Andrew Biersack’s Point of View

I woke up the next morning and was confused because of several things. One, there was something cozy and warm pressed up against me. Two, I was in my own room. The latter normally wouldn’t be so weird but it was Saturday and wasn’t I supposed to be at my boyfriend’s? Then I started to remember. My boyfriend. The fight. The reason I was at home. Tears started to well up in my eyes. But why was there something next to me? I turned around and found Ashley, who happened to be my boyfriend, sleeping peacefully next to me, a content expression on his face and his arms around my waist. He cuddled closer because obviously me turning around had caused my body to slightly pull away from him, even if it were only an inch or two. He nuzzled his face back into my neck and I smiled, running a hand through his soft hair before letting it gently fall on his waist. He looked like an angel. I remembered that I was lucky that he was here right now and I made a mental note to thank my mom for whatever she did. Probably went to his flat an intimidated him with her sweet nature.
“Stop thinking so hard or your brain will burst” a sleepy voice mumbled from next to me. I shifted my view, so I could look into Ashley’s face and gave him a small smile. He looked adorable when he was still half asleep.
“Don’t worry baby, I’ll take care” I whispered back and pecked his forehead. He closed his eyes and smiled, before yawning. I chuckled and pulled him closer again.
“Are you hungry, or is there still enough time to lie in bed and cuddle?” I asked and earned a chuckle from him. I smiled because the chance that we could talk this over just grew that much more.
“No, we can stay in bed for a while if you want to” he replied and placed a kiss on my neck. I smiled and rubbed my nose against the top of his head, breathing in his scent. We just laidthere for a while, cuddling and kissing, not saying anything at all. It was peaceful. I decided that I would soon make us some make up breakfast. He deserved the world and breakfast was the closed I could get to that.

“Ands?” he asked, his breath caressing my neck.
“Yes, baby?”
“You know we need to talk, right?” he whispered, as if he was afraid to say anything. I nodded my head, even though I was scared that talking would only make everything worse. Deep down I knew that that was ridiculous. I already told myself that I would be better for him.
“I’m sorry, Ashley” I pulled away and looked into his eyes, showing him that I meant everything of what I was about to say. “I don’t know what was wrong with me yesterday. I really am sorry, I know how scared you are of other people’s reactions but I just couldn’t help myself, couldn’t keep my hands off you. I just had the feeling that I needed to be close to you. I should have waited until after school. But I can’t take it back. I can just apologize and promise you to never do such things again, to never push you to your limit like that. You mean so much to me, Ashley and I can’t lose you.”
“You disappointed me” he simply sad, his voice sounding dead.
“I know” I croaked, tears already building up in my eyes. I fucked up so bad.
“But, you know… your mom came to me yesterday and told me that I probably have my reasons for not talking to you and that she respects that but that we both look equally like shit. Well, she worded it differently of course.” We both chuckled a bit. “Anyway, it made me realize that you might feel bad and that I’m not the only one suffering, so I went with her and came here and God, the moment I saw you I already forgave you. You looked so miserable. How could I stay mad at you, Andy? You make me better every day. I wanted to cuddle you and tell you that everything is ok. When I laid down next to you and you clung to me like your life depended on me being here… and you looked so scared that I would leave… I won’t leave, baby. I promise you, I will stay with you as long as you’ll have me. I can’t imagine being without you. You built me back up without knowing what tore me down in the first place and I’m very thankful for that. And maybe we can talk about all the bad stuff, but I’m so happy with you that I don’t even want to think about it. But please remember the condition on which we started our relationship, ok? Please remember that I’m not so good in public. Please, baby.” he whispered.
I stared at him in total awe. I didn’t know I meant so much to him because, really, all I did was annoy the living shit out of him. I really was lucky to have him and thinking about a possible ending of our relationship was something I had avoided the last few weeks. I leant my head down and let my lips brush against his softly. He closed the gap and fully connected our lips in a loving kiss.
“I promise” I whispered breathlessly when we both pulled away. His eyes shone with happiness and he reached up to tuck my head back down once again. We lay there kissing for quite a while before his stomach rumbled. I pulled away and chuckled.
“Stay in bed, babe. I’ll make us something to eat.” I said and pecked his lips one last time before leaving the bed, putting on some sweat pants and left the room.

