FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 17TH. 6:59 AM.
I groaned as I rolled over in bed, opening my eyes and stared at my wall, wanting to scream at the top of my lungs out of frustration. I just awoke yet again from another dream of another time that Andy and I engaged in a sexual situation and it was driving me nuts. These dreams started about two weeks ago and I think it has to do with how much he's been hanging around. Like I've said before and admitted to my godfather, I still love Andy more than anything and nothing would change that. The more and more I see him, I can't help but be attracted to him and want to press my lips against his while feeling his hands all over me. The dreams I would have about our sexual encounters were random and ranged from when I lost my virginity to the last time we had sex two days before he left me. Hell, two nights ago it was the time Izzy walked in on us that played in my head while I slept, which woke me up with a jolt in the middle of the night at around three thirty. I really wish these dreams would stop because I don't know how more I can take not being able to have Andy all to myself the way I used to.

On a different note, over the past four weeks I've become great friends with Jinxx, Christian, Ashley, and Jake, but I always knew I would. I think I'm just about closest to Jinxx and Ashley. They're like the older brothers I never wanted, but still love dearly. Just kidding. Christian and Jake are awesome too and I love them both for good reasons. I love Christian for his loudness and his love for food and Jake for his kind and gentle nature and his amazing guitar skills.

I sighed as I rolled on my back, rubbing my eyes until I stretched and yawned loudly. I laid a hand on my stomach, rubbing the exposed skin and tugged lightly on my bellybutton jewelry. Then I quickly got up and headed out of my room to take a quick five minute shower.

When I was done, I wrapped a towel around me, picking up my pajamas and headed back to my room just as Adam made his way to the bathroom. I said a quick "good morning", getting back a "put some clothes on, woman" and I chuckled as I clutched the towel tighter while holding my pajamas closer to my chest. I walked into my room, closing my bedroom door and tossed my pajamas in my hamper before walking over to my dresser. I pulled on some clean panties and a bra, tossing my towel in my hamper as well before walking over to my closet, sliding open the door. I looked through my shelf stacked with shorts and skirts, grabbing my studded camo miniskirt with a bunch of little army patches. I slipped it on, zipping it up on the left side and flattened it out just as my mother walked into my room. I almost freaked but stayed calm when my eyes landed on her as she closed my door behind her.

"Sorry, just wanted to make sure you were awake," she smiled at me, seeing my sigh of relief as I looked through my shirts.

"It's okay, just don't need Dad or Adam walking in here when I'm half naked," I said, pulling a black tank top off a hanger and slipped it on, flattening that out as well.

"Are you sure it's the type of weather for a skirt that short?" she smirked at me.

"It's not that short," I said looking down at my skirt, flattening it some more, "plus, it's supposed to be a little warm today and Dad didn't seem to think it was too short when he bought it for me."

"Your father bought you that?" she arched a brow with a small laugh in her tone.

"Yeah, I even tried it on and he said okay."

My mother chuckled a little, shaking her head, "it is cute though, I like all the little patches," she said, pulling on the bottom of my skirt to make it lower on my thighs.

I rolled my eyes, "Mom, if you pull it even lower, my panties are going to be visible."

"Sorry, I just don't want you to get suspended for breaking some horny boy's arm because he tried to stick his hand up your skirt," she said as she straightened it out, making sure my panties weren't showing.

I laughed and shook my head, "I don't think there's a single boy at my school who'd even be brave enough to think about doing that."

"That is true," she nodded and I chuckled a little more, "just remember to cross your legs or keep them pressed together whenever you sit down."

"I know," I smiled at her.

