"Michelle, I don't even care, now let me and my friends get trough so I can get my fucking things and you won't ever have to see me again" I demanded, Michelle glared at me before stepping to the side and letting me into the apartment, closely followed by Andy and Jay who glared at everyone.

Michelle our lead guitarist and Amy the drummer looked after Andy with wide eyes but he ignored them and I laughed on the inside of their whore like face expressions and body language. Amanda, the guitarist and backing vocalist of my former band looked at Andy just as hungrily as the two others but instead of just looking, she stepped in front of him, while playing with a wisp of her hair and fluttering her eyelids.

"Hey pretty face, I'm Amanda" I rolled my eyes and continued into my own room where the walls were filled with different Disney and Band related things.

I didn't pay more attention to Andy and Amanda, he could flirt with her if he wanted and he could ignore her if that was what he wanted.

I went to my closet and started to empty it out, throwing all my clothes on the bed.
"What are you doing, honey?" I smiled and turned my head to look at the seventeen year-old girl sitting cross legged on my bed, ignoring the clothes that I literally just threw trough her ghost body.

"Hi mom" I laughed and closed the closet behind me since I'd finished emptying it, grabbing a suitcase instead and starting to pack, "I'm moving to Jay's place since the girls don't want me here after they threw me out of the band" I explained, not thinking about five persons in the living room, I hadn't even closed the door so they could clearly hear me.

"Oh here we go again" Amy mumbled after hearing my voice but I didn't mind, they knew that I was 'mentally unstable'... humbug, I was as normal as them except for the fact that I could clearly see the ghost of my mother and sense other ghosts.

"I'm happy that you're finally leaving them, they've never treated you right" mom was right about that.

"Yeah..." I looked at Jay in the door, she gazed worriedly at me but I wasn't crazy, why didn't people understand?

Mom was gone when I looked back at the bed so I let out sigh and looked back at Jay with a smile.

"Where's Andy?" I asked.

She walked over to me and started to help packing my clothes "I can't decide wherever he's flirting with the bitches or trying to get away from them" she chuckled, "but I enjoy seeing him suffer so let's let him be for a while" aww my evil bestie.

"Sure" I laughed.



About two hours later, we'd managed to pack all my weird things and get them into Jay's and Andy's cars. They both drove since we were unsure about how much space my crap would take, and thank god we did so since it only barely could be there.

Andy also managed to get away from the girls about after en hour since they had to leave anyways, apparently they had auditions for a new member or two... Idiots. If you haven't figured it out yet then I can tell you that I really REALLY don't like them, and actually never really liked them, they were just my only chance for a future within music at that time but things were different now.

Mom never showed up again after she disappeared earlier but that was okay and completely normal for her. Sometimes she could disappear for over a week but never more than a month went by before she showed up again.

My own car was at Jay's place, standing there prettily while lacking some wheels. This meant that I was currently sat awkwardly next to Andy while he drove, since there weren't any place for me in Jay's car. I had a lot more crap then I'd imagined... Most of it Disney or music/band things.

The radio was playing some music I hadn't really heard before. I usually walked around with my iPod on and earplugs in all day, not listening to the music playing on the radio.

Some song I'd never heard before started playing, I'd never heard it before but I have to admit that it was pretty rad, starting with a 'bang' and directly on to the lyrics. Apparently Andy knew it since he started singing along, sounding just like the singer on the song. I lost focus on the song and moved it to Andy's voice instead. His singing voice was a lot like his speaking voice, deep and nice, like really really deep... and kinda seductive but we won’t talk about that. I took about a minute just listening to his voice before I again moved my focus to the song on the radio.

"I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die" Andy sang the last line with the radio before it changed to another song and he lost his interest in it again.

He looked at me with a small smirk, clearly noticing how I'd been staring at him for the I-dunno-how-long time the song lasted.

"I've never heard that one before" I mumbled, looking away from him. Don't blush. Yeah right.
"It's called In The End" he informed me with a chuckle. I looked up to realize that we were at Jay's already so I turned to him in the seat with a shy smile.

