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The Darkness Loves you

It All Comes Back

Andy jumped awake when he heard the click of the door. He guessed the habit of it just kicked in. He noticed he was alone in the bed, but he could feel someone's eyes on him. He looked around, but saw no one. Ash quietly sighed in relief. If Andy thought Ashley would just stop watching his beautiful self he had something coming. "I guess I'm Mister Nothing again," Andy muttered. Ashley's eyebrows furred together. Did Andy really think he meant nothing? Was it his fault that Andy felt like this? He didn't mean for the boy to fell unwanted. He was wanted by Ashley and that was the older man's own dirty little secret. Ash watched as the nurse came in quitely. Andy's eyes went wide and his fingers grasped at the thin sheet. "It's ok, sweetie. I'm unhooking you and then you get to go home," She smiled as she slowly walked up. Ash watched as Andy stayed that way for awhile before relaxing and allowing her to come closer. "Your father signed you out and he left some clothes in the bathroom for you," She smiled softly. Andy's face had a very small smile, the ends of his full lips perking up a centimeter. "Thank you," the young boys sounded so soft and if Ashley didn't know better, he would think Andy has always been so innocent and shy.

As Andy went to change, Ashley got in his car and parked it by his house that was across from Andy's. He walked up to the window Andy has yet to learn how to close and crawled in the house. He heard Andy's car come into the driveway and when he walked in he was singing "Now it's time to go home," In a fancy funny voice. Ash covered his mouth so he wouldn't laugh. He wanted that Andy back. The one that was quiet unless he had a funny action in his head. Ashley felt his heart beat faster as Andy turned his phone on the dock and the boy started to practice to instrumental's for tomorrow. Andy's voice sounded like it was for an angel. Ash didn't want to ever leave the boy. He planed to watch the boy intill the day of touring. Then he'd get to share a bunk with the boy and protect him from the nightmares at night after he himself had a little fun. Wait, what was Ashley doing? He wasn't gay! ...Right? Ash's mouth hung open at the thought. That would explain why he did this to Andy. Andy wouldn't even be in the same room as him. If Andy knew he was here the boy would run away so fast he would be a blur.

Plus, Andy was too in love with his car to love anyone else. As weird as it may seem. On Andrew's 16th birthday, his parents a jet black car as a present. Ash smiled as he remembered being with Andy and Scout in that car. They jokes he and her shared. The love you felt between them. That smile they would always have. How Andy would dance with her everywhere they went. That light he would have. If you at him when he looks the pictures all around his home, with a picture of them; smiling, kissing, hugging, and loving, He tears up and whispers, "One of these days...your gonna love me again...,". Andy sometimes he'll just blush and the sparkles shows again in his eyes. Mostly the first reaction though. Ashley watched as once again, Andy turned his head and the first thing he saw was Scout smiling, a sparkle in her eyes from the camera flash. He watched Andy smile as he stared.

Andy remembered that day so well. She had been sitting on the front steps and he had hid on the side of the house before he ran up with her camera and took a picture of his Scouty. His! Not Samuel's Scouty. "Andy!," She had wined. "Just one! That's all I wanted, Babe," He had chuckled. Ash watched as Andy blushed and Whispered. "She'll never love me...," As he shook his head and came over to the couch. Ash silently ran to the side of the couch where Andy would never look because that's where he kept all his books of songs and stuff for the band. Ash was shocked. He had made Andy see the truth, but he knew that would depress the boy. This was too much for such an innocent young heart! Ashley watched as Andy threw off the flimsy shirt and licked his full lips. Ashley smirked softly, but that disappeared as Andy switched on his lamp. His flawless skin was so pale and lean. He had clusters of bruises and scars and all kinds of marks Ashley didn't even know you could have. He had one mark on his right shoulder that had reopened, (probably from Scout at some point.), but on his hops...Ashley's name was carved deeply into one, "Scouty" on the other. Why would Andy have done that? What did Ashley cause? Well, He knew what he had done and he didn't want to replay it.

He watched as Andy moved his Iphone to a dock right by the couch and set something on it. All of a sudden Ashley's voice began to be heard. Singing "Saviour" and Recordings from concerts of when he was in Stolen hearts. At some points, you could hear Scout giggling. Least to say Andy was most likely dancing. Andy missed the Ash he looked up to. The one he knew when they first met. Sure, they didn't talk alot, but that was because of the age difference. Andy missed the Ashley that would pick you up every time you slipped or fell. The man that would sing his nightmares away. Now, he falls asleep tonight finally hearing that soothing voice he once knew. Ashley saw Andy as the baby of the band, not that Andy didn't like it. If Andy would just act like a baby he would've but, things have changed.

Ashley turned into a serious killer of your spirit, and Andy has been changed into someone quiet and cold. When he talked, Ash thought he sounded like a hallow soul with no feelings at all. Just hearing it makes you feel the pain and sorrow such a young boy held. Ashley watched as Andy's eyes slowly began to close. He slowly went to Andy's bedroom and covered the boy with a blanket and placed a pillow under the boys head. When Ashley stopped singing on the steroo Andy's face turned pained and he stirred under the blanket. Ash's heart stopped and he held in his breath. The room was silent except for the loading of the next song. As it started to play again, Andy releaxed and he muttered Ashley's name in a sleepy sigh of comfurt. Ashley signed. Andy lied him, but he still had to be sneaky just to see the sleeping figure.

Comments

I just read the summary and my god.....



I'm intrigued!



Well, time to read and most likely cry. xD

Cloudy Cloudy
1/7/16
This is an amazing story, like one of those sad hollywood movies. I wish you would write more......
IceCoolFashion IceCoolFashion
3/10/13
awww please update soon i really like this
fridaysbloom fridaysbloom
11/16/12