"Okay, well I'll leave you to get dressed so I can make breakfast," she said and I nodded before she headed out of my room, closing my bedroom door behind her. I looked through my jackets hung up in my closet and pulled out a plain black hoodie, pulling it on to help avoid some of the morning coldness. I walked over to my dresser and opened up my jewelry box, looking through all my bracelets. I took out my biker bangle set, slipping the five bangles onto my left wrist before pulling out my three pyramid studded bracelets. I slipped them on my right wrist before putting my pyramid stud earrings in my first hole, my small hoops in my second and a diamond stud in the third hole of my right ear. I changed my tongue jewelry to my star barbell and my bellybutton jewelry to a curved barbell with a dangling sparrow. I slipped on my knotted heart ring and pulled my double cross necklace off my necklace tree, clipping it around my neck.

I opened the second drawer to my dresser and pulled out my camo bullet belt and green studded military hat, tossing them on my bed before grabbing a pair of socks out of the top drawer. I closed both of my drawers and sat on the edge of my bed, pulling on my socks before slipping on my boots. I laced them up and slipped my belt on through my belt loops before I grabbed my hat and headed out of my room. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth real quick before I brushed out and straightened my hair. When I was done, I pinned my side bang to the right of my face with a bobby-pin and pulled my hat on straight.

Afterwards, I headed back to my room and grabbed my pomegranate-apple body mist off my dresser, spraying some down the front of me. Once I was done, I picked up my black and white checkered backpack, putting my body mist in the front pocket, and headed out of my room. After closing my bedroom door, I headed down the hall toward the stairs and caught my brother coming out of his room, holding his backpack at his side by the handle on the top. He looked at me with a smile before he ran his eyes over my outfit. "Isn't it a little cold?" he asked as we walked beside each other to the stairs.

I chuckled a little, "you sound like Mom and it might be a little cold right now, but it won't be later."

He chuckled, shaking his head, "okay," he said as we headed down the stairs and made our way to the dining room for breakfast. Our parents and Melissa were already in there when we walked in. Mom was setting plates of food down on the table.

Dad looked up from his conversation with our sister and smiled as Adam and I sat down at the table, "morning."

"Morning Dad," we said in unison.

"Good, you put a sweatshirt on," Mom said, looking at me and I rolled my eyes, shaking my head a bit, "I was going to make sure you took one if you plan on wearing that skirt. Don't need you freezing to death if it's still pretty cold out."

"I was planning on it anyway," I smiled at her, getting a smile in return before I started to eat my breakfast.

"Honey, did you really buy her that skirt?" Mom asked Dad.

"What skirt?" he asked as he looked up from his breakfast.

"The one she's wearing," she glanced at me and he turned his attention to me as I stood up to show him the skirt I was wearing.

"Oh, that skirt. Yeah, I bought that for her," he nodded as I sat back down.

"Wow, I'm surprised. I never thought you would buy your teenage daughter a miniskirt. That's usually something the mother has to do since the father refuses," Mom said and Adam and I chuckled.

"I know, but it's not so short that her butt is hanging out and it doesn't violate her school's dress code. Trust me, I checked and plus, she's an adult. I can't really tell her or Adam no without feeling like I'm treating them like a child," he said and Mom chuckled.

"Well aren't you just the best dad in the world?"

"Of course I am," he said while Adam, Melissa, and I said "Of course he is," in unison. We all laughed and continued eating breakfast before taking our dishes into the kitchen. Since we were done eating, my siblings and I said our goodbye's to our parents and headed out of the house to my car. I unlocked the doors and helped Melissa into the backseat, pulling the seatbelt over her and buckled her in. Then I got in the driver seat as Adam was pulling on his belt and I started my car before pulling on my belt as well. I changed the CD in my stereo, putting in my Justin Bieber: My World 2.0 and let it play "Baby", much to my brother's dismay, for the ride to Alex's house. We picked him up and then Izzy before making our way to school for another day of classwork and assholes, but hopefully no fights.

