Realizing that anything I say at this point will be held against me by Ashley, i shut my mouth and looked at my brother. He looked down on me. He knows what I'm like when I'm drunk, I don't mean anything I say. "Ash, she didn't mean it, she was drunk, can;t you just fucking believe that?" Andy spoke up, looking right at Ashley.

Ashley smirked and shook his head, "If she didn't make it look like she has something for me, I would believe her, but the way she acts makes me know she likes me. It's just logic." The rest of the guys looked between me and him.

"What are we in fucking seventh grade? Ashley, just get over the fact that she doesn't like you. I would like to think you know about what people say when they are drunk, but obviously not," CC chimed in.

All the guys nodded as an agreement. Everyone at this point should realize that Ashley is just a conceited manwhore that needs to shut the fuck up. I would never like Ashley. It's obvious isn't it?

I looked at Andy, he had no clue what to say in the situation. He didn't know who to defend, his sister or his best friend. He looked back down at me and shook his head. Andy turned on his heel and went up the stairs. "Fuck you," I muttered, following my brother.

"You know you want to," Ashley said cockily.

"I swear on my fucking life Purdy, you say one more cocky thing, I smack that annoying ass smirk off of your face, because I'm sick and tired of it," I snapped turning around on the steps. "And it's shocking me that you didn't go run after Juliet to get an easy fuck like you do when all the guys break up with their girlfriends." I added in turning back around and glancing over my shoulder to see Ashley shocked that I had just said that to him.

I went over to Andy's door to see it locked. I went in my room, through the bathroom and right before Andy could close the door, I stopped it with my hand. "Andy.." I trailed off, walking into his room and sitting on his bed next to him. "What's wrong?"

"I don't know, I hate the way he talks to you; yet he is still my best friend and I don't know what to do anymore," He said dropping his head into his hands. "I can't stand to see how much he is tearing you apart. You say you don't care about what he says; yet you take everything he says and you keep all your emotions bottled up and become a mess. Addisan, I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to stop everything that is going on. I don't need it escalating. I don't need you to take the mental abuse, again."

I looked up at my brother. I knew he was breaking inside from seeing his little sister like this. All he wants for me is to be happy and he can tell I'm not. He knows that he is the only one that I have to turn to at this point. "You don't deserve to be treated like this. It's been getting worse as time passes on."

"I know, I hate it as much as you do. I don't know how much longer I can take it," I said. He looked down at me wide-eyed.

"W-what do you mean?" He stuttered.

"I mean, I don't know how much longer I will be able to live in this house, with you guys. You see it, it's nonstop," I clarified, my voice getting quieter by every word.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know, somewhere, I guess. Anywhere but here."

As much as it hurt to say it, I had to. I don't know how much longer I could stand being under the same roof as Ashley. I heard my brother sobbing. I pulled him into a hug and let out a sigh. I knew that something bad would happen when I moved here, but I didn't think it would drive me out of the house.

I didn't want to leave my brother.

Or Jake.

Or CC.

Or Jinxx.

But I had to thanks to Ashley.

He cried harder into my shoulder. My brother is a hard headed guy and to see him cry was very rare. But this time, I knew, he didn't want me to leave. Seeing him cry made me cry. I nuzzled into his shoulder and started crying too.

The only thing I have been able to do the past week. "I'm sorry, Andy," I croaked out.

With that, he just held me tighter. I knew I was his world and he didn't want to see me leave, but it was for the best for everyone in the house.

The only other person that said he is always willing to take me in, was Austin.

I pulled away from my brother and he looked at me and sniffled. "I'm going to call Austin," I murmured. Andy nodded and started crying more.

This was worse than a bad break up. "I'm sorry, it came to this," he apologized.

"Why are you apologizing? If anyone should be, it's me. I've messed everything up since I came here. All of your guys' friend ships with Ashley. Juliet broke up with you because of me. Everything is because of me and look where we are now." He shook his head. I stood up and went into my room.

I pulled out my phone and hit Austin's contact.

"Hello?" he answered.
"Austin, can I stay with you?"
"Yeah, of course, I'm coming over now and you can explain."
"Okay."
"Bye, Addie."

I locked my phone and put it on my bed. My brother walked in. He handed me a couple things. I looked at him and he motioned for me to look at them.

I unfolded the fabric that is on top to see his favorite KISS sweatshirt. Inside was the bracelet of his that I always wear, Andy, a couple of pictures, and a bottle of war paint.

I smiled at the last one and looked up at him, "Andy you didn't -"

"Yes, I did Addie. I want you too know that I am always going to be here for you," he pulled me into another hug and we heard the front door open.

I got up and my bedroom door opened. Austin stood there with apologetic eyes.

He noticed that me and Andy were both crying and spoke up, "What happened?"

Notes

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