Nobody's Hero

I cocked my head to the side and faced the demon my sister has been fighting the minute she met him. The damage has been done, just the thing the arrogant prick would say. "How'd you know she was here?"

"Well, when our accompanying band wants to try to push the tour back a little, I do have the right to know why," he dryly said. "At least she did it before I did."

I took one last drag of my cigarette and turned my body to fully face him. "Is that the 'deep shit' you were talking about?"

He scoffed. "The deep shit isn't nearly over. Now that Addie's gone.. you're next my friend."

He really think Addisan is dead. He really does. We're just going to have to keep it that way. "Anything to be there with her, Sykes," I replied. "You have a nice day now." I turned on my heel and walked back inside the hospital, going back to Addie's designated room.

I looked at my sister, all the guys were circled around her, but Ashley was off in his own world in the corner. I ignored him, he was probably having one of his moments.

I knew there was an obvious look of worry on my face. There was no hiding that. "Nothing it's fine," I quickly said.

"Andy, we didn't ask.." Jinxx expressed with worry. "What happened out there?"

I sat there, looking at my sister. That bastard outside thinks she is dead. And now that apparently she is dead, I have to go.

We will try to keep the fact that Addisan is alive a secret for as long as possible. It isn't going to be east but we will be able to do it.

"Oliver.." I trailed off. "Oli was outside, and he.. he thinks Addie is dead." I didn't break my gaze on my sister. She can't die.

He can't find out.

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It's been two weeks since Addie slipped into a coma and since Oli has come up to me. Thankfully, Oli and Austin are on tour now, so I don't have to worry.. too much.

I didn't leave the hospital, not once. I stayed by my sister, listening to her heart monitor, mentally praying it wouldn't stop. It can't stop. It just can't.

Ashley has been nowhere in sight the past two weeks and no one knows where he went or where he is. Nurses have come in a couple times to check up on her, switch her IV and all of her tubes that she had connected to her. They all gave me sympathetic smiles, noticing me there every single day.

I don't know what I'm feeling towards Addie right now. I was mad at her, but soon enough I was ready to break down. I did break down. Everyday I was in the hospital. I couldn't look at her in that hospital bed. It was too hard. I never thought I would see her in there again.

Not after the first time.

But at least the first time she was awake. She was awake and I was allowed to talk to her about it, but this time.. I was only able to look at her. Listen to her heart monitor. Hoping, hoping as much as I can that line will not go straight.

I sat back in the chair and looked at her.

"Andy, look!" Addisan screeched, holding up the new pair of shoes she got. They were just a simple pair of black vans, but she loved them.

Addisan was three years younger than me, and was the baby. "Love em, Ads!" I said. She gave me a toothy grin and asked me.

"Andy, will you please help me tie them?"

"Of course, Addie. But you know how to tie your shoes!"

She huffed. "I know, but I like when you help me. You're never home anymore," she said looking down at me. "I miss you."

I helped her get her first shoe on and tied it. I looked up at her. "I miss you too, Addisan. I will try to be home more, I promise."

But I broke that promise, I broke that simple little promise ten years ago. I wasn't home more. I was out more. I was out gallivanting, causing trouble, not thinking of my little sister, who needed me most.

I started crying... no, I was having a meltdown. A meltdown right in the middle of the hospital room. "I'm so sorry Ads." I croaked.

I put my head down. I grabbed her cold hand and looked at my feet. "Words can't explain, how fucking sorry I am."

Sooner than I thought, the heart monitor started to go crazy. I didn't even bother looking up.

Nurses rushed in and I still kept my gaze at my feet.

"A-andy?" I heard that melodic voice that sounded kind of hoarse. "Andy, I-"

Notes

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sorry this isn't the best.. or long. I thought my friend was helping me, but she decided not to, so I kept holding it off. It is currently 3:33 a.m. where I am and I really need to sleep so, yeah!