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Black Veil Daughter (BVD)

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*Christian's POV* We all sat in one car on the way back from the hospital. Talia curled up on Andy's lap and I sat on CC's. I don't know if it's just CC's natural presence or something, but I just felt safe and warm with him. I watched Andy hold Talia closely to his chest and it made me wonder why I couldn't do that with Ashley. I looked in the rear view mirror and saw Ashley staring at me. I could see in his eyes that he was hurt. I looked away, but could still feel him staring. Jinxx was driving and Jake sat in between Andy, Talia, CC, and I. The car was dead silent. The only sound was the passing ground below us. A sigh slipped out of my mouth and it was like a disease. One after another everyone sighed. CC whispered a joke into my ear and made me giggle. I heard Ashley mumble something and I rolled my eyes. I would have said something, but Talia was asleep and now wasn't the time for drama. It seemed like the car ride was forever. I wasn't sure what the plan was for the guys because they have Warped Tour, but they now have this situation. I looked back into the rear view mirror and there she was again. The Person. I jumped up and hit my head on the roof of the car. Everyone looked at me and I just spaced out. She was there, looking at me, judging me. But who and why? How? I must have spaced out for the rest of the car ride because next thing I knew, CC was shaking me so we could get out of the car.
We were back at the house and not Warped Tour. Andy carried Talia in the house and I felt happier knowing she was safe with him. But what about me? What if that girl came back and actually did something? How could I tell the guys without sounding crazy? I can't. I can't tell them. Its a secret, well for now. I'll wait until things clear up and then maybe I'll tell CC or something.
The house seemed bigger than it actually was and quieter. I felt incomplete. Empty and alone just being near the house. All the memories came flushing back into my mind. I did kinda missed the old days. The days were we got along with good night kisses and late night cuddles, but there were bad times, too.
I felt a coat being placed around my shoulders. I peered up to see Ashley. He whispered, "Just because I'm mad at you doesn't mean I don't care." I smirked and accepted the jacket. The thing that left me thinking was that he was made at me. Why? Because I ended up in the hospital for cutting and all that. Oh wait.. I promised him I wouldn't do this anymore. That I would care for myself, but it wasn't my fault! The devil made me do it. I don't know how, but she controls me somehow. I need to tell him, but I can't. Ashley would think I'm crazy, and probably won't feel the same for me again. This was painful and not just for my heart, but for all of me. I could feel the depression in all of us, but I knew we could all pass this and become more of a "family."
I continued to walk into the house, but before I entered the door with everyone else, I saw her. Standing there with her evil smile and blonde hair that bothered me. She looked so pretty, but she was full of evil. I dropped the jacket and ran after her. Before I knew it, I was in the middle of the street and Jinxx and Jake came after me. I didn't even bother to resist them. Before they could grab me, I walked back into the house and picked up Ashley's jacket. I didn't say a word to anyone inside. I threw Ashley's jacket on a rack and went upstairs to my room. I scanned all over the room for all the things I could hurt myself with. After probably 10 minutes, I went back downstairs with a drawer full of many things. Everyone was staring at me including Talia. Right now nothing mattered to me. I dropped to draw of pills, blades, etc in the trash, tied the bag, and threw it in the garbage bin outside. Once I was back inside, everyone was shocked like I was a totally new person, but if they only knew why. I can't let that she devil control me anymore, but I know this won't be the last of her.
I shut the door and looked upstairs. I saw Ashley heading into my room, so I decided to follow him. It was deathly quiet and seemed like timed moved slower as I made my way up each stair. I entered my room and shut the door. I stood there ready to explain a lot to Ashley, but I didn't know if either one of us were ready to here the truth.

Notes

THE TRUTH?! THE PERSON?! HOW?! WHAT?! ASHLEY AND CHRISTIAN?! TALIA AND ANDY?! CC, JAKE, AND JINXX?! Lol, just kidding guys! I will be updating the next chapter sooner than you think, but seriously man, I actually updated. Things are getting juicy, but they will get juicer! Please comment/subscribe or whatever cause things are going to make you fan girl more than a new BVB music video! >.< I love you all and I'm here to talk anytime! Don't be afraid to message me!
*~PurdyGirl17~*

Comments

@Ruth
I'm trying sorry
Its hard for me to move and make an extra long chapter like I promised

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/8/14

please update soon

Ruth crawford Ruth crawford
8/6/14

@bvbarmygirl14
Thanks!

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/6/14

Happy birthday!!!!!!

bvbarmygirl14 bvbarmygirl14
8/6/14

@SnypperBVB16
Thanks! Its coming, but its a lot of work!

PurdyGirl17 PurdyGirl17
8/5/14