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chapter 19- that kiss
Georgiees P.O.V
Jay kissed me, sure it was on my cheek but he kissed me, why did he kiss me? I mean hes handsome, funny, amazing... wait am I falling for Jay, no I cant be. I'm so confused. I cant get to sleep now, I get out of my bunk and go across to Jays, I pull back his curtain, and climb in, now we have to talk. "Jay its time to talk, I couldnt sleep so now is as good as anytime" I say he nods "Georgiee I'm sorry, its just that... youre beautiful and I just wanted to kiss you." He stumbled, he was adorable when he did that, wait what am I saying, no stop it, I mentally scolded myself "Thats okay and thanks" I mumbled, I looked down and bit my lip, he put his finger under my chin and lifted my head so it was looking at him "No, I'm sorry, my thoughts were saying all these good things about you and then without thinking I kissed you, it was silly of me but if I'm gonna say one thing now its that I'm falling for you but I dont wanna ruin our friendship" He said and then looked down, what, no this cant be happeneing, hes falling for me and I think I'm falling for him, I looked up at him, he was still looking down, before I even thought about it I reached and lifted his face,I looked right into his gorgeous green eyes "I think I'm falling for you to, thats why I didnt mind you kissing my cheek but my head is everywhere, one parts telling me to just be friends, another is telling me that we should go out, another part is telling me that it wont work out I just dont know what to think" I explained and he nodded, then he leaned in and hugged me as we were coming out of the hug he leant in and kissed me softly on the lips WHAT IS GOING ON? He pulled back and blushed "Sorry, couldnt resist" He mumbled, my head was spinning, should I go out with him or should I be his friend? I settled on what my heart was telling me "Jay, if your willing to give us a try I am but if it doesnt work can we go back to being friends?" I asked he looked up with his eyes shining with happiness and he nodded, we smiled at each other and hugged, we lay down in his bunk and just hugged, we both fell asleep and woke an hour later to Jinxx yelling at us saying we were nearly at the show and we had to make sure we were ready. We sat up and looked at each other and smiled, I got out of his bunk and went to mine to get some stuff then I got to the bathroom and had a quick shower and did my makeup again since it had smudged and I was ready.
An hour later and we had just got at the venue, we had a few hours until the show so after sound check we all hug out in the dressing room, we decided that Andy would introduce us all to the American fans after the first song which was rebel love song then they would finish the sat and the guys and Juliet would go out and Sammiie, Jay and I would go back to the bus. When the guys ran out the crowd went wild, they finished the song and Andy yelled at the crowd "GUYS I'M SURE YOU KNOW BY NOW BUT WE HAVE SOME GUESTS ON TOUR" The crowd screamed in response, we walked out and Andy adressed the crowd again "THIS IS GEORGIEE, JINXX'S SISTER, HER FRIEND SAMMIIE AND THE NEW GUY ON TOUR JAY! SHOW THEM SOME LOVE" He yelled and the crowd went wild again, we walked off of the stage and let the guys carry on doing the show, after they finished we gave them a quick hug and they walked us back to the bus and then went to find somewhere to get drunk.
We got on the bus and decided to watch a movie, we decided on avengers assemble since Andy wasnt here, when it was over Sammiie went to get a shower so Jay and I started talking "Jay do you want our relationship to go public?" I asked he looked at me "I dont mind, we can keep it just between Sammiie and the guys, Juliet is going tomorrow for her own tour so we can tell them tomorrow night if you want" He said and I nodded and hugged him "Can we tell Sammiie tonight?" I asked and he nodded I smiled and put my head on his shoulder and waited for Sammiie to come out, when she came out I sat up she sat on the other couch and I spoke up "Sammiie, can I tell you something?" I asked and she nodded, I looked at Jay who nodded slightly and looked back at Sammiie "Jay and I are going out" I rushed and she ran over and hugged me "congratulations you two, when are you telling the guys and you might wanna tell Jinxx before you tell the others" She rushed, oh no I forgot about Jinxx, I saw Jay pale slightly at that reminder to "Tomorrow after Juliet has gone s we are just gonna keep it between you and the guys, we will tell Jinxx in the day and the others after the show" Jay said, Sammiie nodded "Anyway I'm going to bed night you to" She said and went to her bunk leaving me and Jay on the couch, I checked the time on my phone and we decided to go to bed, we had a quick goodnight kiss before we reached the bunk room and then went to our own bunks.
