Ashley's POV
This is all my fault. How could I do that to him? I can't believe I hurt him like that. He was already not doing the best and then I go and cheat on him. I feel awful.
A nurse walked into the room we were sitting in and called Jinxx and Jake to see Andy.
"What about us?" CC asked her with tears in his eyes.
"He requested only these two, I'm sorry." We watched as they walked to his room and disappeared behind the corner.
"What did we do, Ash?" CC had his head in his hands, crying.
"Something we never should have, CC.

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Andy's POV
I watched as the nurse brought Jinxx and Jake into the room. They looked upset, but they could't be as upset as me right now.
"Why?" I asked. They looked at me, unsure of what I meant. "Why did you save me?" They looked at each other and Jinxx sighed.
"Do you really think any of us wouldn't?" Jinxx asked me.
"What's the point? It's not like anyone actually needs me. All I do is cause problems for other people." Jake looked at me sadly and opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. He closed again and looked at Jinxx, looking for some kind of assistance.
"Andy, what are you talking about? You don't cause anyone problems," Jake said, finally. I laughed. I knew that wasn't true.
"If I didn't cause people problems then I wouldn't be here. I deserve this. I'm just a fucked up boy who doesn't know when to quit. He obviously sees that too."
"Andy! You know that isn't true! They were drunk, you know neither of them make clear decisions when they're drunk," Jinxx tries to reason with me, but I wasn't hearing it.
"Ashley and I only got together because of being drunk. you're only proving my case further. You know as well as I do that he only sees me as a sex toy. I just didn't want to believe it."
"I don't think you know how Ashley really feels about you, honestly. He's in the waiting room with CC crying," Jake told me and Jinxx nodded in agreement. Is he really crying? He shouldn't be the one crying. He isn't the one that got cheated on. CC really has no right, he is the reason all of this happened in the first place. I shake the thoughts from my head and look at the two boys sitting by my bed.
"Tell them that I don't care. They brought this on themselves. They made their own beds, they can lay in them," I heard myself saying. Did I really feel that way? Did I actually not care? Of course I cared, if I didn't I wouldn't be here.
"If that's really what you want to say to them, then okay," Jake whisper spoke, his voice shaky. The two got up up from their chairs and left my overly white room. I rolled over so I faced away from the door and pulled the covers up. Tears started to fall from my eyes, and I wiped them away unsure if they were a product of my physical or my emotional pain. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep, desperate for a break from this reality.

Notes

sorry it's short guys! Updates will keep coming! thank you all for being patient with us. I love you all. I will be updating my other two stories also today, hopefully. So go read those if you haven't already.

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