That night i pretended to be asleep when Ash walked in. He was on the phone. "Ive already had crap with an ex! I wont have anymore!" He yelled before hanging up. "Im not that stupid hun" I said sitting up. I hugged him. "Babe calm down" I smiled. "Lets go to the shower" I smiled.

"If we ever get into a fight what will you wear all you have is Purdy merch" Ash laughed. "I have BOTDF and BVB and asking alexandria. After the shower Ash opened a Jack Daniels. "YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO JUST GO FU****G NUTS!" Ash yelled. "Your an awesome screamer" I smiled. "You never told me you like suicide silence either" I smiled. "Neither did you" He smiled. "Mitch was my best friend. When my adoptive family disowned me at 12 Mitch's family took me in and me and Mitch were best friends until my adoptive family took me back in." I explained. "The last time i saw him was October 30th 2012" I cried. "Shhh" Ash whispered playing with my hair.