Secrets

Today was the final day of tour and tomorrow I would be back home in my cozy apartment. I was bummed out that Jade was still going to live with Mary Ann but I knew it was something that she needed to do. I was just going to miss being with her every day. Now that I had her back I didn’t want to be away from her. Well Jade did have to pack all of her stuff so I could always purposely slow down her moving process. I smirked to myself at the thought knowing she wouldn’t object to what I have in mind. I couldn’t wait to finally get rid of Vanessa and to be open about Jade and I. I swear it has been hell these past couple of days pretending that I like this bitch and to make sure she doesn’t suspect anything.

We were getting ready for our last show and it was taking me way longer to get ready then it usually would because not only was I distracted by Jade, Vanessa was clinging to my side like a leech. Since Jade was too busy trying to make sure we all set and that everything was ready for us she hadn’t changed into her outfit yet. All she was wearing was black TOMS, too short shorts and a simple black crop top. I knew she was wearing that on purpose to tease me. That sneaky little wench, who I adore so damn much. And I could see the glances that Vanessa was sending over to Jade. She looked like she wanted to kill her and it was really hard to contain myself and ignore the death glares she was sending my real girlfriend. I couldn’t blow our cover since Vanessa didn’t know that I knew. Oh I can’t wait to get rid of this girl.

“Andy!” Jade shouted from the other side of the room. I looked over watching her put her long hair into a messy bun as she sat on top of dressing room table. Oh the things I would do to her on that damn table.

“Yes Jade?” I asked sounding slightly annoyed she knew I wasn’t mad at her so that’s all that mattered.

“You’re almost on, you have to hurry up. I don’t want to rush you but time is running out.”

“Okay, okay I’m almost done.” I muttered before trying to finish up. Vanessa just sat on the sofa with her feet up and smacking on a piece of gum.

“Alright, Jon should be back in a few minutes I’m going to go to the bus and change. You mind telling Ashley where I am in case he starts asking?”

“Yeah sure.”

“Thanks Andy.” I knew she wanted to hug me but instead she just grabbed her bag said goodbye to Vanessa and rushed out the room. She was just too cute I adore that girl. I wonder what she’s going to wear tonight. Knowing her it’s going to be something that will make me want to pin her to a wall and have my way with her. Jade has and always will be a tease. I chuckled to myself and smiled as I put the finishing touches on my war paint. When I had put all my stuff down I felt Vanessa’s arms wrap around my waist as she rested her head on my shoulder. I shuddered in disgust. How did I ever like this?

I looked around the room threw the mirror in front of me and realized we were the only ones left in the room. I mentally cursed to myself, I really didn’t want to be anywhere alone with her. “I’m glad she’s finally gone.” Vanessa mumbled into the back of my vest.

“Why?”

“Cause now I finally have you all alone and to myself. I hate the way that she looks at you. She thinks that nobody notices but I do.”

“Really? I never notice probably because I only have eyes for you.” I said fighting the urge to puke but I could tell she fell for it.

“Oh Andy you’re so sweet. It sucks you have to go on stage so soon I want you all to myself right now.” Vanessa whispered in my ear as her hand started to travel down towards the front of my pants and I quickly pulled away.

“Not now Babe I’m about to go on in a few minutes.”

“A few is all we’ll need.” She cooed and I had to hold in my disgust. I’m now so glad that I never had sex with her especially now that I know that she’s a fame hungry slut. I was going to try and hold her off for as long as I possibly could. But It was hard since she practically attacked me every chance she got. I swear this girl was going to rape me when she had the chance.

“Seriously Vanessa not now!” I practically growled, pushing her away from me. “I’m about to go on and I can’t be late, that’s unprofessional and I’m not going to disappoint my fans.”

“But we’ve never done anything! Come on Andy.”

“For fucks sake Vanessa no.” I shouted before stomping out of the dressing room. I went in search for the guys, if I was with them she wouldn’t try anything. God heavens she was acting like a dog in heat and it was annoying. She was making it way too obvious that she was a slut, she was practically begging me to have sex with her and it was pathetic.

“Hey Andy you’re finally done?” I jumped slightly as CC randomly popped out of nowhere.

“Yeah I was trying to shake off Vanessa, she’s more horny thank Ashley, I swear I thought she was going to rape me.” CC just laughed and I rolled my eyes in annoyance. Wait until some crazy stocker tried to molest him, bet he wouldn’t think it was so funny.

“Come on lover boy let’s just finished getting ready.” He chuckled and I growled but followed him none the less. I knew Vanessa would appear soon since she usually watched the show from the side of the stage with Jamie. I was wondering when Jade would come back stage before she made her way back to the merch booth. She was so busy that she had forgot to change into one of her concert outfits before the whole concert started. She promised to dress up before we went on and since is the last show I know that she’ll outdue herself.

“I see you’re both being lazy before you have to go on?” We both jumped and the sudden voice behind us and turned around and my jaw dropped at the sight of Jade. She was wearing a skin tight black dress that hugged her curves. Velvet black heels with studs that almost made her as tall as me. Her hair was in a big messy bun. Her eye makeup was a light gold, I knew if I didn’t shut me mouth soon I would start to drool.

