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The Darkness Loves you

The Cause of Darkness

As Andy awoke, he was in a hotel room, across from him was another bed with Ashley sleeping under it's covers. He could hear Ashley's snoring, even though it was quieter than he usually snores. Andy felt himself feel more comfortable hearing those soft sounds. As he thought about it, his memories flashed. He would be sitting in the darkness, listening to Ashley's snoring while he cried and wished Ashley would let him go back home. Ashley stirred, and Andy wished he would awaken and come take those bad memories away. Convince that side of Andy that was terrified. Andy thought about waking him, but the thought that Ash might get upset. Upset or not, Andy wanted to stop thinking about it. He soundlessly walked up to the bed and shook Ashley lightly. "What," He grumbled. Andy smiled softly, it was kind've cute. "Help me," Andy begged. "What's wrong," Ashley asked, concern in his voice. Andy started to shake as they continued. The time Ash chained him and set his shirt on fire, the time Ashley spat in his face. "B-Bad thoughts," Andy stuttered. Andy didn't have to say it. Ash knew, he had a feeling, that Andy's thoughts were to serious to go untouched and unprotected. "C'mere," Ash said softly as he sat up in the hotel bed and opened his arms. Andy took a step forward, but as Andy looked in the other man's eyes, Ashley could almost see what Andy was seeing. Terrible, horrible things. All things done by Ashley himself. So why was Andy coming to him? As Andy sat in his lap and clenched to Ash's T-shirt. Ash's arms wrapped around the boy, a signal for the other that he was here. "They won't go away," Andy cried as he buried his head in Ashley's neck. "I'm so sorry for all I did. You know that, right?," Ash began to sing a lullaby and rock the boy genitally after Andy nodded. He felt himself and the thin boy in his arms relax. Ashley's voice was like an eraser to Andy. No matter what Andy was doing, he would freeze just to ear every sound that came out of those unique lips. Ashley watched as Andy's eyes closed. All those thoughts going away with every work that Ash sang into his ear. Andy had no idea what he would do without Ashley. As he finished singing, Ashley found that this once crying and shaking boy and fallen asleep from his own thoughts.

Andy woke to Ashley holding him as he himself laid on the mans chest. He felt his cheeks turn a bright red a the thought. Why was he still blushing over his best friend? In the calling, there it was, loud and clear. Friend. Noting more, nothing less. But then, it was also in the terms he so wished Ashley was to him. Boyfriend.Why didn't he just ask the boy already? Today once he woke would be the perfect moment. But as he thought he realized it would be a horrible moment. Ashley could reject him and make fun of him because of it, he might say yes and lock him back in the darkness, or Maybe Ashley would tell him he didn't want to even be his friend anymore. The touring would be even worse, not to mention meetings. One simple question could change everything. Ashley was basically the only person he could stand to see everyday. Well,...except his mom. He and Ash spend Christmas together (with Ashley's women too), and his birthday (Also with Ashley's women) . And Andy knew, and fans would agree, that Ashley was smoking in sexy! Just thinking about Ashley's Body, that body made Andy go hot. As he listened to Ashley's Breathing, he felt himself remain calm. He could tell by he's breathing that he would soon wake. Then they would go to breakfast then head back to the bus. Apparently, a new bus. A bus for only him and Ashley at that. The problem? One bed, and Andrew already knew his new sleeping place was the couch and/or a sleeping bag and pillow on the floor. Curse Ashley and his women, mostly the women. As Ashley's eyes opened, Andy forced the thoughts out of his mind. "Morning," Ashley smiled. Andy smiled back, "Morning. Breakfast time?,". He watched as Ashley nodded. That hair brushing against Andy's cheek. "Can we just lat here for awhile?," Ashley laughed softly. Andy nodded, but he didn't move from his place, and Ashley wished was to hold the boy closer and assure him that everything would fall into place, But did Andy want Ashley to sleep with him? If Ash needed to, he would sleep on the couch. Ashley knew one thing for sure, he had to tell Andy how he felt, and soon. There was no doubt in his mind that Andy still thought he was girl crazy. The tits, yeah he still liked-No- loved them. But he'd trade that for just a day with Andy. Maybe he could convince Andy to call the call the driving off today. Knowing him, the answer would be no. Andy never denied a head start on the road. It is almost as if Andy read bis mind. "C'mon," Andy smiled as he stood,"We have to eat before we get on the bus," He held his hand, which both knew was not as offer to hold hands, but wished the other would.

As they got on the new bus and meet Daniel, their bus driver. Ashley watched as Andy laid on the bug leather bed. How he would love to help Andy make those mats wet. Ashley smiled at the boy. "I guess I get the little couch," He chuckled. Andy swallowed hard. "Act-Actually, I was wondering if you would sleep in here with me," Andy said in a soft voice. Ashley Smirked, Perfect. Maybe dreams do come true. "Or course," he smirked, Andy's smile going wider. "I'll just go on the couch when you bring girls on the bus," Andy spoke as Ash laid with him. "I won't be doing that," Ash spoke, his eyes looking into Andy's, and those blue orbs couldn't get any wider than that. Andy would hate to hear the answer, but asked nonetheless. "Ash, y-you got a girl-girlfriend," He choked out. Ashley shook his head. Ashley watched as the truth sunk into the boy's mind. Ashley was gay, Andy blushed at the thought. Ashley chuckled, wishing only that Andy would know he was the reason. "Why the change?," Ashley shrugged in reply, Andy nodded in repose. End of conversation. A million things were running through Andrew's mind. This was his chance! But what if it ruined everything? What if Ashley never speaks to him again? As the bus started to drive towards the next hotel, Ash watched the expression on Andy's face. He was thinking about something but Ashley had no idea what, and trying to get Andy to tell you his thoughts was like telling a rock to walk. Ash watched as a blush covered the boys cheeks. "What are you you thinking about," Ash asked nicely, hoping that'll maybe get his something more than a shake of the boy's head. It didn't work, but he did get a shrug. That's something! Andy just couldn't stand it! At least with women he had no chance, but like this, when Ashley finds his new love, Andy will be left dreaming. He felt his face blush with anger. He'll be stuck listening to all of their After-show moments and sleep on the couch, Trying to block it out. No, Andy didn't like this, not at all. Who gave Ashley permission to do this? He doesn't need permission, but it still hurt. Andy turned to face the wall, leaving Ashley to wonder what he was thinking again. Andy felt as if he just hit rock bottom. His chest felt empty and betrayed. As a tear slid down his cheek silently, he felt as if he was back in the darkness. Not only was it it darkness, but the darkness was the felling of Ashley next to him. The darkness inside him was a result of the one he wanted to love for years. Ashley Prudy.

Comments

I just read the summary and my god.....



I'm intrigued!



Well, time to read and most likely cry. xD

Cloudy Cloudy
1/7/16
This is an amazing story, like one of those sad hollywood movies. I wish you would write more......
IceCoolFashion IceCoolFashion
3/10/13
awww please update soon i really like this
fridaysbloom fridaysbloom
11/16/12