When I entered the kitchen I was greeted with both my parents smiling at me. Before they could say anything I walked towards my mom and pulled her into a tight hug.
“Thank you” I whispered. She hugged back and chuckled a little.
“Sorry if I scared your boyfriend” she started but I interrupted her with a wave of my hand.
“He’ll live” I just said and went to make something to eat.
“So…” my dad trailed off. I turned around to look at him while waiting for the butter in the pan to melt.
“So?” I asked and raised my eyebrows.
“How long have you two been together then?” He asked with an interested smile on his face. My mom sat down on a chair, putting her elbows on the table and her head in her hands.
“Tell us everything!” she demanded happily with the curiosity that only mothers had. I laughed and went on cooking while I told my parents how I was the most annoying person ever but that Ash just couldn’t say no because I obviously was adorable as fuck. Of course they laughed at that. By the time I was finished so was our breakfast and I put it all on a tray before going to my room again.
“Oh, and Andrew?” my mom yelled and I turned around again.
“You know we’re very tolerating but no sex when we’re at home! And use protection!” she yelled so loud that Ash must have heard and I just groaned in annoyance.
“Mooohoom!” I whined and just went into my room with a bright red face. I kicked the door shut with my foot and found a grinning Ashley sitting in my bed.
“Sorry ‘bout that” I mumbled and set the tray in his lap before climbing in next to him. I sighed. “My mom is unbearably open about such things.”
“That’s fine” he just answered cheerfully, sipping his coffee.

We ate our breakfast in silence, just enjoying each other’s company and the food.
“Man I didn’t eat since lunch yesterday” Ash laughed and I just looked at him shocked.
“You, I don’t know. I wanted to lie down on the couch for five minutes before making dinner but then I fell asleep and a few minutes later your mom stood at my door” he chuckled. I bit my lip and pushed the last bit of my scrambled egg in his direction but he just laughed and shook his head.
“No, no. You eat your breakfast. I’m good.” he smiled and I gave a small smile back, before devouring what was left of my breakfast.
“My mom brought me a whole bowl of ice cream and my Batman movies yesterday…” I told him. He laughed and kissed my cheek.
“You’re adorable. And your mom is awesome” I nodded at that, not failing to see the slightly sad look in his eyes and set our tray on the floor next to my bed. I was too lazy to get up and bring it into the kitchen.

“Andy, we’re going to your aunt’s for the rest of the day! Behave yourselves!” My mom yelled through my door.
“Ok!” I yelled back. That made for a quiet day of cuddling and kissing and watching movies, I decided.
“Use protection!” my dad yelled before shutting the front door. I groaned and buried my face in my hands. Ashley sat next to me and laughed. He grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away from my face to look at me. He gave me a really cute smile and kissed my lips. Then he pulled away and leant his forehead against mine.


Ashley Purdy’s Point of View

I leant my forehead against Andy’s and grinned mischievously at him. He raised an eyebrow, but didn’t say anything.
“You know…” I trailed off, making sure that I really wanted this. But I knew I did. After how I felt yesterday and then finally having him in my arms again. Yeah, I definitely wanted this. “I should reward you” I whispered and captured his lips with mine again.
“You should?” Andy asked dumbfounded, watching me carefully as I leant further down.
“Mhm. For being such an understanding boyfriend that puts up with my shitty insecurities all the time” I mumbled and let my lips trail down the bare skin on his neck, sucking a little on his sweet spot. He groaned and tilted his head to the side to give me more access. I shamelessly used the space to mark him as mine. I wanted everyone to see that he was taken.
“You don’t seem so insecure now” he said breathlessly, panting as I work my way down to his collarbones. Good thing he hadn’t put a shirt on. I climbed on his lip, still sucking on his collarbones, earning little gasps.
“You bring out the worst in me” I growled quietly into his ear. Andy moaned and I felt him getting hard underneath me.

I smirked up at him before I reached his nipples. I hesitated on purpose, smirk still evident on my face. Andy looked down at me in anticipation, mouth hanging open, taking short, ragged breaths. Finally, I stuck my tongue out and lightly licked over his right nipple, barely touching it. His breath hitched and I could tell that it took him a hell lot of self-control to not buck his hips up. My right hand creeped up his left side from his waist to the other nipple, softly caressing his skin. While my fingers started to gently rub his left nipple, the right one received little kitten licks from my tongue. Andy moaned and finally let his hips buck up to meet mine, cause the friction we both needed so much. I let out a moan myself, my breath hitting Andy’s wet skin and causing him to shudder.
“Sorry” he mumbled but I just looked up at him and shook my head.
“Don’t apologize, baby. Everything is fine, this is fine, ok?” I said and he nodded. I smiled and switched sides, licking the left nipple while fingering the right. Andy’s breathing was irregular already and he was sweating, writhing underneath me at the pleasure I caused him. I was damn proud of myself.
I sucked on his nipple for a bit and a loud, deep moan echoed through the room. As always, his voice alone could turn me on and boy, was I hard. I pulled away and looked down on him. His eyes shone and his skin glistened with a thin layer of sweat. His cheeks were flushed and a lazy smile grazed his lips.
“You’re amazing” he whispered and reached up to pull me down for a kiss. It was all lips and tongue and teeth and lips and more tongue. I could kiss him forever but I was running short on air to breathe so I pulled away and grinned cheekily at him.
“Let’s see how amazing I am when I’m finished with you” I whispered hoarsely and Andy’s eyes widened. I chuckled and went back to making him feel good, kissing his chest and caressing his ribs. Every now and then I leant back up to kiss his lips, our bulges brushing each time. I wanted this day to last forever; I wanted to touch and kiss him forever. It wasn’t heated, everything happened so slowly and gently with love and passion. If I didn’t know that I fell in love with him before, then I surely knew now.
I went to pull down his sweat pants, kissing his stomach while I did. His pants had gotten heavier, his eyes lidded. I palmed him through his boxers, applying as little pressure as possible but just enough so that he felt it.
“Ashes, babe, please don’t tease” he whimpered. His voice had gotten a little higher from the strain, but it was still sexy as hell.
“Of course not” I whispered back with sincerity and caught his lips for a loving kiss. Ione of my hands held up my weight as the other slipped off the remaining fabric on his body. He let out a sigh of relief when his erection was free and I smiled at him, kissing his mouth, his cheeks, his forehead, his neck. I took his member in my hand and started to jerk him off at a slow pace, watching his face showing all the emotions he normally kept inside. Love, lust, arousal. He looked so beautiful to me.