“Damn Baby.” Was the first thing that came out of my mouth without thinking and she smirked.

“Glad you like it, I picked it out with you in mind.”

“Damn tease.” I muttered causing CC to laugh. I pulled her into I hug and leaned down to kiss her but
Jade pressed a finger to my lips.

“I usually wouldn’t care but my lipstick will smear on both of us and Vanessa can’t be suspicious.”

“You’re right, I’m sorry.” She just hugged me tighter before pulling away. Right as she pulled away I heard the clicking of heals coming our way and I sighed knowing it was Vanessa.

“I’ll see you after the show break a leg.” Jade whispered and winked at me and started to walk off. I had to fight the urge to watch her walk away. I forced a smile onto my face. CC patted my back before starting to walk off after Jade and I mentally cursed them both for leaving me alone with Vanessa.

“What the fuck was that?” Vanessa growled as soon as she made it to my side.

“What was what?” I asked acting dumb.

“That little skank was all over you and you didn’t do anything!” It was so hard for me not to smack Vanessa for calling Jade that but of course I couldn’t do anything until tour was officially over and we were back in California.

“She was doing her job and making sure that I all set for the show.” I stated as I started to walk towards the stage.

“Oh sure, and her rubbing up on you is part of her job? Did you see what she was wearing? She was practically begging you to fuck her. And judging by how close she is to CC I’m guessing she already fucked him.” I was almost at my limit with her and it was literally starting to physically pain me that I couldn’t respond how I wanted to.

“Look she has no interest in me, you have nothing to worry about. I’m with you not her, so if you don’t mind could you just drop it so I can have a clear head before I go on stage.” I said clenching my fist and storming off. I could not deal with this right now and soon as we got home I was ending everything with this bitch. I could not wait to get her out of my life because I would most likely commit murder if I had to continue to listen to her talk about Jade like this.

-x-

All my bags were almost packed and I was so close to finishing, I didn’t know I had packed this much stuff. I let out a huff as I zipped up my second suitcase and sighed when I realized I had one more to go. I packed more stuff than Jade…this is sad. I huffed and continued on with my packing, we had an hour to go before we had to get to the airport and I was excited to get back home. Touring was always something I loved but the stress that came with it was always something I hated. When we got home I could finally have Jade all to myself, well at least when Ashley wasn’t around. I was hoping that Vanessa wouldn’t try and stalk me at my apartment. I would probably lose my mind if she started to follow me around all the time when we got home. I was practically losing it now just being on the same bus as her. I love Jamie but why did she insist on Vanessa coming with us? None of this would have happened if Vanessa wasn’t here. Not that I’m blaming Jamie she has no clue that her friend is a psycho bitch.

“You need any help?” A sweet voice said and I smiled as I felt a delicate hand land on my shoulder.

“Yes please.” I pleaded and she just laughed.

“You’re hopeless Andy.”

“Yes Baby I know but you love me anyway. Where is everyone else?”

“They decided to get food for the trip. Ashley said that I should stay behind to make sure you actually finished packing.”

“So we’re the only ones here?”

“Yup, they practically had to drag Vanessa along saying she’d distract you.”

“More like try to rape me. I swear Jade that girl tries to attack me every chance she gets. She’s like a wild animal it’s so hard to get away from her.” I exclaimed and Jade just giggled.

“I’m sure it is. Well just try not to get raped for a couple more days because if she tries something when we get home I’m kicking her ass. I’ve been wanting to do it for a long time now.”

“Well when you do I’ll make sure I have my video camera because I want to remember that moment forever.” She giggled at my silliness and then pecked my lips. I slipped a arm around her waist and deepened our kiss. After a few moments we reluctantly pulled away from each other.

“Come on Andy we have to finish packing.” I started to pout I seriously hate packing. “I’ll give you something special if you finish soon.”

“Oh really? And what will that be?”

“Well we might be able to get to it before everyone else comes back if you hurry up.” She cooed and I started backing at lightning speed. Jade couldn’t help but to laugh at me and I just rolled my eyes.

“You are so hopeless Andy.”

“Hey you’re the one that stated that if I hurry up and back I was guaranteed sex.”

“When did I ever say I’d have sex with you?” She questioned faking innocence.

“It was implied.”

“But we don’t have time for that. Besides that’s not even what I had in mind.”

“You are shut a tease.” I whined and stopped packing to pout.

“Hey if you don’t finish packing you’re not getting the blowjob I promised you.” She stated and once again I quickly started to finish packing. Jade just laughed again before getting up. “I’m going to get some water, call me when you’re finished. Only when you’ve finished Andy.”

“Alright, alright.” I waved her off and continued, she just giggled before patting my head and walking off. I grumbled to myself but continued to pack. That girl was going to be the death of me, she was such a damn tease but I love her to death and I can’t wait for the world to know that she’s my one and only once we get home.

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