ANDY. 10:45 AM.
"Oh God! Right there, Baby!" Addison moaned loudly as I thrusted roughly into her at a fast pace. "Don't stop!" she screamed while arching her back and I gripped her waist, digging my fingers into her hips.
"Fuck baby… you're so tight," I moaned before I pressed my lips against her beautiful ones and she entangled her fingers in my short black hair, tugging lightly as she kissed me back. I moaned against her lips every time she tugged on my hair, pressing my lips harder against hers. It's only been two weeks since I took her virginity and she took mine and I couldn't contain myself every time we were left alone for a few hours. I love the sound of her moans while I have her pinned beneath me, whether it be in my room or hers. Addison pulled out of the kiss and pushed on my shoulder, making me roll over and I brought her with me so she was straddling my waist. She continued to ride my hardened member, burying me deeper within her folds and I gripped her hips, helping her as I groaned in my throat. I sat up, pulling her tight against my chest, thrusting my hips up to meet hers.

Addison dropped her head back, letting out a loud partial scream and groan, "Oh An—!"

I shot up in my bed breathing heavily and very aroused which was evident by the tent in my boxers, "Dammit! Not again," I groaned loudly. I took a deep breath before I plopped back down on my bed, letting it out and looked at the night stand to see the cause of my wake up call. My phone was emitting my ringtone at a loud volume and was moving across the night stand as it vibrated against the wooden surface. I sighed before I reached over and grabbed my cell phone, glancing at the screen to see Jinxx written across it. I answered my phone, pressing it to my ear as I yawned, "Hello?"

"Come let us in, you lazy ass," was his reply.

"Lazy ass?!" I exclaimed and pulled my phone away long enough to check the time on it before pressing it back to my ear, "it's not even eleven in the morning, fucker."

"Whatever, just come let us in," he repeated before hanging up on me.

I shook my head before I got up from my bed and hurried out of my room, jogging down the stairs. I headed to my front door and unlocked it before pulling it open, only peaking my head around the door to hide my arousal as I saw Jinxx, Christian, and Ashley standing on my porch. "Hey guys, what are you doing here?" I asked.

"Can't we just visit without having to have a reason?" Christian raised his eyebrows.

"I guess, come on in. I need to take a shower and get dressed, so you guys can just hang in the living room," I said at a fast pace.

"What's wrong with you?" Jinxx laughed a little at me as they walked into my house.

"Nothing, I need to get in the shower," I said, still trying to hide my major hard-on, courteous of the dream I was woken up from.

"Did Andy have another arousing dream about Addison?" Ashley smirked.

"Shut up, Ashley," I said, placing a hand over my dick to keep it down as I closed the front door behind them.

"I swear," he shook his head, "why don't you just ask her to have sex with you?"

"What?!" I bellowed in shock, I'm pretty sure my eyes looked like they were going to pop out of my head, "I can't just ask her that, are you crazy?"

"Oh come on, Andy. You make it sound like I told you to ask a complete stranger to have sex with you, but this is Addison we're talking about. I'm pretty sure she wouldn't mind considering she let you take her virginity," he said and I stared at him in disbelief.

"No," I shook my head, "I'm not going to ask her that. I'm perfectly fine."

"Yeah, well what you're trying to hide from us in your boxers says different," Christian laughed.

"What are you saying?"

"You need to get laid, bro. We know you haven't gotten any since you broke up with Scout," Jinxx said matter-of-factually and I rolled my eyes, "you have a lot of pent-up sexual tension and having your hot ex-girlfriend that you're still in love with hanging around is the reason for the morning wood you've been getting for the past two and a half weeks."

"Well, it's nice to know you're so concerned about the lack of sex I've been getting, but I'm not just going to ask Addison to have sex with me so I can get over my 'pent-up' sexual tension," I said, using air quotes before I turned away from them, heading back up the stairs, "I'll be back down in a bit."

"Whatever, Andrew," Ashley said with humor in his tone.

"Shut up," I called back and they all laughed while I shook my head. I headed into my bathroom and took just about the coldest shower to get rid of my problem before I headed into my room to get dressed after drying myself off. I pulled on some clean boxers and a pair of black skinny jeans just before there was a knock on my door. "Come in," I called as I walked over to my closet to look for a shirt to wear.

