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Forget Me Not

Hide those Scars

I prepared myself all day for tonight. I may not even have a chance at seeing him. I was in the bathroom getting ready looking at myself in the mirror. My fingers impatiently tapped on the counter as I stared at myself, I don’t even think I blinked. The next thing I knew I was chewing on my lip, it was a habit along with nail chewing out of boredom.
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
“Are you coming or not?!” I heard Misty say through the door

“Yeah!” I sighed
I finished up and ran out to Misty’s car. She was waiting impatiently. I got in and she drove off heading for the venue. I jostled my legs, I couldn’t stop moving. I was getting extremely impatient.

“It’s ok Sonny, I’m finding a place to park right now” Misty said
She found a parking spot. I got out and scampered to the venue. Misty could hardly keep up. We made it to a line of people.

“How are we going to get in? we don’t have tickets!” Misty said
I scanned the place, I saw a side door in the parking lot and men were loading equipment inside. I grabbed Misty’s hand.

“Come on!” I said

I dragged behind me. We made it to the door, a tall bald man with a firemans beard was standing there, he must have been the security.

“Do you have a pass?” he asked

“No” I said

“Then you’re not getting in, now I suggest you use the front door, if you two even have tickets” he said crossing his arms
I sighed and turned around, Misty followed. I walked around the corner of the building. I leaned on the wall.

“Sonny” Misty said

“I’m getting in there” I said turning around looking up at the building. I saw something that caught my eye. A metal caged ladder that scaled the wall of the building to the roof. I ran to it.

“What exactly do you plan on doing?” Misty asked

“Watch, in case someone sees” I said latching my hands on the ladder

“Are you crazy? We’re going to get caught!” Misty said
I ignored her and continued to climb, I was about halfway up when I looked down. Boy it was a long drop. Once I made it to the top I looked down again. Misty was looking up. I motioned for her to come up. She nodded no. I made a face at her. She looked around, and started to scale the ladder. I grabbed her arm and pulled her up once she was close enough.

“Thanks” she said taking a breath
There was a doorway, luckily for us it was propped open with a box. I ran to the doorway and opened it. There was a small stairwell. I walked down it cautiously, Misty followed. After a few steps I saw flashing light just on the other side of the railing. I could hear a lot of commotion. I scaled the stairs and made it to the bottom, I looked around the corner for any security. I saw a few rocker looking people smoking and drinking with each other.

“Follow me” I said
I started to walk and I looked behind me in case of anything.

“Watch out!” Misty said quickly

Before I knew it I ran into something.
“Whoa” I heard a deep familiar voice say

I looked. It was Andy, he had a cigarette in his mouth holding his arms up from me running into him.
“Oh I’m sorry I didn’t mean—

“No it’s ok” he looked at me oddly “Hey it’s you! Sonny!” he said recognizing me taking the cigarette out of his mouth

“Yeah” my face turned red

“HEY!” I heard a voice shout, I looked to my right, it was that security guard heading straight for us

“SHIT” I said turning on my heel grabbing Misty’s arm. I don’t want to go, this is my only chance!

“Wait!” Andy said grabbing my arm stopping me

“I really have to go!” I said

“How did you get in here” The security guard yanked on Misty’s arm

“They’re with me” Andy interrupted
The security guard just looked at Andy confused. He let go of Misty and warily returned to his post. Andy looked at me. His face was just like I remembered it. His piercing blue eyes and the way his lips smiled, even his nose was perfect. I was zoning out staring at him again. He waved his hand in my face snapping me back.

“What?” I said

“I asked how you got in here?” he asked taking a drag from his cigarette in his hand

“Oh we got on the roof” I said

“Really?” he smiled

I looked down trying to hide my embarrassment
“Well if you guys wanted in that badly you should have just asked for me” he laughed dropping his cigarette and putting out with his foot

“I didn’t want to come here, I did it for Sonny” Misty said

I kicked her

“OW!” she said

Andy looked at me and smiled. I remember that smile.

“Follow me” Andy said leading us
He took us behind a curtain. His band was lounging around with Falling in Reverse. They were talking and laughing like normal people.

“Hey guys, I brought some friends” Andy called out
Everyone looked up

“Hookers alright!” Ronnie said taking a swig of his beer

“WE are far from hookers buddy” Misty snapped

Ronnie put up his hands in defense.

“Guy’s this is Sonny and---“ Andy searched for Misty’s name

“Misty” Misty said

“That’s right, the girls from last night” Ashley said
Andy led us to the couches they were sitting at. He motioned for us to sit. Misty sat in between Jake and CC. I sat next to CC and Andy sat propped up on the armrest of the couch. Him sitting that close to me magnetized my body. It made me feel alive again. When I thought he died, my love for him grew times a thousand. His absence ate my soul away, my heart ached for him. I soon began to hate EVERYONE, but then I met Misty, she gave me hope. Part of my heart grew to love Misty and the rest belonged to him.

“are they the ones you guys were telling us about, one of them passed out?” a guy next to Ronnie asked

“Yeah” Jake said

“Beer?” CC offered

“Oh uh no thank you” I said
Misty gladly took one.

“You sure?” CC asked

“I’m sure” I said politely
I can’t drink. Not on my special medication.
Andy glanced down at me. He had an odd look on his face. I looked where he was looking. My fore arm. I did say I never cut myself, because I don’t, but the one time I did was the first time I tried to kill myself. I covered it quickly or partially by crossing my arms. I’ve been so hopped up on medication and counseling I learned to just ignore the long scar from my wrist to the crease where my arm bent. All I remember from that day was that the doctors were freaking out trying to close the wound. It is next to impossible to sew it up.
Maybe he’ll think it’s a surgery scar. I realized I was crying now. How stupid of me, why didn’t I think about this before? I wiped the tears away quickly hoping no one would notice. I was in a room with more than ten other people, someone had to notice my ever growing red face.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, I looked it was Andy. He was just as kindly as he always was.
“You ok?” he asked scanning my eyes
I nodded my head.

“Aww shit” Misty said looking at her phone “We have to go” she said standing up

What? No! I can’t go!

“Why what’s wrong?” I asked

“It’s Tate, he got himself thrown in jail” Misty said

Tate. Misty’s younger brother who stirred up a lot of trouble. Always drinking his life away, or dealing drugs. I wish I could slap him around a bit but it’s not my place or problem, but he was ruining it right now.

“But—“ I started to say

“Sonny, come on” Misty said

“Ah we can take her home” Andy said standing up

Misty eyed him. She looked at me, I begged her through my eyes and bit my lip.

“Fine” Misty sighed giving up

I smiled happily

“Be safe” she told me

“Will do” I chimed

Comments

update

Ruth crawford Ruth crawford
9/15/14

Update! Please!

Bvb67! Bvb67!
3/28/14
This is still the best story i have ever read <3 i want more
knivesandmirrors knivesandmirrors
10/25/13
Awe I haven't seen an update for this in awhile :-/
ScarsCanHeal ScarsCanHeal
8/7/13
UPDATE UPDATE
Love_Andy6 Love_Andy6
6/29/13