir

I closed my eyes and bit my lip a little feeling all the pain from the past come into my mouth. Andy put his arm around me and whispered, ''You can tell me anything. I can keep secrets.'' I took another deep breath. ''Well it all started when I was five. I started to remember things then. Everyday I woke up with my mom screaming at me and hitting me until I would bleed and beg for mercy. I had to practically raise myself when I was little because my mom was always out, trying to be a slut and pick up men. I had a new ''daddy'' every time my mom came home. For my 6 birthday my mom gave me a letter saying that she didn't love me and that I was a waste of her time and stuff like that. My mom had also bought me a pocket knife and told me to die. I cried every night that year wishing that I had an actual family and not a whore for a what she called herself ''mom''. By the time I was six and a half that's when I discovered the world of Black Veil Brides, but sadly I had already discovered cutting myself. I had stopped when I discovered you guys and all the other bands. Then on my 7 birthday my gift was the orphanage. My ''mom'' said that she didn't want me anymore and that I was a piece of shit. Once I got there, I got beat up and bullied by everyone. So I started cutting again no matter what anyone said. Until I met Lizzie a year and a half later. Lizzie had discovered all of my secrets and I discovered all of hers. We became best friends. I showed Lizzie my music and she loved it. We were the outcasts of the orphanage together and we were proud of it. Then one year, Lizzie got adopted and I spent the nest 4 years on my own. Everybody told me I wouldn't get adopted and I believed them. I got beat up a few more times, which caused me to cut more. I started blaming myself for everything, but meeting Lizzie because she was the bright side to all of it. Now I'm here and yeah.''

When I was finished telling Andy my story I realized that I was laying on his chest. I could tell Andy was speechless and he just squeezed me tight against his chest. I knew I started crying in the middle of my story because I felt my wet cheeks start to dry. ''I'm sorry that all of that happened to you. I didn't know you had it like that. I'm so sorry.'' Andy started apologizing. ''It's not your fault.'' I started explaining to him. I looked at my phone and saw what time it was. ''Hey, you want to go to bed?'' Andy asked me with soft spoken words. I nodded. Andy carried me over and screamed, ''Batman will help the innocent!'' I smiled and blushed at his remark. The next thing I knew, we were already in my room and Andy put me down on my bed. ''I'll be back in a couple minutes. You can get changed into pajama's.'' Andy said as he left the room. I quickly got changed into my Batman pajamas and waited for Andy to come back. Andy finally came back with his Batman pajamas which made me smile. ''I almost forgot your goodnight kiss.'' Andy whispered as he leaned in closer to me. Instead of kissing my lips, he kissed my forehead. Andy was about to leave the room until I spoke up. ''Andy, can you sleep with me tonight because I don't want to be by myself?'' Andy turned around and said happily, ''I'd be happy to.'' We both got under the covers. Andy pulled me into his arms and stared deep into my eyes. I just stared back into his eyes. Out of no where, I felt his soft lips attack mine. I closed my eyes until it was over. After the kiss, I fell asleep in Andy's arms.

(The Next Morning) I woke up in Andy's arms and remembered what happened last night. I moved away from him carefully making sure not to wake him up. I checked my phone and saw I had a text message. The text said, ''Morning beautiful! It's Ashley. I was wondering if you wanted to go out for breakfast. Just you and me! What do you think? :)'' I took a deep breath and started replying.

Notes

Hey guys thanks for reading! Now what do you think is going to happen! Comment what you want or think is going to happen! Keep reading because there is going to be WAY more drama coming up! {PurdyGirl17}

Comments

@Ruth
I'm trying sorry
Its hard for me to move and make an extra long chapter like I promised

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/8/14

please update soon

Ruth crawford Ruth crawford
8/6/14

@bvbarmygirl14
Thanks!

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/6/14

Happy birthday!!!!!!

bvbarmygirl14 bvbarmygirl14
8/6/14

@SnypperBVB16
Thanks! Its coming, but its a lot of work!

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/5/14