I pressed another loving kiss on his lips before settling between his legs. I kissed his thighs and sucked little love marks into them. I licked and kissed my way up to his erection, pressing a kiss on his tip. Then I looked up at Andy, silently asking him if it was ok for me to continue.
My boyfriend’s eyes were wide with surprise. He swallowed and trioed to regain his composure.
“O-only ifyou r-really want to” he whispered softly, letting one of his hands brush through my hair. I closed my eyes at the contact, enjoying his affectionate gestures. He let his hand rest on the back of my neck. When I opened my eyes again I smiled at him and licked my lips. His breath hitched at that small movement alone.
I leant back down, kissed his tip again and along his length, little butterfly kisses he was sensitive enough to feel. He panted, slowly caressing my neck. I relaxed into his movements. My tongue licked from the base to the tip, my hand following shortly, slowly jerking him off. I grazed his tip with short kitten licks, every now and then sucking on it. Andy’s fingers dug into my shoulder and I decided that I had teased him enough for now. I licked one last time over his tip before taking him in completely. I slowly bobbed my head up and down, sucking here and there. Andy was a moaning mess underneath me, not able to stay still for more than a few seconds. The hand that was not holding me up massaged his balls, earning another satisfied moan from my boyfriend. I thought about jerking myself off but actually I wanted to try to make Andy do it, so I refrained.
I took him out of my mouth again, letting my hand work on him while I sucked and licked at his balls. His moans grew louder and he had his head thrown back, face contorted in pure pleasure. His eyes were closed and his mouth hung open. He was sweating and hair stuck to his forehead. He was a mess and I loved it.
I got back to sucking and licking at his dick. Andy’s pants got faster and he gripped my shoulder tighter, involuntarily bucking his hips into my mouth. I swallowed around him and that obviously pushed him over the edge.
“Ash, oh my God” he moaned as he spilled his love into my mouth. I swallowed it all and licked my lips. Andy pulled me up and kissed me, turned on by his cum on my tongue. He pulled away and leant his forehead against mine, still panting.
“Thank you. You’re… wow. You’re amazing.” He said and I smiled. There was nothing better than getting your boyfriend off.
“Can you… maybe…” I asked shyly and gestured to my own problem. Andy looked at me with an expression on his face that I couldn’t read. I was fucking stupid for asking. Of course he wouldn’t jerk me off.
“Nevermind” I said and looked down. What felt so good turned into shame. I nearly regretted that blowjob now. He obviously didn’t like me as much.

“Is it ok for you if I do?” Andy asked and studied me. I shrugged.
“Just forget I asked.” I snapped and climbed off of him. He immediately put his arms around my waist so I couldn’t leave.
“I didn’t mean it like that, babe. I’m just worried. I’m sorry, I should trust you when you ask something like that. Let me make it up to you?” He said and kissed my shoulder. Too bad I wasn’t in the mood anymore. So I just shook my head and put my clothes on, just wanting to go home and leave this awkward situation.
“Please Ash. We can just cuddle, that’s fine too, but please stay. I’m sorry for questioning your decision. I know I said I’d trust you with that, but Ash, please. I can’t help but worry.” I already had my hand on the doorknob, ready to leave. Andy got up and hugged me from behind.
“Please” he whispered. “I thought we could cuddle and watch movies all day since my parents are out”
I sighed and nodded, still not looking at him. I was ashamed of myself.
“Look at me, please Ashes” Andy begged and I obeyed. Andy saw how upset I was and maybe he also so the shame. He pulled me closer and kissed my lips, holding onto me tightly. Then he let go, put some fresh boxers and sweat pants on and climbed onto the bed again, patting the spot next to him.
“How does The Lion King sound?” he asked with a smile and I nodded before climbing in next to him and cuddling into his side.

Notes

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