September

We had gone out to the store and Ashley insisted that he and Andy stay behind and get some rest. It probably for the best, I really couldn't bare spending the night with both him and Jake at the bar later. Thing might be said, and no body wants that.

"Hey, Sep?" Jake called from the end of the frozen isle.
"Yeah, Jake?" I called back and walked closer to him.
"Um, I want to talk to you outside and I really don't want you to be upset" He said, him voice was shaky and nervous. He seemed upset and shaken.
"Oh, okay then" I said cautiously, as he pulled me out of the store.

We were met by a bleach blonde girl with a Motionless in White t-shirt on and skinny jeans.
"Um, September, this is Kacy"
"Hi!" She said in a high pitch voice as she extended her hand and pulled me into a hug.
"Kacy is my girlfriend" he blurted out as I pushed he away in a sudden reaction. She stood back and looked at me as if she feared for her life.
"Why did you do that?!" She cried
I glared at Jake and ran in the other direction, shouting one last thing as I pushed past all the people. "I LOVED you Jake!" I cried as I got to the sidewalk next to the busy highway.

What did I do to deserve this?
I thought to myself, still running. I slipped on a piece of news paper on the ground and tour a hole in my jeans, cutting my let. I stood up and looked at the now blood stained pavement.
I looked over at the seeming never ending sidewalk and began to run again.

I don't know how long I ran but it felt like forever and I could see the sun going down in the distance, Eventually I slowed down and found a park bench and just sat there. I thought about how Jake saved my life that night and how he was who I looked up to ever since I can remember.
He was my hero, and he of all people saved me. And he convinced me that he loved me back! I feel so clueless and stupid! I hate him! I never want to see him again! But I love him so fucking much! I can't live without him! I shouldn't love him! Her hurt me!

I could feel the tear run down my face as I brought my knees up to my chest and let it out. I couldn't help the child like cries from spilling from my mouth. I was hurt and confused. All I really wanted to do was cry and never stop!
In a way I kind of felt like my fault. But I knew it wasn't. What will the guys think when I tell them I want to leave the tour? I have to, I cant stand looking at Jake for the next four months. Or that Kacy chick to be exact. I just want to go home!

I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked up to see what it was. It was a man with his face covered by hood and was wearing combat boots.
"Ma'am, may I ask why you are sitting in the rain all alone?" He asked, seemingly worried.
Only then did I realize the rain pouring down around me.

"I, uh.... nothing" I lied.
He slid hi hood back and showed his face, making me jump in surprise.

"CC! Oh my god I'm so sorry I ran off like that!" I cried as he pulled me into his arms.

"Shhhh, shhh. It's okay Sep. I'm here and I know what Jake did to you." he cooed

"How about you and I go do something for a bit so you can have time to process before you see Jake again"

"CC I'm leaving" I blurted out.
He was calm and simply said, "Whatever you want"
He pulled me closer and didn't let go as we walked down the sidewalk, in the rain.

The road was empty and the light of the stoplights shined onto the wet pavement.


CC is my best friend, and I'm glad he's here.....

Notes

don't hate me please!

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