"Hey, just got text from Alex," Jinxx said as he walked into my room, looking at his phone, "you probably got one too. We're all going to hang at Tyler's house later tonight. It's his parents' date night and Clarissa has to work, so he invited everyone over since he can't get laid," he said before he laughed a bit.

I chuckled, shaking my head, "tell me that's not another shot at me since I can't get laid either," I rolled my eyes.

"No, but now that you've mentioned it," he smirked at me.

"Get out," I pointed at my door and he held up his hands defensively as he backed up toward my bedroom door. He headed out of my room as I pulled a plain white shirt off a hanger, pulling it on before closing my closet door. I put on some socks and my boots before I headed into my bathroom where I brushed out my hair and applied eyeliner around my eyes. When I was done, I grabbed one of my non-studded leather jackets out of my closet and headed to my living room to hang with the guys. "So what you guys want to do?" I asked as I plopped down on my couch next to Christian.

"Well," Jinxx started as he looked at his phone, "it's going on eleven forty-five, so why don't we go get some lunch?" he suggested.

"Fuck yeah, I'm hungry," Christian said.

"You're always hungry," I stated and he shrugged, causing me to chuckle at him.

"Hey here's an idea, are our school kids able to leave campus for lunch?" Ashley spoke up.

I scoffed a laugh, "our school kids?"

"Yes, our school kids. They're seniors, so can they leave campus?"

"I'm not sure, hold on," I said lifting my ass off my couch to pull my phone out of my back pocket. I pulled up a new text message and typed a quick one to Adam.

Once I finished my message, I pressed my send button and dropped my phone in my lap, "so when does their lunch start?" Christian asked.

"Like twelve thirty," I said.

"Oh okay, that's not long from now," he said just before my phone vibrated and emitted the small chime that told me I had a new text message. I picked up my phone, seeing I have a new message from Adam and I opened it to read his reply.

I laughed out loud and shook my head at his reply, what a weirdo, I thought as I typed a quick reply back.

"What did he say?" Ashley asked as I sent the message.

I dropped my phone back down in my lap before I turned my head to look at him, "he said yes we can, why? You going to buy to buy me lunch, sweet cheeks," I repeated Adam's exact words and they all laughed as I chuckled. "So where's Jake right now?" I asked once the laughing calmed down.

"Not sure, let me give him a call," Christian said pulling his phone out of his pocket, calling our lovely lead guitar player and it didn't take long for him to answer his phone, "Yo, what are you doing?"

"Tell him to come to my house and he can ride with one of us for lunch," I said and he nodded as my phone vibrated.

"Oh, well why don't you come over to Andy's house? We're all going to go out to lunch after picking up our kids from school for their lunch hour… Haha, yeah… yeah, we can meet you there, their lunch starts at twelve thirty," he said as I read the text message.


I sent my message to Adam just as Christian hung up his phone, "so what's Jake doing?"

"Um, he took his dad to work because his trucks in the shop, so since he's downtown anyway, he said he'd just meet us at the school," he said and we all nodded.

"Why don't we head down there now?" Jinxx suggested and we all agreed seeing it was going on twelve o-five. We all got up from the couches and headed out of the house once I grabbed my keys, cigarettes, and my lighter. I locked up my front door before I followed behind them as Jinxx spoke up again, "why don't we just take my car? There'll be enough room for everyone since Jake will be in his Suburban."

"Fine by me, it'll save me gas," I smiled as we all headed down to Jinxx's Expedition parked alongside the curb. He shook his head before he unlocked his car as my phone went off, telling me I had a new text so I opened it to read it.

"Hey, what do you guys think about eating at Dewey's?" I asked as we all got in Jinxx's car.

"Dewey's?" Christian arched a brow, "isn't that the pizza place with the fucking awesome calzones?"

"Yeah, on Main Street," I said.

"Fuck yeah, let's go there," he said and I chuckled.

"Sure, I'm up for some pizza," Ashley said.

"Yeah, fine with me," Jinxx said as he started his car and pulled away from my house.

