*Adylen's POV*

I woke up early the next morning in the hotel bed. It was about 6 am. We had to be up by 12 to get on the plane. I snuck out of the bed quietly & grabbed my bag walking into the bathroom. I shut & locked the door behind me. I looked in the mirror as i pushed my hand through my hair. The tears were streaming down my face as the words came back to my mind. Slut, whore, cow, fat cow, ugly, emo, dyke, fag, bitch, worthless, fatherless, hopeless. Tears were staining my eyes as i thought about everything that the kids in school told me. Then i thought about some of the sentences they'd tell me.

'Face it, Pitts. Your father doesn't want you. If he did do you think you'd be here right now in this school?'

'You're worthless. Go slit your wrists.'

'Go kill yourself you emo cow.'

I thought about everything i was told as the tears streamed my face. I dropped to the floor. I looked in my bag for my blade. I found it as i took off my pants.

'No one wants you. They wont give a fuck if you slit your thighs.'

The voice in my head told me. The tears kept falling as the blade was gripped tightly in my hand. I slid it across my thigh as my stress was fading. One cut turned into two. Two turned into twenty & twenty turned into forty. Forty turned to sixty & my eyes were rolling to the back of my head. I laid my head on the sink.

'I need to get up.'

I whispered to myself. I stood up, but apparently i stood too fast because i got really dizzy. I grabbed one of the hotel towels & cleaned the blood off the floor & off of my legs. It was a black towel so my blood wouldn't be noticed. I threw the towel in the hamper & started the water. Once the water was at the temperature i liked i stepped in letting the warmness illuminate me. I soaked my hair in shampoo & rinsed. I put the conditioner in & sat on the floor of the shower. Thoughts started clouding my mind as the cuts on my thighs stung.

'Why did you do that?'

The angel on my one shoulder would say while the devil on the other would say.

'Because you're worthless. You're an unfix-able teenager. No one wants you.'

The tears started all over again. I stood up & finished my shower. When i got out i wrapped a towel on myself. I walked out of the bathroom making sure that my cuts were all covered.

'Good morning.'

Cam said with a nice smile.

'Can i borrow some pajamas, please. '

I asked Cam trying to force a smile. He smiled back & nodded. He walked to his bag & pulled out some Asking Alexandria pants & an Asking Alexandria T-shirt. I walked back into the bathroom & put the items of clothing on along with my panties & bra. When i was done i ended up with wet black hair & my piercing rings in. I walked out & threw myself on the bed.

'You can get in, babe.'

I said to Cam, wondering what we are. He nodded as he started to say something.

'We still need to talk. We'll do so on the plane.'

He said with a sweet smile. I then realized that Uncle Jinxx & Sammi weren't in the room. Hmmm. They were probably in the lobby or something. I waited for Cam to get out of the shower. We packed our bags & then met up with everyone. We got on the plane.

*On the plane.*

'So we need to talk?'

I said to Cam. He nodded.

'Say what you need to say first, gorgeous.'

He said. I smiled at the gorgeous reference.

'Well, you know that i like you a lot. I just want to know what exactly we are.'

I said. He instantly got a smile.

'That's what i wanted to talk to you about! Will you be my girlfriend?'

He said, producing a small teddy bear that said *I love you!* on it. I nodded quickly.

'DAD!'

I screamed. He looked quickly as we got the attention of the other passengers. He nodded as to say "What?". I just pointed between me & Cam.

'About damn time!'

CC said in a low voice scream. I laughed. A couple of hours later we landed. We finally got to the house where i could be safe in my room. At least i thought. Cam had to get home so i laid on my bed slicing into my thighs. Everyone had left. Jay went over to Uncle CC's & Dad left too. I told them i was tired. But apparently dad came home because next thing i knew dad was in my doorway.

'Adylen...'

He said looking at my bloody thighs & the tears streaming my face.

'I tried to stop dad, but seeing mom lay in that casket killed me.. I thought back to everything that the bullies said to me. You don't want me &-'

He instantly cut me off.

'If i didn't want you. Would you be in this room right now? If i didn't want you, would you be laying in my arms right now while i'm comforting you, trying to get you to stop? I want you. You are my daughter & i love you!'

My father said to me. He kissed my forehead while i got up & cleaned the blood from myself & my floor. I put Cam's clothes back on & went to watch a movie with dad. Once we were on the couch, he started to ask questions about Cam.

'So you guys are official?'

He asked me. I nodded.

'He better not hurt my little girl.'

I laughed. All the guys came home. I sat on Uncle Jake's lap.

'Uncle Jake, Cam & I are official.'

I said, because when i announced it he was asleep. Jake gasped.

'He better not hurt you!'

I laughed again. I found it funny because Cam was a really nice guy.

'Daddy, remember you gotta take me to buy a truck since i got my temps now!'

I said. He sighed. I went to go get ready. We walked out the door & got in his car. He had a Mustang but i liked trucks. I had a teeny country side. We got to the dealership.

'Hello, what can i get for you?'

The short, bald guy asked dad. I gave a smile.

'Well, my daughter just got her temps, so this is her first car. She wants a big truck.'

'Ford F-150 preferably.'

I said, cutting them off. The man gave out a laugh as he started leading us to the truck section. By the end of the day i ended up with a baby blue Ford F-150.

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