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chapter 23- sharing
Georgiee's P.O.V
We all walked in the bus and sat down and looked around waiting for someone to speak up, Andy spoke up first "Well, the guys with girlfriends shouldnt share because when they are here we share with them" the guys nodded, obviously agreeing, Ash spoke up next "and I am not sharing with anyone, we allhave an idea of why" yeah, trust me mr. Purdy i think we ALL know why, I closed my eyes and snuggled into Jays side to let the guys decide between themselves what would happen, I felt 6 pairs of eyes on me, I opened my eyes and saw Ronnie glancing questioningly at us, oh yeah he didnt know about us, I raised my eyebrows at him, I looked around at everyone else and they were looking at us with question in there eyes, it took me a few seconds to realise why they were looking at us like that "NO" I yelled at them and snuggled into Jays side again but keeping my eyes open so I could watch them all, Jinxx sighed and picked me up, to my protest and carried me into the back room "Georgiee, there arent many options for who can share with who and its temporary, and I doubt any of you kids want to share with me or Ronnie and I dont wanna share with Ronnie, no offense to him but it would be weird so its either you with Sammiie, you with Jay or Sammiie with Jay and I know you dont like that last idea" he chuckled, he was right I did not like the last idea, GREAT I have to share with either Sammiie or Jay, I glared at Jinxx "Fine I will share with Jay" I huffed and walked off and sat next to Jay again, Jinxx followed smirking, I threw a pillow at him, that wiped the smirk off of his face "If its okay with Jay Georgiee said she would share with him if not Sammiie you will have to share with her" he announced, Jay nodded that it was fine and everyone strated talking "You're moving into my bunk" I said to Jay he just nodded.
I got up and went to my, well now mine and Jays bunk and lay down and listened to my music for a bit, I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked to see Jay with his stuff, he put it away and then lay down next to me and stole my headphone and stuck it into his ear. "Ronnie knows about us now, I just told him, he guessed anyway but just to clarify it" he said quietly, I nodded and curled into his side, I guessed we were going to get some of Ronnies stuff now, he couldnt stay in the same stuff for all the time he was with us. I fell asleep for a bit because I woke and my headphones were wrapped around my phone which was by the wall, I lay in my bunk for a bit and heard Ronnie and Andy talking, its not like I meant to I just overheard by accident but they were planning on recording some stuff together, of course Andy had to pitch in a bright idea "hey why dont we get Georgiee to do some female vocals in it?" he asked, seriously dude, I heard Ronnie laugh "can she sing?" He asked back and then next thing I heard was my voice being played I peaked out of the crack of my curtain and a video of me singing lost it all live and Ronnie looking gobsmaked, it finished "Woah dude, you could have told me we had a little Andy on tour" He laughed and punched Andy lightly on the arm, "If she agrees then yeah I dont mind" he said and Andy nodded looking smug "Okay I'll ask Georgiee later" I decided I would wake up now "Ask me what later Biersack?" I yelled and moved the curtain back and put a sleepy look on my face to make it seem like I had just woken, Andy jumped and turned to look at me "urm...well...er..we were wondering if you...er" he stuttered making Ronnie laugh, once he got over his laughing fit and Andy wasnt glaring at him Ronnie started speaking "We wondered if you wanted to sing with us on a song we are on about recording together" I raised my eyebrows at him "how do you know if I am even a good singer?" I asked and he laughed at me and looked at Andy "I sort of showed him a video of you singing" He said, I decided to mess with his head "YOU DID WHAT BIERSACK" I jumped out of my bunk and twisted his arm behind his back (dont even ask how I managed I swear he is so freaking tall) making him cringe and Ronnie laugh I glared at Ronnie and he shut up. I let go off Andys arm and he cradled it against his chest, "well guys I will think about it and get back to you soon" I said casually and left, leaving Andy who was still cradling his arm and Ronnie who was laughing at him.
