I Love You More Than I Could Ever Scream
Part One: Jade
JADE POV
I had always been the kind of girl how didn’t really belong, didn’t fit in with the other kids at school, didn’t have anybody to belong to. But hey, when you’re six-teen what do you belong too?Why does it matter if you don’t have a lot of friends? It’s no big deal, right?
My name is Jade Addams. I’m a six-teen year old girl, who’s got long, layered blonde hair that ran down my back and a choppy side fringe fell directly over my right eye; hiding the (so called) captivating blue eyes that I outline with thick black eyeliner with little flicks either side. Mum said I’ve got beautiful features, such as high cheek bones, indulgent eyes, and tiny smile. But after time, the stuff that I’ve been through, I don’t really see it. It didn’t matter to me; I am just the same as I had always been, just slightly damaged now.
School was just another thing I had to do. Where I had to see people that didn’t understand me, people who thought I was a freak. I tried to keep quiet and tried to stay out of the way in classes. Quiet, smart, and unconfident would be how teachers would describe me but whatever, what’s another opinion. It was only another point of view. So I’d walk in to classes with earphones in, music playing to match what ever mood I was in. Nine times out of ten, would be listening to my favourite band, Black Veil Brides. They are just so, oh my god, actually in love with their music. Nobody could ever understand the amount the five guys in that band had done for me. Just one song had helped though so much, Saviour. The five men, Andy Biersack, Ashley Purdy, Christian Coma, Jake Pitts and Jinxx, were my saviours. That song had helped when no one else ever could; through stress, hurt, being lied to or feeling down. All I wanted was to be able to say thank you to the guys that had helped me through the toughest years of my life – the teenage years.
On April 22nd, the band where coming to my small home town as part of their tour; then I would have to see them. It would be dream come true, next step just to get them to actually notice me among the people in the crowd. How was I going to do that?!
I had always been the kind of girl how didn’t really belong, didn’t fit in with the other kids at school, didn’t have anybody to belong to. But hey, when you’re six-teen what do you belong too?Why does it matter if you don’t have a lot of friends? It’s no big deal, right?
My name is Jade Addams. I’m a six-teen year old girl, who’s got long, layered blonde hair that ran down my back and a choppy side fringe fell directly over my right eye; hiding the (so called) captivating blue eyes that I outline with thick black eyeliner with little flicks either side. Mum said I’ve got beautiful features, such as high cheek bones, indulgent eyes, and tiny smile. But after time, the stuff that I’ve been through, I don’t really see it. It didn’t matter to me; I am just the same as I had always been, just slightly damaged now.
School was just another thing I had to do. Where I had to see people that didn’t understand me, people who thought I was a freak. I tried to keep quiet and tried to stay out of the way in classes. Quiet, smart, and unconfident would be how teachers would describe me but whatever, what’s another opinion. It was only another point of view. So I’d walk in to classes with earphones in, music playing to match what ever mood I was in. Nine times out of ten, would be listening to my favourite band, Black Veil Brides. They are just so, oh my god, actually in love with their music. Nobody could ever understand the amount the five guys in that band had done for me. Just one song had helped though so much, Saviour. The five men, Andy Biersack, Ashley Purdy, Christian Coma, Jake Pitts and Jinxx, were my saviours. That song had helped when no one else ever could; through stress, hurt, being lied to or feeling down. All I wanted was to be able to say thank you to the guys that had helped me through the toughest years of my life – the teenage years.
On April 22nd, the band where coming to my small home town as part of their tour; then I would have to see them. It would be dream come true, next step just to get them to actually notice me among the people in the crowd. How was I going to do that?!
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7/18/13