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There's a Fine Line Between Love and Hate

Chapter Three

After Jinxx walked out with Ms. Greene I didn't really know what to do.The boys from Black Veil Brides were talking to my band mates and I didn't really know what to do, so I walked over to the desk and took a seat then pulled out my song book from the drawer. My next song was almost done, but I sure of the last verse. The song was about my sort of bullying issue, you could say. It sort of just builds confidence for my self.

Where are the people that accused me?
The ones who beat me down and bruised me
They hide just out of sight
Can't face me in the light
They'll return but I'll be stronger

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me

Sometimes it's hard to just keep going
But faith is moving without knowing
Can I trust what I can't see?
To reach my destiny
I want to take control but I know better

God, I want to dream again
Take me where I've never been
I want to go there
This time I'm not scared
Now I am unbreakable, it's unmistakable
No one can touch me
Nothing can stop me


That was all I had so far and then an idea came to me. I whispered the words quietly to myself as I wrote them down.

Forget the fear it's just a crutch
That tries to hold you back

I tapped my pencil on the desk because I couldn't think of another line... "How bout' And turn your dreams to dust All you need to do is just trust." Someone mumbled in my ear from behind. "Jesus Christ!" I whisper yelled as I jumped up a little. I turned around to see Andy Biersack, my fucking idol. He chuckled and said, "Wrong. It's not Jesus Christ, it's just Andy." I smiled at him and tried not to fan girl. "Ha Ha." I said sarcastically.
"But seriously. For the next lines, 'and turn your dreams to dust, all you need to do is just trust.' then repeat the chorus... twice."
I took his suggestions and wrote down the lyrics, then tested them out in my head. No surprise they're perfect.
"That's perfect, thank's Andy." I said while smiling at him.
"Anytime. Oh and by the way you sounded great."
"What are you talking about?"
"When you were singing Lost It All. It sounded good. It's cool how you guys altered it and stuff."
I blushed at his comment. I never really got compliments from people so this was sort of new to me.
"Uh, thanks." I said while looking down.
Just then Jinxx walked through the door with some documents. "Raven, can I talk to you outside?" He asked, looking at me. I nodded my head and stood up with my head hung low, and walked towards him. This always happens. I always get in trouble in some way shape or form, and end up getting punished.
When I got outside, as if reading my mind, Jinxx said "Your not in trouble." I looked up at him and smiled.
"Look, Raven, I really want to adopt you. My house isn't far from here so you could still practice with the rest of your band. Maybe we can set something up for you back at the house or something. You just seem like a perfect daughter and I really want to adopt you. Are you ok with that?" he said to me.
I didn't really know what to say so I just nodded slowly while I felt tears come to my eyes. No one has ever been this nice to me other than the girls. I guess it just feels nice to have a sense of security in your life. Jinxx wrapped his arms around me and held me while I cried. I was so grateful that was going to take me in.
Once there were no tears left to cry, I sniffled a little and looked up at him.
"Ok so I'm going to go back to my house and I'll be back tomorrow. Sammi will be with me too."
"Ok. By Jinxx." I said as he turned around and took a few steps. He then turned back around and said, "Call me dad." I smiled the biggest smile I could and jumped into his arms.
The boys walked out of our music room and then I let go of Jin- dad. "Bye dad!" I called after him as he walked down the hall. He turned around and said, "Bye sweetie, I'll see you tomorrow and mom will come too!" and with that, he walked out of the orphanage, just to come back tomorrow.



Notes

Ok Chapter 3 is now complete! please leave a comment and tell me what you think!

-Alex

Comments

Update maybe?

Update maybe?

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE IM NEED TO SEE THE NEXT CHAPPY!!!!!!!!!

Never_Give_In Never_Give_In
4/5/14

This is a really fantastic story cant wait for the next chapter xxx

ChelBvBarmy ChelBvBarmy
3/9/14

@taterbaby

yay! i'm glad