All They Do Is Push You To The Edge
Bad Habits
Darcys POV
since the run in with th douche lords, i fell back into old bad habits. falling back into bad thoughts and i felt liek i deserved this. I made sure to take time to hid these unholy reminders of finding a way to deal with my past. but i was doing better, i havent even thought about it since 3 weeks ago.
andy was getting very protective now. i wasnt allowed to leave the bus wihtout having somone with me. not only was andy worried about the outside world but also about ashley. umours started to go about that the reason i was so badly injured was from a fight with ashleys ex girlfriend.... not only that but after last time, girls thought it was fine to run up and snog him. Andy also hated the amount of time me and ash were spending with each ohter. not that we are gunna have much left.... in a few weeks i leave for a meeting with a lable for my band, we may have a deal if thee next few shows go well. if not CC said i can always be merch girl but i want to go back to school in LA. Not that dad would allow that either.
I cant win here lately i either did ash wron so we would fight or do something to piss off and. nothing i do is ok. so i thought that i was just gunna play the next few shows and make the most of it...how ever much time i have left
since the run in with th douche lords, i fell back into old bad habits. falling back into bad thoughts and i felt liek i deserved this. I made sure to take time to hid these unholy reminders of finding a way to deal with my past. but i was doing better, i havent even thought about it since 3 weeks ago.
andy was getting very protective now. i wasnt allowed to leave the bus wihtout having somone with me. not only was andy worried about the outside world but also about ashley. umours started to go about that the reason i was so badly injured was from a fight with ashleys ex girlfriend.... not only that but after last time, girls thought it was fine to run up and snog him. Andy also hated the amount of time me and ash were spending with each ohter. not that we are gunna have much left.... in a few weeks i leave for a meeting with a lable for my band, we may have a deal if thee next few shows go well. if not CC said i can always be merch girl but i want to go back to school in LA. Not that dad would allow that either.
I cant win here lately i either did ash wron so we would fight or do something to piss off and. nothing i do is ok. so i thought that i was just gunna play the next few shows and make the most of it...how ever much time i have left
7/18/13