"Alright," I said as I sent a quick message to Adam.

The drive to the school took about twenty-five minutes and we parked right in front of the school and Jake was already waiting when we got there. We all got out of the car and greeted him before waiting only a couple of minutes when we heard the bell ring throughout the school from outside. I was leaning against the back of Jinxx's car with a lit cigarette in hand, waiting on our friends to get outside when Ashley appeared in front of me, placing his hands on my shoulders. "I'm going to caution you before you look because Addison," he started as Jinxx stood beside him with a smirk on his face, "is wearing a miniskirt," he whispered, sounding breathless.

I arched a brow before looking toward the front of school to see our friends making their way over and my eyes landed on Addison who was messing around on her phone. I felt chills run down my spine before throughout my entire body when I scanned over her outfit and my eyes landed on her camo miniskirt. "Oh my god," I choked out in a whisper as my voice quivered while my breath got caught in my throat. I turned my attention away from her and hunched over, walking to the other side of the car and out of view. I leaned against the side of the car, bending my knees a little as I hunched over and placed my hands on my knees, holding my upper body up.

I took a few deep breaths as I heard Jinxx chuckle a little under his breath, "it's okay, just take those deep breaths," he said as he patted me on the back.

"Fuck, man. Why a miniskirt?" I said as I glanced up at him.

"I don't know, but I am so glad I'm not in your position right now," he said and I punched him in the stomach, not too hard and he stumbled back, holding is stomach while laughing.

I stood up, bringing my cigarette up to my lips and took a quick drag before pulling it away while blowing the smoke out of my mouth. I took another deep breath before placing my cigarette between my lips as I walked around to the other side of the car. I straightened out my jacket keeping my gaze on the ground until my cigarette was stolen from my lips. I lifted my head and my eyes locked with those beautiful light blue eyes belonging to the girl in the miniskirt. My mouth hung open as she place my cigarette between her lips and took a drag before pulling it away, blowing the smoke out of the corner of her mouth. "Hi Andy," she smiled as she placed the cigarette back between my lips.

I gave her a crooked smile, being careful not to drop the cigarette, "Hi," I said once I brought my hand up to grab my cigarette, holding it between my pointer and middle fingers.

"Let's get going, our lunch hour isn't too long," Adam said before he climbed into Jake's Suburban. Everyone agreed and we loaded up in the cars and Addison sat in between me and Christian in the backseat of Jinxx's car while Jinxx drove with Iz in the front passenger seat. I had to try my hardest to keep myself calm and my hormones under control since Addison was sitting next to me with her leg rubbing against the side of mine. I finished my cigarette on the way to Dewey's and tossed it out the window when I was done, sighing to myself before rubbing my face.

"You okay, Andy?" Addison asked, getting my attention.

"Yeah, I'm fine, just a little tired. I got woken up before I wanted to be this morning by these two and Ashley," I half lied while referring to my two band mates I was riding with.

"Oh, I'm sorry. You want me to beat them up for you?" she smiled and I chuckled.

Christian gasped from his spot on her right, "you wouldn't dare?!"

Addison turned her head to look at him as I did as well, "you want to test me and find out?" she smirked at him.

Christian's eyes widened a little before he coward away from her, "no," he pouted, putting his head down. She laughed before slipping her arm around his shoulders, giving him a side hug, which he returned with a smile. It wasn't much longer before we were pulling up in front of Dewey's pizza place and Jinxx parked with Jake parking behind us. We all got out of the cars and headed into the pizza parlor and I looked around the parlor for a place we could sit. Jake and Ashley walked up to the counter after we all agreed on two large pizzas, one pepperoni, sausage, and mushroom and the other combination, plus a few calzones while the rest of us headed toward the large party booth they had. Of course because of our appearance, we were all getting strange looks from the people that were having lunch and Addison couldn't help herself when one man didn't try to hide the fact that he was staring.