"I'll look it up" to my confusion, he laughed. I think that's when I realized why he sounded so much like the singer in the song. He WAS the singer. My cheeks heated up again and I tried to hide my face behind my hands like some little kid.

Embarrass yourself every day, yay!

Luckily I didn't have to stay in the awkward situation for long. Jay showed up and gave Andy a weird look that made him stop his laughing and she simply shook his head at me, not thinking anything out of the ordinary when it came to me embarrassing myself. I did it far too often.

But now I'd heard some of Black Veil Brides' music and to be honest, I really liked it so far. No wonder they were so popular, good music and ehm good looking guys... I still wonder where the Native American-ish looking one disappeared to the evening before. Also, I should really ask Andy or Jay for their names cause... Yeah, I needed some names to put on their faces if I saw them again. I hoped that I'd see them again, especially Andy.



We managed to move all the boxes, bags and suitcases into Jay's apartment's spare room and a short time after that, Andy bid farewell since he apparently had plans for the evening or something.

Jay also had some plans so she left me to my unpacking. I figured that I should tell my fans about the resent events, so I found the box with my camera and shit in.

I quickly sat the camera up and cleared a spot in the bed where I could sit cross legged while facing the camera. Clicking the button so the little lamp lit red, I smiled at the little box thingy with the skills of taping videos.

"Emmy here, hey all of you" I laughed awkwardly and ran a hand trough my hair.
"Yeah, I know it's uncommon for me to make a video at this time of the week, but some circumstances make this my only chance to tell you things, before anyone else tell you at least. Okay then (Chuckle). I'm not sure if some of the other guys have tweeted anything about this yet but I'll just tell you. Reasons have that I've left Behind Your Eyes. It's sad and blah blah blah but I can't change what have happened and I just hope for the band to reach their goals. Also I'm not giving up on my dreams I hope to start a new band over the near future so let’s see how that turn out." I sighed and looked behind me on all the boxes and stuff before returning attention to the camera.

"In other news, I'm moving... Yay? (Chuckle) you've seen my friend Jay before, right? Yeah she has a spare room and has been kind enough to let me in so that's great. She also dragged me along to a party the other night and I actually had lots of fun, met some great peps and shit."

"But I'll have to get back to unpacking. Love you all and I'll get back to music as soon as possible. Byeeeeee"

I turned off the camera again and found my laptop, plugging the camera in and waiting for it to load while unpacking some more of my things.

Mom appeared, and since I was home alone anyways, she started to help me. Did I mention that ghosts can touch and move things and such? They're just not allowed to do it while a human is near them, unless that human is able to see them, which is only like 1 out of 10000 or something like that. Ghosts were also able to see when people would die. They only focused on some people at once though since all the death happening all the time would drive them mad. At the moment, mom only focused on me and Jay since I'd asked her to focus on Jay and she couldn't keep herself from focusing on me for some reason. Whatever.

Mom put my clothes into the closet while I unpacked things like my CDs, DVDs and teddy bears... I had far too many teddy bears. In cooperation, we managed to unpack within an hour or so.

After that I edited the video quickly and uploaded it to my official YouTube channel, quickly getting comments from people who wished me the best and cried about me leaving the band... Though, I didn't leave them, they threw me out but no one needed to know that.

I think I fell asleep after that, only to be awakened by Jay as she came home around midnight.

Jay kissed my forehead before leaving me to my sleep again, she'd always been there for me and I loved her so much for it.

Jay and I had been in the same orphan house from I was around five till I was installed with a foster family when I was around 14, ran away when I was 16 and were rejoined with Jay when I was 17. Jay were 21 at that point, she was eight when we met and 18 when we parted, 23 now.

Notes

So, I was planning to post this chapter tomorrow but then the kind spirit in my head told me that I most likely won't have the time to post tomorrow so instead, HERE YA GO, hope you like this so far c:

Also, this will be the last chapter in at least a few days due to my Boarding School, srry >_>
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