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Secrets

Jade

We had been on the road for about a week now and I was having a fun time watching my brother and the guys rock the stage every night. Right now it was a hotel day and the guys had the day off, so they were all catching up on some sleep or lounging around their hotel rooms being lazy. I was wide awake and wanted to do something fun. I had been up earlier helping Jon out with stocking up on food and making sure everything was set for tomorrow night’s show. I had also done all of the laundry and that had taken me more than 3 hours to do. The guys had a lot of clothes, and I was stained black from all the black paint from their stuff. I had been up since six and it was now around three in the afternoon and I wanted to do something, I was so bored. I sat on my bed in the hotel room I shared with Ashley and sighed. He was dead asleep and I didn’t want to wake him up. I smiled when I remembered that the hotel had a pool.

I jumped off of my bed and rushed towards my suitcase. I rummaged around for a while until I found one of my bikinis at the bottom. I smiled and went to the bathroom to put it on. I loved swimming ever since I was little Ashley taught me how to swim; it was the only time that I really ever felt free and clean. Swimming was always a way for me to relax and forget about the world. I hadn’t been swimming in so long and I really wanted to now. I usually only swam when Ashley was around, mainly because he wanted to keep an eye on me, but I’m a big girl I can take care of myself. He’ll just have to get mad at me for going alone.

When I was finished changing I looked myself over in the mirror. I didn’t necessarily like what I saw but I knew it wasn’t that bad. I could hear my mother’s voice in my head shouting at me but I shook it off and ignored my thoughts and memories. I haven’t seen my mother in what felt like forever and I was happy about that. Her words weren’t going to get to me today. I knew I was pretty, I knew I wasn’t worthless, but after years of hearing nothing but that it’s hard to erase those thoughts and feelings from my mind. I smiled at my reflection and tried erasing my negative thoughts and cursed my mother for putting them in my head in the first place.

“You are beautiful.” I repeated to myself over and over. It was something my therapist told me to say to myself whenever I was starting to feel down on myself; for the most part it worked the majority of the time. Realizing that I was going to look as good I was going to get I sighed and grabbed a towel before exiting the bathroom. I slipped on my flip flops and grabbed my purse which held my room key and phone. I wrote a note for Ashley and left it on the counter. I looked over my big brother’s sleeping form once more before walking out of our room and heading towards the pool.

As soon as I entered the elevator the “Nyan Cat” song started blasting and I rolled my eyes at my silly ringtone. I rummaged through my purse and grabbed my phone and smiled when I realized it was Andy calling.
“Yello” I said into the phone and I heard Andy chuckle at my mispronunciation of the word hello.

“Jade Baby you know the word is hello right?”

“It’s more fun if I say it my way.”

“Whatever you say.”

“Not that I don’t love hearing your voice but how can I help you?”

“I’m bored!” Andy whined and I laughed. The elevator opened and I stepped out and continued on my way to the pool. “What are you doing?”

“I’m on my way to the pool.”

“Really now and what would you be doing there?”

“Swimming…”

“Oh really?”

“I love swimming. Oh and by the way I’m wearing a bikini.” I said with a hint in my voice and a smirk on my lips.

“I’ll be at the pool in five minutes.” And with that he hung up. I laughed as I finally made it to the pool. I smiled to myself no one was hear which means I would have the whole pool to myself, there was a Jacuzzi but I had no desire to go in it. I put my bag and towel down on one of the lounge chairs and admired the pool. This pool wasn’t like most hotel pools; usually the deep end was like five to seven feet. But this pool was twelve feet deep and I felt like I was in heaven.

I put my hair a pony tail as I walked towards the edge of the deep end. I dipped my foot in and smiled when I felt that the water was warm. Without hesitation I dived right in, and swam to the bottom of the pool. I smiled to myself as I swam around the bottom. The sensation was incredible and I couldn’t help but wonder if flying felt like this. Feeling the need to breath I swam back up to the top and noticed the outline of someone staring at me from the surface. Reaching the surface I took in a deep breath. Andy was standing by the edge of the shallow end of the pool smiling at me. At the sight of him a smile graced my lips as well and I swam to the edge towards him.

“Hi Andy.” I said resting my shoulders on the edge of the pool. I took in his attire and couldn’t help but ogle at the sight of him only in his swim trunks. He smirked at me before sitting down on the edge and sinking his legs into the water. Without saying anything he caressed my wet cheek and leaned down and pressed his lips to mine in a simple yet passionate kiss. When he pulled away I was grinning like a fool.

“I missed you.” He murmured his eyes never leaving my face. “You know you look really good in that bikini.” I blushed as he started to eye me up, I would never get used to him looking at me like that.

“T-thank you.”

“Aw J Babe don’t be shy, you’re beautiful.” He said his hand resting on my cheek. I didn’t say anything I just nodded. “How long have you been here?”

“About ten minutes.” I said shrugging. “Why?”

“Oh no reason, I was just curious.” He said and I snorted.

“You’re so weird.”

“Oh really?”

“Yep!” I said grinning, and he splashed water in my face. “Hey that was mean!” I squealed splashing water back at him. We went back and forth splashing each other until I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into the water with me. I laughed uncontrollably at his surprised expression when he resurfaced.