The guy was sitting at a table with a woman, who was reading something on her phone and he was staring at each of us as we passed his table. Addison was walking slightly ahead of me and stopped as we were passing his table causing me to stop as well, "yes, we're a group people that dare to be different from the rest of you. Got a problem with that?" she asked him. She had a small smirk on her lips and the guy's face paled while the woman looked up from her phone at hearing Addison addressing the man she was with. I scoffed a laugh, looking away from the table and Addison before I turned back, wrapping my arms around Addison's torso, pinning her arms to her sides.

"Let's go sweetheart before you frighten the poor man even more," I said and she just smiled while keeping her eyes on him. I pulled her away and continued our way to the table our friends were sitting down at and she turned her attention away while starting to laugh. "You're so mean," I whispered so that guy wouldn't over hear me and she laughed harder.

"Well, he should have been more discreet if he was going to look at us like we're a bunch of weirdo's," she stated simply while looking at me over her shoulder with a small smile on her lips. Her beautiful lips might I add and I chuckled before I released her, letting her walk ahead of me as I took in a deep breath. I don't know how much longer I can handle not having the right to claim her as mine and press my lips against hers whenever I want without consequences. I let out my deep breath as I followed behind her to the table and took a seat next to Izzy while Addison sat down across from me beside Jinxx. It wasn't long before Ashley and Jake joined us and Jake sat beside me while Ashley took the last spot beside Addison and we all made small conversation while waiting on our pizzas and calzones.

It didn't take too long before our food was brought over and set in the middle of the table along with a stack of plates. Addison being the nice person that she is grabbed the plates, handing them out to everyone, getting thank you's from everyone before she said a simple "you're welcome," with a smile on her lips, God those lips.

After lunch, we ate most of both pizzas with seven pieces left over which Ashley got a box to put in before we left the parlor. We were all stuffed, but happy as we loaded up in the cars, Addison taking her spot in the middle with me on her left, but Ashley occupied her right side this time while Adam was in the front passenger seat of Jinxx's car. Jinxx made the quick trip back to the school, following behind Jake and we pulled up in front as other students were making their way back into the school. Class was going to be starting pretty soon. I got out of the car before helping Addison out of the backseat. "Thank you, Andy," she smiled at me before straightening out her skirt, pulling it down a little since it had hiked up a little from sitting down. I bit the corner of my bottom lip as I watched her run her hands over her skirt, but smiled at her when she looked at me.

"No problem," I said before she gave me a hug.

"I'll see you guys after school," she said, loud enough for my band mates to hear, which they all agreed to with nods of their heads and a couple replies of "alright" or "see ya".

"Yeah, we'll see you later," I said before I kissed her cheek and she smiled with a slight noticeable blush appearing in her cheeks as she released me, but I didn't make anything of it. I gave Izzy a hug and a kiss on the cheek as well when she walked up, wrapping her around me from my side. I said quick goodbyes to Adam, Alex, Tyler, and Clarissa before they all hurried inside the school to get to class as I got back in Jinxx's car. Once I closed the car door and pulled on the seatbelt, I sighed as I sat back in my seat and managed to catch Ashley looking at me from the corner of my eye. I glanced at him to see a big smirk plastered across his face, "what?" I asked while I furrowed my brow.

"You so want her and I'm thinking she wants you to take her hard and rough," he said, causing Jinxx to laugh as he pulled away from the school, heading back to my house with Jake following.

"Shut up," I glared and he laughed, causing me to shake my head, "you guys really need to stop. I don't think I can handle it much longer."

"Dude, you just need to give in and get her back before you lose your mind," Jinxx said, glancing at me through his rearview mirror, "you already said your father told you that she admitted she still loves you, so you just need to man up and admit to her that you still love her."

"The worse that could happen is she tells you that she's not ready for a relationship, but something tells me that you won't be rejected," Ashley said before he patted me on the shoulder.

I shook my head, "I don't know man, I'll think about it, but for right now, she's just my friend and I want to keep it that way."

"Whatever," they both said in unison and I sighed before looking out my window, keeping my attention on the scenery the whole ride back to my house.

