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Nobody's Hero

Chapter twenty-one.

There were very, very, faint voices ringing in my ear. After a while of just laying there, trying to tune them out.. I realized it was only one voice. It was the broken voice of my brother. I suddenly felt the urge to jolt up and run home. I wanted to go back home.

Home with Andy.

My heart monitor started going crazy, and I was soon surrounded by nurses. "A-andy?" I said as loud as I could, the sound more coming out scratchy. "Andy, I-"

Before, I was able to talk to him, the hospital bed I was in was getting pushed out of the room. "W-where am I going? Why can't I stay with my brother?!" I frantically screeched. The nurses were trying to calm me down, but to no avail. I just wanted to go back in that room with my brother.

I wanted to sit there with him and cry. I wanted to apologize for everything I've done wrong.

I truly just want to go home. Nothing felt good here. I didn't like it.

I was pulled into another room. "Why am I in here?"

"Everything will be explained in a second, sweetie. We need to talk to your brother first."

I nodded and all the nurses left the room. I put my head back on my pillow and closed my eyes. I was starving. I wanted food like now. This was a necessity. I wanted something sweet.... but I also want something salty.

Just give me some food. Is that so much to ask for?

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After waiting for what felt like days, the door opened and someone appeared in the doorway. I didn't open my eyes, expecting it to be a nurse, hitting me hard in the head with the news. When I heard boot clad steps making there way, I knew it was Andy. "Addisan.. we have to talk."

I sat up as much as I could, my body was feeling limp. "Please tell me I can go home..." I trailed off, looking him in the eyes. When the words came off of my tongue, I knew asking that, I wouldn't get the answer I want.

"No," he sighed, running a hand through his hair. "They want to put you in a behavioral hospital. But you would come home everyday."

I was sad about the whole hospital thing, but I was ecstatic about being able to go home. "Addie, don't get too excited. There is a problem about you going home."

"What do you mean there is a problem?" I inquired, not even hiding the worry on my face. "If it's about Ash-"

"It's not! It's about Oli! He thinks your dead. And now that you are apparently dead, I will be too. But listen to me Addisan... I want you to be safe."

"And how exactly are we going to fucking do that?" I hissed. I was getting frustrated.

"I don't fucking know. If I knew, I would damn well tell you. Addie, just because Oliver is on tour, doesn't mean he doesn't have people after me. You are going to have to hide like crazy."

"I understand that, but I don't want to fucking go to this behavioral hospital. It was one slip up, it won't happen again!"

"How will I know that? How will I know that you are telling the fucking truth, Addisan? You said you weren't going to do it again last time and look where we are now."

"So you're calling me a fuck-up?"

"Don't put words in my mouth, Addie. I'm not. I just think this will help you!"

"I don't need help, Andy. I need fucking support. Something I haven't gotten lately." I crossed my arms over my chest and he put his hands in the air.

"You know what then? You fucking find a place to go. You protect yourself. I'm done here," and with that he walked out of the room with a slamming of the door.

The door soon opened back up. "Miss Biersack? Before you brother left, he had someone drop some clothes off, so let's get you in the shower and to the cafeteria!" she peppily said. It was giving me a headache.

I just wanted to get out of here.

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"Okay, so basically you will be coming to this room everyday at 10 a.m. You must ring the doorbell and if you have a cellular device on you, you must give it to the person that answered the door." A therapist in the 'psychological' part of the hospital explained.

She brought me into the door that I was told to. "I'm going to bring you to the group room. I'm just letting you know, they are going to ask why you are here, do you know why, Miss Biersack?"

"Yeah, substance abuse and suicide attempt.. and, uh depression?" She smiled and nodded, opening a door where a few other sat in blue chairs.

"Ah, you must be Addisan!" one lady said, standing up. I nodded and walked all the way into the room. "Well, Addisan, take a seat anywhere you like and we will get started soon."

All the people in here looked about the ages of 16 through 20.

"Okay!" the lady smacked her hands together. "We have a new face, so let's start with introductions. Why don't we do name, age, reason for being here, and a fun fact."

Everyone groaned at the fun fact part, but went along with it.

The first kid that had long black hair and multiple piercings went first. "I'm Blake, I'm 17, and I'm here for depression and substance abuse. Uh, my favorite band is Black Veil Brides." I smirked

The next girl went and she had bright blue hair and angel bites. "I'm Kaylee, I'm 16 and I'm here for family problems and substance abuse. I'm seeing a concert tonight."

There was only one more person that had to go other than me and he spoke up. "I'm Alex, I'm 20 and I'm here for substance abuse. And, uhm, my favorite color is black."

The therapist and the other three all turned there attention to me. "I'm Addisan, I'm 19, I'm here for depression, suicide attempt, and substance abuse. And my brother is in a band."

They all nodded there heads. The therapist started going on about the rules and stuff and the session went on.

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"Okay, fifteen minutes break. Remember, no talking to other members other than the ones in this group." We all nodded and headed out to where the tables are.

"So," the one named Blake spoke up. "You're brother is in a band?" I nodded.

"What does he do?" the girl, Kaylee asked.

"He sings." I said. They probably thought he was in some high school band out of our garage.

"What's the band's name so I can check them out?" blake asked.

"Uh, Black Veil Brides," I said, gulping. They all looked at me, bug eyed.

"Wait," Blake said. "You're Andy Biersack's little sister?"

I nodded. "No way!" the girl said. I rolled up my sweatshirt sleeve to show Andy's favorite bracelet.

"Andy's favorite bracelet he always let's me wear." And at that moment, I knew I didn't deserve to have that bracelet on my wrist.

Notes

I am sooo sorry if this is triggering to anyone. This will be the only chapter like this, I promise.

I'm also very sorry it was really really fucking boring </3

Love you slutmuffins!! oxoxox

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Tei-pac Tei-pac
6/14/15

*tear rolls down my cheek* Chapter 24

Just finished chapter 6 and I'm already on the verge of tears

OMG!!!!!! That hangover fart bit made me laugh so hard. I swear I have the mind of a teenage boy sometimes.

WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT? OH MY GOD I CAN'T.

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3/17/15