jerseys POV

After the screaming match I started to just go and try to find my way back. Turing down corners and going through a alley way I was pulled aside. Trying to build up a scream in my throat, I remember the familiar smell of cigerrets, alcohol and aftershave.
"What are you doing Andy..." I whispered
"We need to talk..." I could feel a warm breath on my neck. Tingling my cold skin, I was starting to get caught up in the autum night time air.
"No. Theres nothing to be said," I pushed Andy away from my now shivering body and started to continue down the alley way, not far from the main street.
"Yes, Jay. Theres a lot left to be said. Why didyou leave?!" His deep voice raised into a shout.
"You think I wanted to go like that..." I whispered loud enough for him to hear me, I turned to face him to find him staring deeply at me.
"You tell me. One minute I have ditch a life changing concert for you, show you how I felt, show you I loved you...Next minute Im searching for you in the wings, announcing that we have added you into the show, you were now our tour girl and your no where to be found? I wanted you. I needed to find you but no. You did fuck all for the past five years.... For all I knew you had died." That part really messed with my head. He hadnt heard....April, my best friend came to live with me after Tyler got sick...He died two months ago. SO putting all my weight into it, I slapped him as hard as I could.
"Fuck you. You dont know the situation. Ty needed to get out of the country so we did. I didnt have time ot call you and from what I saw you had moved on pretty fast anyways!" With that I walked away. Getting closer to the field I slowed down to find Andy was still with me.

"Jay, I want to see Ty, he can fill me in because you obviously cant!" He shouted
"He died!" I shouted back with a tear escaping th prisions of my eyes. His face fell and he ran to me and held me. For some reason his touch comforted me, so I let it all out.
"Im so sorry...If I had known..." He started and I pulled away once more.
"What? You would have made him unsick? Been there? What? Nothing I did helped him..." Memoris travelled through my head about my brother and then it came ot the point where the band stayed with us and he didnt want them to mess up my school stuff. I missed him....

Andy walked me home and then placed his lips on to mine. THe temperature of his lip ring tingled but I dont know why I let him. He refused to leave. I hid in my room while he staeyd on the sofa. I dunno what to think. Why is he here with me, when his girlfriend is across town? Maybe i was meant to meet him here or maybe this was a mistake...

Notes

So thought Id get a deeper chapter out to describe what jersey had to deal with but yeah, its gunna maybe get happier soon depending on how I feel. So anyways hope you liked it and hope that your still interested in the story? Sory if I have bored anyone to the poin they gave up, should I make a sequal?