I went into my room and locked myself in there. Meaning, I locked my bedroom and bathroom door. The last thing I want is to see anyone.

"Addie," I heard Andy's voice from my bedroom door. "Addisan, open the door. Please."

He kept on begging for me to answer the door, but I sat in the same spot. I didn't answer him, I didn't make a sound. "Please, let me in so I can talk to you about this," he pleaded again.

"Talk about what Andy? It's obvious, you choose her over everything. For fucks sake Andy," I said from the other side. I didn't here anything from the other side. I went over to the door. I slowly unlocked it and opened it.

There is where my brother sat, in front of my door, staring at the plain wall in front of him. "Andy," I said looking down at him. "What do you want to talk about?" I asked, waiting for him to speak.

"Addie," he stood up and walked in my room, "you don't get it."

"What don't I get? That your girlfriend fucking hates me, because trust me Andrew, that fake smile isn't fooling anyone but you. She changed you Andy." I said, my voice getting quieter.

"What do you mean she changed me?"

"She changed you, no more make up, no more screaming. Andy, I love you to death, but I miss the old you. The old you who spent more time on his make up then I did. The one that would buy me war paint for my birthday. You don't do that anymore, and its because of her."

"Addie, I'm finally happy," he said, tears threatening to pour out.

"I understand that, but, I heard you last night. I heard you throw away the collage. It may be something made out of paper, but Andy, I don't even know. Do you want me to fucking leave?"

"No of -"

"Because, between her and fucking Ashley, I'm so close to leaving. He is an asshole, she is a bitch, and I'm apparently the one who fucking ruins everything." I shouted.

"Are you leaving?" he asked.

"If I do, I guess I'm on the streets," I said walking past him, "I don't want to. But for fucks sake, your choosing your fucking girlfriend over your sister. I thought you would be there for me through everything, like you said you were." Little did I know, the tears were falling down my face too.

He looked at me with the eyes a match to mine. His face all red and blotchy. "I hate seeing you like this," he admitted. "I didn't want to throw it away."

"Then why did you?!" I shouted. More tears falling faster than before. "Because your the only one that doesn't see how much she hates me. She is breaking our relationship. Andy when was the last time we were able to hang out just me and you?"

"I don't know."

"Exactly, than your fucking girlfriend comes in and ruins it! Just go back to her. Please, leave me alone," I snapped. He tried to talk but I ignored him. "Thanks for being the best big brother," I mumbled.

He left my room and slowly closed the door. I laid on my bed.

What happened to the good times me and Andy always had? I miss my fucking brother, but she just thinks I'm the little annoying sister that wants her brother all to herself.

I can't do this anymore, I want to leave, but I have nowhere to go. And your delusional if you think I'm going back with my parents. I don't even want to leave this room, but I'm going to have too.

"Andy, baby, where are you going?" I heard that voice, that was like nails on a chalkboard. Soon, I heard a door open and close and some rustling around. "What are you doing? Keeping that ugly thing your bratty sister made you?" she scoffed.

I cried even harder and tried to keep it quiet. I slid out of the clothes I was wearing and rummaged through my drawers. I put on plaid pajama pants, a Falling in Reverse tank top and kept on my beanie.

I put in Finding Nemo, because it is the best movie ever and grabbed Andy. Andy is my stuffed penguin that Andy got me when we were younger, I named it after him because I said I would always have him with me, even when he is gone.

I got under the blankets and brought Andy into my chest.

I didn't even realize I fell asleep, because I woke up a five o'clock. When I unwrapped myself from the blankets, I grabbed a hoodie I found on the chair in my room. I held Andy in my arms and went downstairs.

"Awe, look at the little cry baby," I heard Juliet say from my side when I stepped off the last step.

"Shut the fuck up you no tittie having bitch," I hissed and walked into the kitchen. When I walked in all the guys were surrounded by the island. "Ashley, can you hand me the glasses over there?" he nodded and grabbed them.

I opened the cabinet and looked for the Nutella. My obsession with this stuff is like Andy's obsession with Batman. I grabbed a spoon and sat on the counter. "Where is Andy?" I asked.

"I think he went out," CC said. I nodded and hopped off the counter and headed to my room. I earned a dirty look from Juliet and smirked. I closed my door and sat back in my bed. I once again hit play and put Andy next to me.

My door opened to reveal my brother. "Addie..." he trailed off. "Do you want to do a movie night with me?" he asked and sniffled.

"Is your little princess going to butt in?" I asked.

"No, Addie your my only princess, and looks like you found Andy," he smiled.

"Never lost him," I murmured. I got out of bed and followed my brother to the basement.

"This reminds me of when we were in middle school," I said and giggled a little.

"Because it was, Addie, I miss you so much little sister," he admitted.

"I miss you too," I started to feel the tears on the verge of falling out. "I just want my big brother back."

"You never lost him," I smiled and looked into my brother's eyes that were a match to mine.

"Good, I love you Andy."

"I love you too, Addie. And no one will ever replace you. You are my princess and bestfriend." He brought me into a hug, and then I realized, I do have the best big brother ever.

Notes

this is just a short little filler. I just thinks that Andy and Addisan's realtionship it so fucking cute.

I wish I had a brother to have a relationship like that with.