Broken wings
Chapter 6: I guess I was wrong
Athena's POV
We walked into a really fancy restaurant and I saw Andy and the guys sitting at a waiting room. I immediately began pacing.
"Babe it's gonna be okay", I guess Ryan sensed that I was nervous as fuck.
"Your sure?", I asked. He nodded his head and pulled me close and kissed me. I didn't feel sparks. I've never felt spark with any boy I kissed. But maybe what they say is fucking dope. I pulled Ryan to where Andy and the guys were. Then I realized that Juliet was here to. More bitching.
"Hi guys", I said. Andy looked up at me apologetic. I just looked away.
"Lets go get a seat", We all agreed. A waitress led us to a nice size table. After about 5 minutes of talking Ryan got up.
"I'm gonna go smoke", He said.
"Okay", I said. I pulled my chair closer to Andy.
"Thanks for doing what you did yesterday",I said.
"It's no problem. You were pretty wasted. You almost tried meth", He said with a chuckle.
"Wow. I must have been pretty fucking wasted. Cause I would never think to do that", I said and got up.
"Be right back guys I'm gonna go take a smoke", I said.
"Okay", they all said at once. I reached the door and when I was about to turn the corner I heard talking.
"Ryan someone might hear us", This bitch said with a fake little laugh. I turned the corner and saw Ryan have his hand in a sluts pants and his mouth fucking swallowing hers. I stood there speechless. I couldn't move. I couldn't breath. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I turned around and walked back inside. With rage clear on my face. I sat down and looked down with my hands on my head, trying to figure out what just happened. Then Ryan came back in and put his hand on my thigh. I pushed his hand away and scooted my chair away from him. I can't believe he thinks that everything is okay?!
"Babe what's wrong?", He asked. Looking like an innocent little thing. Then he put his hand on mine.
"Don't fucking touch me", I mumbled a little to loud. Which made everyone look up from their plates to us. They all looked confused. I was silent the whole meal. I didn't even bother eating my food. Which made everyone look worried. After the meal I drove back to my place with a confused looking Ryan. When we got inside I was beyond pissed.
"YOU LYING FUCKING DUMBFUCK", I yelled on top of my lungs.
"Babe what are you talking about?", He said and put his arms around my waist.
"DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME", I yelled and pushed him away.
"I FUCKING SAW YOU WITH HER. I FUCKING SAW EVERYTHING. AND YOU ACTED LIKE NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENED", I was so mad with rage. I punched the mirror which caused it the shatter.
"Babe. I would never hurt you", He said.
"DID YOU THINK I WAS GONNA GIVE IT UP TO YOU THIS TIME!? DID YOU THINK IT WAS SOMETHING I WAS GONNA DO ?! DONT FUCKING TELL ME THAT YOU DIDN'T",I yelled and punched a fall. Tears started to fall.
"Babe", He said.
"NO. DONT CALL ME BABE. LEAVE. LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE AND NEVER COME BACK", I yelled.
"Okay", He said and left. He just left me crying. I pulled myself off the floor and to my bathroom. My fist was bleeding so I wrapped it. I pulled out a little box filled with my blades. I took the blade and glided it over my wrist. 1 cut turned into 10 on each wrist. I went back into the living room and cried myself to sleep on the couch. That jerk only wanted me for my fucking body. He always tried getting in my pants.
We walked into a really fancy restaurant and I saw Andy and the guys sitting at a waiting room. I immediately began pacing.
"Babe it's gonna be okay", I guess Ryan sensed that I was nervous as fuck.
"Your sure?", I asked. He nodded his head and pulled me close and kissed me. I didn't feel sparks. I've never felt spark with any boy I kissed. But maybe what they say is fucking dope. I pulled Ryan to where Andy and the guys were. Then I realized that Juliet was here to. More bitching.
"Hi guys", I said. Andy looked up at me apologetic. I just looked away.
"Lets go get a seat", We all agreed. A waitress led us to a nice size table. After about 5 minutes of talking Ryan got up.
"I'm gonna go smoke", He said.
"Okay", I said. I pulled my chair closer to Andy.
"Thanks for doing what you did yesterday",I said.
"It's no problem. You were pretty wasted. You almost tried meth", He said with a chuckle.
"Wow. I must have been pretty fucking wasted. Cause I would never think to do that", I said and got up.
"Be right back guys I'm gonna go take a smoke", I said.
"Okay", they all said at once. I reached the door and when I was about to turn the corner I heard talking.
"Ryan someone might hear us", This bitch said with a fake little laugh. I turned the corner and saw Ryan have his hand in a sluts pants and his mouth fucking swallowing hers. I stood there speechless. I couldn't move. I couldn't breath. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I turned around and walked back inside. With rage clear on my face. I sat down and looked down with my hands on my head, trying to figure out what just happened. Then Ryan came back in and put his hand on my thigh. I pushed his hand away and scooted my chair away from him. I can't believe he thinks that everything is okay?!
"Babe what's wrong?", He asked. Looking like an innocent little thing. Then he put his hand on mine.
"Don't fucking touch me", I mumbled a little to loud. Which made everyone look up from their plates to us. They all looked confused. I was silent the whole meal. I didn't even bother eating my food. Which made everyone look worried. After the meal I drove back to my place with a confused looking Ryan. When we got inside I was beyond pissed.
"YOU LYING FUCKING DUMBFUCK", I yelled on top of my lungs.
"Babe what are you talking about?", He said and put his arms around my waist.
"DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME", I yelled and pushed him away.
"I FUCKING SAW YOU WITH HER. I FUCKING SAW EVERYTHING. AND YOU ACTED LIKE NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENED", I was so mad with rage. I punched the mirror which caused it the shatter.
"Babe. I would never hurt you", He said.
"DID YOU THINK I WAS GONNA GIVE IT UP TO YOU THIS TIME!? DID YOU THINK IT WAS SOMETHING I WAS GONNA DO ?! DONT FUCKING TELL ME THAT YOU DIDN'T",I yelled and punched a fall. Tears started to fall.
"Babe", He said.
"NO. DONT CALL ME BABE. LEAVE. LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE AND NEVER COME BACK", I yelled.
"Okay", He said and left. He just left me crying. I pulled myself off the floor and to my bathroom. My fist was bleeding so I wrapped it. I pulled out a little box filled with my blades. I took the blade and glided it over my wrist. 1 cut turned into 10 on each wrist. I went back into the living room and cried myself to sleep on the couch. That jerk only wanted me for my fucking body. He always tried getting in my pants.
Seriously I need MORE!!!!!
8/21/13