When we got to my house, Jinxx pulled into my driveway, parking beside my Eldorado and we all got out while Jake parked his car alongside the curb. We all headed into my house and they all plopped down in my living room, turning on the TV while I took the leftover pizza to my kitchen and stuck it in my fridge. I joined them only a few minutes later, sitting down next to Jake and glanced at the TV to see they were watching A 1000 Ways to Die on Spike TV. I stretched my arms above my head, letting out a small yawn before pulling my cigarettes and lighter out of the pocket of my leather jacket. I pulled one out of the red and white Marlboro box, placing it between my lips before closing my cigarette box and dropped it in my lap. I ran my thumb over the little metal wheel of my lighter, creating the spark and ignited the flame that I place at the end of my cigarette.

I inhaled, my mouth filling up with smoke to assure my cigarette was lit before I dropped my lighter in my lap as well and held my cigarette between my middle and pointer fingers. I pulled it away from my lips and made a smoke ring float out of my mouth before I blew the rest of the smoke out, blowing away the smoke ring I created in the air. "So are we all going to Tyler's tonight?" Jake spoke up and I glanced at him as I placed the cigarette back between my lips, taking another drag.

"Yeah, you get the text too?" Jinxx asked from his spot on the other couch and Jake nodded his head, "yeah, we're going to hang out there."

"Yeah, maybe Andy can be a man and claim what is rightfully his," Ashley said from his spot beside Jinxx.

"Shut up!" I yelled as everyone laughed.

"Sorry, Andy, I couldn't help myself," he said once he calmed down from his laughter.

"Yeah, sure you couldn't," I shook my head, "you guys really got to stop and let it go. Addison and I have been over for two years as of two days ago and that isn't going to change," I said before I took a drag off my cigarette, flicking the ashes into the ashtray on the coffee table.

"You know the exact day you two broke up?" Jake asked as they all stared at me in astonishment while I blew the smoke out of my mouth.

"As a matter of fact, yeah and that's only because September fifteenth of two-thousand and eight was the worst day of my life. I watched my tormenter kiss the love of my life and then I dumped her without letting her explain or sticking around to see her reaction to being kissed by that piece of shit. Even though she's forgiven me for what I put her through emotionally, I can't help but feel guilty every time I look at her or even think about her."

"And that's what you need to understand, Andy. She has forgiven you and she's admitted to still loving you and we all know that you still love her. Regardless that you two dated and broke up on bad terms two years ago, that doesn't mean you can't reclaim what you had and start over with a clean slate," Jake explained and I sighed before I dropped my head back on my couch, closing my eyes.

"I don't want to hurt her again," I said with pure sadness evident in my tone.

"You won't," Ashley said as Jake patted me on the shoulder reassuringly, causing me to lift my head and look at him before looking at Ashley as he continued, "it's not that Scout wasn't a great girl until you two started fighting all the time, but you made a mistake and you've realized that. You just need to show Addison that and prove to her that you're willing to do whatever it takes to make it up to her."

"I'll think about it. Don't get me wrong, I would love to rekindle the love that me and her shared. I just don't want to screw up again because I can guarantee it will ruin our friendship for good," I said and they all nodded as Jake patted me on the shoulder again. I placed my cigarette between my lips and took a long needed drag, flicking the ashes into the ashtray again while exhaling the smoke out of the corner of my mouth. I sat back on the couch with a sigh and closed my eyes, thinking about Addison and our past relationship as they talked amongst themselves. You know what? Maybe they're right. I should just man up and try to revive the relationship I should have never lost in the first place. The worst that could happen is Addison tells me she isn't ready for a relationship again, which wouldn't be so bad. Like I've said, Addison is the love of my life and I would do just about anything for her. I'm willing to wait for her for as long as it takes, just as long as she's willing to take me back when she's ready.

Notes

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Sorry it's taking forever to post a story that's already posted somewhere else. I'm just lazy and just got over pneumonia.