“Why you little-” He started to say but attacked me with his lips. Andy’s lips attached themselves to mine and his body had me pressed against the pools edge. I couldn’t help but moan as my hands made their way into his wet hair and his hands snaked around my waist pulling me closer. Our tongues battled for a good five minutes until both of us pulled away to breath. We were both breathing extremely heavy as our heads rested together.

“Well that was intense.” I managed to say still breathing heavy.

“Well we haven’t been able to do anything together since tour started; there has been a lot of frustration built up between us.”

“Yeah that’s true.” Oh boy was that true, ever since tour started we’ve only had like ten minutes to ourselves and I have wanted to pounce on him all the time but never can. Even right now we are taking a huge risk making out in this pool. But right now I can’t find it in me to pull away from him. Hopefully if someone comes in here it’s nobody we know.

Andy’s lips were attacking my neck and his hands start roaming my body and started to pull at strings holding up my bikini. I fought back a moan and pulled away. “Andy we can’t have sex in this pool.” I stated.

“Why?” He whined and I rolled my eyes. His hand started to make its way into my bikini bottom and I smacked his hand away.

“Seriously we can’t, we’re not the only ones using this pool you know.” He pouted at me and pulled his hand away and rested it on my hip. I could tell by his body language that he was upset and I frowned. He started to get out of the pool and I didn’t bother to stop him. I sighed to myself and got out as well. Well there goes having a fun time in the pool. He sat in a lounge chair and rested his head in his hands. I bite my lip and went towards my bag. Thinking of something I grabbed my phone and dialed Matt’s number.

“Hey Jade what’s up?”

“You said you have a room to yourself right?”

“Yep, I don’t see why they gave me a room with two beds when It’s just me.” He said confused and I giggled.

“What are you doing right now?”

“I was actually about to leave, my band is going to the movies.”

“Sweet can I use your room?”

“Why do you need my room?”

“Well…” I trailed off and I think it clicked in his mind why I needed it cause I could hear him chuckle.

“Yeah sure you can use it. The bed on the right is the one I’m sleeping in so don’t use that one.”

“Alright, thanks Mattie you’re a saint.”

“Well of course I am. You coming now?”

“Yep.”

“Okay see you when you get here. You remember the room number right?”

“409 right?”

“Yes ma’am.”

“Good be there in a sec.”

“Bye.” We hung up and I turned to look at Andy who was looking at me confused. I stuffed all my stuff in my bag and grabbed my towel. I walked over to Andy and stood in front of him with my hands on my hips.

“What?” He asked looking up at me with slight annoyance. I just leaned forward and fiercely planted my lips on his. Before he could respond I pulled away. I grabbed his hand and pulled him up.

“Come on.”

“Where are we going?”

“You’ll see.” I said not getting into it as I dragged him away from the pool and towards the elevator. He kept asking me where we were going and I ignored him. When we were at Matt’s floor I practically sprinted out of the elevator with Andy hot on my trail. Noticing he already put the do not disturb sign on the door I giggled, before I started banging on his door. Not even seconds later the door opened and I smiled wide.

“Thank you so much Matt, I owe you one big time.”

“Yes you really do, now I’ll be on my way. We probably won’t be back for like five hours cause we’re going out to eat afterwards. So have fun.”

“Oh trust me we will.”

Matt just chuckled and patted my head. “Alright I’ll see you love birds later.” He said hugging me before patting Andy on the back. “Boy are in for it man.” He laughed to himself before walking towards the elevator.

Before Andy could even ask what was going on I pushed him into the room and slammed the door behind me. I took my hair out of my ponytail and whipped it around letting my wet hair fall across my shoulders. I messed with the strings on my bikini and the green top fell to the floor.

“Jade what’s going on?” Andy asked.

“Matt’s going to the movies; there are two beds in this room, ones not being used. We have this whole room to ourselves for like five hours.” I said all in one breath. “Now trunks off.” I demanded. Andy was shocked at my demand at first but then a devious expression came across his face.

“I’ve never seen you like this before…it’s hot.” I walked over to him and traced my finger up his chest.

“Andy I won’t ask you again, trunks off or I’m taking them off myself.” He growled before picking me up throwing me on the unused bed. Before I could even sit up he was on me his lips attacking my chest.

“You are so demanding.” He mumbled against my skin. “But you’re also a genius.”

“Andy?” I breathed out.

“Yes baby?”

“Shut up and fuck me.” I could tell he was shocked by my statement, I was too, I never act like this, but at this moment I don’t care. Fuck being shy! I wanted him and I was going to have him. He got over his shock again and chuckled into my damp hair.

“As you wish.” He said before his lips covered mine.

Notes

Comments

This story is a one that I laughed and cried with.

BlacKiM BlacKiM
9/3/16

This story is a one that I laughed and cried with.

BlacKiM BlacKiM
9/3/16

@get your crayon!
Just got on and finished the new chapter! Can't wait for a part with Andy and Jade!!!

helllllo!!!! helllllo!!!!
7/31/16

@helllllo!!!!
Thank you! I'm glad you like this. I'm actually about to post the next chapter now :)

BabyDollBlue BabyDollBlue
7/30/16

I need this updated!!! Last few chapters had me in tears!! Love it!

helllllo!!!! helllllo!!!!
7/30/16