“Where are you taking me?” I asked as Andy drove.
I gave him my keys like he asked. He promised to take me some place fun.

“You’ll see” he smiled glancing at me

Where could he be taking me? There’s only so many places we could go. We headed towards the city, before we even reached it Andy turned off somewhere else. We drove up passed a place with a black chain link fence, you could barely see inside because there was so many trees and bushes. I saw a miniature lighthouse standing tall. Then a colorful sign that said “Adventure Golf”. MINI GOLF. Holy lord he’s taking me to play putt putt golf!
Andy turned into the parking lot and parked. He turned off the car and looked at me.
“Viola” he announced

“Viola? Doesn’t that have something to do with food?” I asked

“Ah well it works with this too” he smiled

We got out of the car and headed for the front gate. I intertwined my hand with Andy’s. He looked at me and smiled. I felt so alive. He’s mine and I’m his. After all of this, I could just explode. My emotions were on a wild ride. Andy didn’t let me pay for anything. Stubborn. We got our putters and had to pick out from a basket of colored golf balls. Of course Andy grabbed a black one. I got a bright green one. We walked up the sidewalk together, a few kids ran passed us nearly running into us. There were three different putting trails to pick from. I dragged Andy to the one that looked most awesome. The theme was, plane wreck in the amazon.
The first hole was simple, you could easily get it with one shot. Andy let me go first. I set the ball on the stand and swung. I missed completely. Andy laughed. I punched him as he set his ball down. He miss too. We both suck. But it was still fun. I think the trail had twenty or so holes. Hole ten was amusing. If you didn’t get the ball in it would spray you, Andy of course got sprayed, it only got his chest though. I however actually made it in. I was laughing my ass off, but Andy quickly ended it with a kiss. He pulled my body against his. He let me go, making me want more.

“Next one” he smiled and walked away

Damn him.

When we finished all twenty, Andy dragged me to the go karts. We waited patiently in line with complete strangers. They let us in the gate, Andy and I ran to the karts we picked out. There was a stop light to signal for us to go. It turned green and we were off. Winding around corners and chasing each other. Fortunately we were allowed to bump each other, so Andy took advantage of that.

“You’re an ass!” I yelled

Andy just laughed. Unfortunately the fun had to end. Andy held me close as we walked back to the car.

“I had so much fun” I gleemed

“I did too” he replied

We went back to my place. I needed to take my medication, I had nearly forgotten. I set out all my pills to take on the counter in a small bowl. Andy watched me in the doorway of my bathroom. His face grimaced.

“What’s wrong?” I asked

“Do you take ALL of these?” Andy asked

“Yeah…I kinda have too or…I’ll go crazy” I said taking a few

Andy was upset. I could feel his energy. The way he was watching me.

“Are you hungry?” I asked trying to change the subject

He shook his head no. I walked up to him and took his hands in mine. He looked down at me. I stood on my tippy toes and pecked his lips. He smiled slightly, only before I felt his arms snake around me. He pulled me against him. I could feel my face heat up. His hand snaked to the back of my neck lacing my hair in his fingers. He leaned in ever so slightly, I closed my eyes waiting for him to kiss me. Instead of feeling a pair of lips against mine, I felt his graze my jawline. My heart was pounding in my chest. I tilted my head back, he kissed my neck moving along my jaw. I could feel his nose grazing my skin. His breath against my skin. It made my hair stand on end.
I wanted to go far, but at the same time I didn’t. The last time someone ever touched me like this…..it was vile. Michael. Images of him filled my mind. No. This cannot happen, it’s supposed to be special. With Andy. Andy’s lips finally met mine. I opened my mouth slightly, Andy immediately took advantage. His tongue played softly. I couldn’t focus. I just kept seeing Michael. Feeling his touch and not Andy’s. I pulled away. Andy looked confused.

“What’s wrong?” he asked reading my eyes

I shook my head no. Andy held my face making me look at him.

“Am I going to fast?” he asked

I bit my lip. I couldn’t find my words

“Sonny?” Andy said

“It’s ruined” I couldn’t control my tears

“What?” Andy asked confused reading my face

“He ruined me Andy! He ruined me!” I sobbed

Andy finally knew what I was talking about. His hand held my back and pulled me into him. I sobbed into his chest. Andy’s chin rested on my head.

“Shhh shhh” Andy tried to calm me. He rocked me gently.

“I w-want you, but he….all I see is him” I cried

“Shhhh Sonny, it’s alright” he stroked my hair

“it’s supposed to be special” I said “he took it away from me” I started to ramble on

“Sonny” Andy pulled away and held my face “I will NEVER do that to you, I will NEVER let him touch you again” he said

You know that crying when you can’t even control your diaphragm when you breath? That’s what started to happen.

“Sonny… Sonny” Andy tried to calm me

I leaned my head against his chest and took a deep breath. I finally got ahold of my breathing. We stood there. Andy rocked me gently in the doorway. His embrace started to calm me.