I sat down next to Jinxx and asked him what I should do, he told me to go for it and that I would be great, I hugged him but I still dont know what to do what will happen if I sing with them? I mean yeah I sang on stage once and play a song at every show but this would be different it would actually be recorded and everything and I dont know what will happen after its release, yeah people knew my name already but I was still insecure and still had the same thoughts as before I just dealt with them in a different way now. I got up and walked over to CC "dude Andy and Ronnie just asked me to sing with them on a recording they wanna do but I dont know if I should, dude help me" I whispered to him, he looked thoughtful for a moment and said "yeah I think you should, obviously its up to you but you can do it. I know that you would do brilliantly and people already know you, you are all over youtube and your picture is probably taking a spot on google images, it may make you famous and it may not but either way if you want to do it then go for it, I support you and I know the other guys will. Maybe ask your parents what they think aswell, they might not want you to do it but knowing is better than guessing right." he said quietly, I swear that is the most serious CC has been while we have been here, normally he is Mr. Crazy but wow that was something different from him, I gave him a hug and went to call my dad.
He answered on the third ring "Hi" he said down the phone "Hi dad, I have something to ask and this isnt if anyone can stay this time" I said quickly and he said I should ask "Well Andy and Ronnie from a different band asked if I would sing with them on a song they wnt to make and I knew I should ask you what you think." I rushed, I heard him laugh down the phone "Kid its up to you, your mums home today so you're on speaker and shes nodding saying if you want then you should, if it makes you happy then we're happy too, we saw the video of you singing, Jeremy sent it us and we both think you would do amazing at it so go for it if you want" he explained, well that went better than I thought it would, we talked for a few more minutes and then they had to go, I asked the last person who I wanted to ask before I came up with my answer, Jay. I sat on his knee and whispered into his ear "babe Andy and Ronnie asked me to sing with them on a track they want to record, I want to know if you think I should or not" I rushed, he looked at me "Babe, its up to you, you would do amazing at it and it might help kickstart your band but I know that you are insecure and it might be a step to far but I fully support you in whatever you choose sweetheart" He whispered softly into my ear, I nodded and gave him a hug then went to find Andy and Ronnie, I thought off all the good things that could come out of this but would I be ready for all the looks and judgement, I went through everything and made up my mind, I knew what I was going to say. I walked taroung the bus and they were sitting in the back room writing lyrics, I walked in and they looked at me questioningly "Guys I have decided that I am....."
We all walked in the bus and sat down and looked around waiting for someone to speak up, Andy spoke up first "Well, the guys with girlfriends shouldnt share because when they are here we share with them" the guys nodded, obviously agreeing, Ash spoke up next "and I am not sharing with anyone, we allhave an idea of why" yeah, trust me mr. Purdy i think we ALL know why, I closed my eyes and snuggled into Jays side to let the guys decide between themselves what would happen, I felt 6 pairs of eyes on me, I opened my eyes and saw Ronnie glancing questioningly at us, oh yeah he didnt know about us, I raised my eyebrows at him, I looked around at everyone else and they were looking at us with question in there eyes, it took me a few seconds to realise why they were looking at us like that "NO" I yelled at them and snuggled into Jays side again but keeping my eyes open so I could watch them all, Jinxx sighed and picked me up, to my protest and carried me into the back room "Georgiee, there arent many options for who can share with who and its temporary, and I doubt any of you kids want to share with me or Ronnie and I dont wanna share with Ronnie, no offense to him but it would be weird so its either you with Sammiie, you with Jay or Sammiie with Jay and I know you dont like that last idea" he chuckled, he was right I did not like the last idea, GREAT I have to share with either Sammiie or Jay, I glared at Jinxx "Fine I will share with Jay" I huffed and walked off and sat next to Jay again, Jinxx followed smirking, I threw a pillow at him, that wiped the smirk off of his face "If its okay with Jay Georgiee said she would share with him if not Sammiie you will have to share with her" he announced, Jay nodded that it was fine and everyone strated talking "You're moving into my bunk" I said to Jay he just nodded.