The next day I woke to hear Ash moaning, oh god no! I grabbed my headphones and put them on full volume, half an hour later I took one out and heard the bus door shut I pulled the curtain back slightly and saw Ash getting back in his bunk on his own now, I sighed and went over to Jays bunk, he was above CC so I was quiet, I pulled back his curtain and saw he was still asleep, he had his boxers and a T-shirt on and I saw his cuts, some looked fresh but a few days old, I climbed in and poked him so he woke, he looked at me sleepily and shuffled over to let me have more room, I cuddled into his side and whispered in his ear "Goodmorning babe, one thing I wanna say, please stop cutting" He looked at me and nodded his agreement to stop cutting then he fell asleep and a few minutes later I got up, I decided to make breakfast for everyone, I looked in the cupboards for some food and found pancake mix, is that all these guys had? I got enough to make pancakes for 9 people and started making the mix up, the first person to come out of their bunk was Jinxx, I made him a coffee and told him his pancakes would be a few minutes, I gave them to him and he ate them quickly and bought the plate back in and left it on the side, oh well, after Jinxx people came out every few minutes, I made pancakes for everyone, the last person up was Ash and I knew why, I decided to yell him, he jumped and fell out of his bunk and saw me laughing at him "Breakfast is ready" I managed to gasp and he glared at me, I walked away still laughing, I gave him his breakfast and his coffee and Jay and I did the dishes. We decided to tell Jinxx in a few hours which gave us enough time to change and think about what we wanted to say.
Jinxx, Jay and I sat in the back room "Jinxx, I have something to tell you" I said and he nodded "Jay and I are um. going out" I mumbled and he nodded nd glared at Jay, Jay knew what to say "Jinxx I promise I will be good to her, we decided if it doesnt work we will be friends" He rushed Jinxx nodded and then spoke up "Okay Jay but if you hurt my sister you're in trouble." He said and I released the breath I hadnt realised I'd been holding Jinxx stood and walked over to us "welcome to the family kid" He said and opened his arms for a hug Jay hugged him and then it was my turn to hug Jinxx. We sat back down "We're telling the other guys later after th show and after Juliets gone, we want it just between us for now" I said and Jinxx nodded, he got up and walked out, I decided I would have a talk with Jay about his cutting now.
Jay kissed me, sure it was on my cheek but he kissed me, why did he kiss me? I mean hes handsome, funny, amazing... wait am I falling for Jay, no I cant be. I'm so confused. I cant get to sleep now, I get out of my bunk and go across to Jays, I pull back his curtain, and climb in, now we have to talk. "Jay its time to talk, I couldnt sleep so now is as good as anytime" I say he nods "Georgiee I'm sorry, its just that... youre beautiful and I just wanted to kiss you." He stumbled, he was adorable when he did that, wait what am I saying, no stop it, I mentally scolded myself "Thats okay and thanks" I mumbled, I looked down and bit my lip, he put his finger under my chin and lifted my head so it was looking at him "No, I'm sorry, my thoughts were saying all these good things about you and then without thinking I kissed you, it was silly of me but if I'm gonna say one thing now its that I'm falling for you but I dont wanna ruin our friendship" He said and then looked down, what, no this cant be happeneing, hes falling for me and I think I'm falling for him, I looked up at him, he was still looking down, before I even thought about it I reached and lifted his face,I looked right into his gorgeous green eyes "I think I'm falling for you to, thats why I didnt mind you kissing my cheek but my head is everywhere, one parts telling me to just be friends, another is telling me that we should go out, another part is telling me that it wont work out I just dont know what to think" I explained and he nodded, then he leaned in and hugged me as we were coming out of the hug he leant in and kissed me softly on the lips WHAT IS GOING ON? He pulled back and blushed "Sorry, couldnt resist" He mumbled, my head was spinning, should I go out with him or should I be his friend? I settled on what my heart was telling me "Jay, if your willing to give us a try I am but if it doesnt work can we go back to being friends?" I asked he looked up with his eyes shining with happiness and he nodded, we smiled at each other and hugged, we lay down in his bunk and just hugged, we both fell asleep and woke an hour later to Jinxx yelling at us saying we were nearly at the show and we had to make sure we were ready. We sat up and looked at each other and smiled, I got out of his bunk and went to mine to get some stuff then I got to the bathroom and had a quick shower and did my makeup again since it had smudged and I was ready.
