JADE POV
I have no idea how long I had slept but I woke up to find Rob and Jase in bed with me, all of us with makeup smeared across our faces, big baggy t-shirts on, hair was messy and every where. Last night must have been good, obviously... I got up and ran to my bathroom. Wow I look a mess! Picking up a makeup wipe I quickly sorted this mess out, I applied a simple layer of foundation and picked up a comb and started detangling my messy, scarecrow hair. After I sorted that, I brushed my teeth and tried to wake myself up. I am so tired words can not explain...

I could hear that the girls finally arose from their sweet dreams, seriously these two sleep like the dead! But anyways, they were both sat up talking about out triple date last night/ very early this morning...
“Last night made my freaking life! Can you two believe that we went on a date with Andy Biersack, Ashley Purdy and the gorgeous Danny Worsnop... Well he is so sweet and so –” Rob was cut off by Jase who went crazy over Ash.
“Oh my god, Ash is amazing, he is so cute and funny and sweet and oh my god, Andy didn’t want to let you go Jay... Jay? Oi! Lover girl? Mrs Biersack?”
“JAY!” both of them screamed at me throwing a pillow at me.
“What? What happened? Who died?!” I shouted awaking from a day dream.
Rob said “You were not listening to us and by the way turn the god damn music down!”

I was obviously not paying much attention, because my phone was ringing and it was Andy...
“I am so so sorry. Its not meant to be now. I’ll be at yours soon. I am so sorry...”
“Andy? What’s happening? What’s going on?”
“I have to leave...”
“What? Why? Baby what’s happen–” He cut me off and started shouting,
“I don’t know! Okay? I don’t know. But I promised you’d I would say bye,” his voice travelled off, “wait for me outside? Please? I’ll be there in a few minutes just please wait...”
“I will now, hurry...” saying that I hung up the phone. Grabbing some new clothes, I shoved them on in my bathroom, rushing around the place, Robyn and Jase questioning me, I shouted answers every so often. Why is he going? Why does he have to leave me? Why am I getting angry?

I ran down stairs as fast as I could, Rob explaining to mum, I launched myself out the door just as Andy pulled up. I ran straight into his arms,
“I don’t want you to go! Please don’t leave me... Andy please don’t do this... I love you!” As I said it, tears began to fall. I was looking into his eyes and he pulled me into his chest,
“I have to... This is obviously important. I have to. You know if I could stay I would but, I have to leave. Sorry.” He became blunt with me, like he was mad.
“If you have to then go, I fell for you so easily! Just for you to go. It’s fine. Go!” I pushed him off me and went to run inside. But as I turned he grabbed my forearm, pulled me back and kissed me.
“Jade, I love you. I know this isn’t healthy for a new relationship, but guess what? I am not ruining this, us, because I have to leave. I swear to you, I will come back. But now, I have to leave. I’m sorry,” he kissed my head and pulled me close, then he whispered, “I’ll come back for you... Just wait...”
“Wait for what? You to realise that every other fangirl will be all over you... Just like I was!”
“What are you trying to say? That you didn’t mean it? Anything?”
“Of course I did! How could you say that?”
“You know what? I’ve got to go. I don’t want to do this. I can’t deal with it.”
“Can’t deal with what? With me? Andy if this was just a stupid fling then tell me, I’m a big girl I can deal with it?”
“All I’m saying is timings not perfect right now –”
“ Fine, then take this back. I really had feelings for you Andrew. But... I want you to know I’ll always love y –”
“ Its over Jade. I have to go. I am so sorry.” He had the ring he gave me in his hand and placed it in his pocket.
“Wait! Andrew. Please. We can do this, we can make it work... Please...”
“ So you want to try? You love me and want me to be your boyfriend?”
“Of course Andy, I love you...”
“I’ll come back okay? Before I leave for the US or at least I’ll try. Listen, I’ve got to go. I’m sorry...”
“Are we even together now? Don’t walk away from me!”
“I need to think. And yes, I think we are. I’ve got to go now...”He kissed me one last time and said he loves me...But then he coldly walked away... He got in his car and drove away... I wiped my tears and acted strong, what else can I do? Just have to wait for my Andy Biersack to come back for me... Hopefully it’s soon. I need some form of explanation. I have just had everything I believe in taken away. I was left a mess of tears on my garden path. With no actual clue of what was going; where I stood with the lead singer of Black Veil Brides; or even if our relationship meant anything to him.

To me, those couple of days we had meant a lot... Knowing that he loved me meant the world, but I guess what has happened will be, and when he isn’t busy we can try again, I hope.

Notes

THERE IS A SEQUEL! It will be update first chapter tonight under the name Saviour. Hope you read it and thankyou for reading, commenting voting and subscribing to my story it means the world to me :D <3