I got up and went to my, well now mine and Jays bunk and lay down and listened to my music for a bit, I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked to see Jay with his stuff, he put it away and then lay down next to me and stole my headphone and stuck it into his ear. "Ronnie knows about us now, I just told him, he guessed anyway but just to clarify it" he said quietly, I nodded and curled into his side, I guessed we were going to get some of Ronnies stuff now, he couldnt stay in the same stuff for all the time he was with us. I fell asleep for a bit because I woke and my headphones were wrapped around my phone which was by the wall, I lay in my bunk for a bit and heard Ronnie and Andy talking, its not like I meant to I just overheard by accident but they were planning on recording some stuff together, of course Andy had to pitch in a bright idea "hey why dont we get Georgiee to do some female vocals in it?" he asked, seriously dude, I heard Ronnie laugh "can she sing?" He asked back and then next thing I heard was my voice being played I peaked out of the crack of my curtain and a video of me singing lost it all live and Ronnie looking gobsmaked, it finished "Woah dude, you could have told me we had a little Andy on tour" He laughed and punched Andy lightly on the arm, "If she agrees then yeah I dont mind" he said and Andy nodded looking smug "Okay I'll ask Georgiee later" I decided I would wake up now "Ask me what later Biersack?" I yelled and moved the curtain back and put a sleepy look on my face to make it seem like I had just woken, Andy jumped and turned to look at me "urm...well...er..we were wondering if you...er" he stuttered making Ronnie laugh, once he got over his laughing fit and Andy wasnt glaring at him Ronnie started speaking "We wondered if you wanted to sing with us on a song we are on about recording together" I raised my eyebrows at him "how do you know if I am even a good singer?" I asked and he laughed at me and looked at Andy "I sort of showed him a video of you singing" He said, I decided to mess with his head "YOU DID WHAT BIERSACK" I jumped out of my bunk and twisted his arm behind his back (dont even ask how I managed I swear he is so freaking tall) making him cringe and Ronnie laugh I glared at Ronnie and he shut up. I let go off Andys arm and he cradled it against his chest, "well guys I will think about it and get back to you soon" I said casually and left, leaving Andy who was still cradling his arm and Ronnie who was laughing at him.
I sat down next to Jinxx and asked him what I should do, he told me to go for it and that I would be great, I hugged him but I still dont know what to do what will happen if I sing with them? I mean yeah I sang on stage once and play a song at every show but this would be different it would actually be recorded and everything and I dont know what will happen after its release, yeah people knew my name already but I was still insecure and still had the same thoughts as before I just dealt with them in a different way now. I got up and walked over to CC "dude Andy and Ronnie just asked me to sing with them on a recording they wanna do but I dont know if I should, dude help me" I whispered to him, he looked thoughtful for a moment and said "yeah I think you should, obviously its up to you but you can do it. I know that you would do brilliantly and people already know you, you are all over youtube and your picture is probably taking a spot on google images, it may make you famous and it may not but either way if you want to do it then go for it, I support you and I know the other guys will. Maybe ask your parents what they think aswell, they might not want you to do it but knowing is better than guessing right." he said quietly, I swear that is the most serious CC has been while we have been here, normally he is Mr. Crazy but wow that was something different from him, I gave him a hug and went to call my dad.
He answered on the third ring "Hi" he said down the phone "Hi dad, I have something to ask and this isnt if anyone can stay this time" I said quickly and he said I should ask "Well Andy and Ronnie from a different band asked if I would sing with them on a song they wnt to make and I knew I should ask you what you think." I rushed, I heard him laugh down the phone "Kid its up to you, your mums home today so you're on speaker and shes nodding saying if you want then you should, if it makes you happy then we're happy too, we saw the video of you singing, Jeremy sent it us and we both think you would do amazing at it so go for it if you want" he explained, well that went better than I thought it would, we talked for a few more minutes and then they had to go, I asked the last person who I wanted to ask before I came up with my answer, Jay. I sat on his knee and whispered into his ear "babe Andy and Ronnie asked me to sing with them on a track they want to record, I want to know if you think I should or not" I rushed, he looked at me "Babe, its up to you, you would do amazing at it and it might help kickstart your band but I know that you are insecure and it might be a step to far but I fully support you in whatever you choose sweetheart" He whispered softly into my ear, I nodded and gave him a hug then went to find Andy and Ronnie, I thought off all the good things that could come out of this but would I be ready for all the looks and judgement, I went through everything and made up my mind, I knew what I was going to say. I walked taroung the bus and they were sitting in the back room writing lyrics, I walked in and they looked at me questioningly "Guys I have decided that I am....."
9/27/14