An hour later and we had just got at the venue, we had a few hours until the show so after sound check we all hug out in the dressing room, we decided that Andy would introduce us all to the American fans after the first song which was rebel love song then they would finish the sat and the guys and Juliet would go out and Sammiie, Jay and I would go back to the bus. When the guys ran out the crowd went wild, they finished the song and Andy yelled at the crowd "GUYS I'M SURE YOU KNOW BY NOW BUT WE HAVE SOME GUESTS ON TOUR" The crowd screamed in response, we walked out and Andy adressed the crowd again "THIS IS GEORGIEE, JINXX'S SISTER, HER FRIEND SAMMIIE AND THE NEW GUY ON TOUR JAY! SHOW THEM SOME LOVE" He yelled and the crowd went wild again, we walked off of the stage and let the guys carry on doing the show, after they finished we gave them a quick hug and they walked us back to the bus and then went to find somewhere to get drunk.
We got on the bus and decided to watch a movie, we decided on avengers assemble since Andy wasnt here, when it was over Sammiie went to get a shower so Jay and I started talking "Jay do you want our relationship to go public?" I asked he looked at me "I dont mind, we can keep it just between Sammiie and the guys, Juliet is going tomorrow for her own tour so we can tell them tomorrow night if you want" He said and I nodded and hugged him "Can we tell Sammiie tonight?" I asked and he nodded I smiled and put my head on his shoulder and waited for Sammiie to come out, when she came out I sat up she sat on the other couch and I spoke up "Sammiie, can I tell you something?" I asked and she nodded, I looked at Jay who nodded slightly and looked back at Sammiie "Jay and I are going out" I rushed and she ran over and hugged me "congratulations you two, when are you telling the guys and you might wanna tell Jinxx before you tell the others" She rushed, oh no I forgot about Jinxx, I saw Jay pale slightly at that reminder to "Tomorrow after Juliet has gone s we are just gonna keep it between you and the guys, we will tell Jinxx in the day and the others after the show" Jay said, Sammiie nodded "Anyway I'm going to bed night you to" She said and went to her bunk leaving me and Jay on the couch, I checked the time on my phone and we decided to go to bed, we had a quick goodnight kiss before we reached the bunk room and then went to our own bunks.
The next day I woke to hear Ash moaning, oh god no! I grabbed my headphones and put them on full volume, half an hour later I took one out and heard the bus door shut I pulled the curtain back slightly and saw Ash getting back in his bunk on his own now, I sighed and went over to Jays bunk, he was above CC so I was quiet, I pulled back his curtain and saw he was still asleep, he had his boxers and a T-shirt on and I saw his cuts, some looked fresh but a few days old, I climbed in and poked him so he woke, he looked at me sleepily and shuffled over to let me have more room, I cuddled into his side and whispered in his ear "Goodmorning babe, one thing I wanna say, please stop cutting" He looked at me and nodded his agreement to stop cutting then he fell asleep and a few minutes later I got up, I decided to make breakfast for everyone, I looked in the cupboards for some food and found pancake mix, is that all these guys had? I got enough to make pancakes for 9 people and started making the mix up, the first person to come out of their bunk was Jinxx, I made him a coffee and told him his pancakes would be a few minutes, I gave them to him and he ate them quickly and bought the plate back in and left it on the side, oh well, after Jinxx people came out every few minutes, I made pancakes for everyone, the last person up was Ash and I knew why, I decided to yell him, he jumped and fell out of his bunk and saw me laughing at him "Breakfast is ready" I managed to gasp and he glared at me, I walked away still laughing, I gave him his breakfast and his coffee and Jay and I did the dishes. We decided to tell Jinxx in a few hours which gave us enough time to change and think about what we wanted to say.
Jinxx, Jay and I sat in the back room "Jinxx, I have something to tell you" I said and he nodded "Jay and I are um. going out" I mumbled and he nodded nd glared at Jay, Jay knew what to say "Jinxx I promise I will be good to her, we decided if it doesnt work we will be friends" He rushed Jinxx nodded and then spoke up "Okay Jay but if you hurt my sister you're in trouble." He said and I released the breath I hadnt realised I'd been holding Jinxx stood and walked over to us "welcome to the family kid" He said and opened his arms for a hug Jay hugged him and then it was my turn to hug Jinxx. We sat back down "We're telling the other guys later after th show and after Juliets gone, we want it just between us for now" I said and Jinxx nodded, he got up and walked out, I decided I would have a talk with Jay about his cutting now.
9/27/14