Nobody's Hero

"Wait.. what?" I gulped. This was not what I was expecting at all. I either thought he was broken down, or begging me to stay, but it seemed to be neither.

I didn't understand what Andy was saying. "You need to go back to Austin's, because of Ashley," he once again said slower.

"Don't get smart with me, Andrew," I hissed. "Fine. But I need a ride. My car is at Oli's."

Andy nodded and walked upstairs, me following in suit.

"Wait! Addie where are you going?" I heard Jake ask. I turned around and looked at him.

"I'm going back to Austin's.. that's where I live now," I said, turning back torwards the door, following my brother to his car. I sat in the passenger seat and leant my head against the window, looking past all the houses.

I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I'm sober. But, I don't want to go back to Austin's, but I don't want to stay with Andy. Yet, if I don't go with either of them, I'm homeless.

But there was that little part of me.. that wanted to go back to Oli. I have no fucking clue why, but I wanted too. "Andy?" I broke the silence. He nodded and I continued. "Why? Why can't I stay with you?" I asked, tears brimming my eyes.

"I will explain, it will just be too much for you now," he answered, his eyes not leaving the road.

I couldn't hold it in. The tears started pouring. I just wanted my relationship with my brother back. I clearly ruin everything.

I don't even know what to do with myself. There is nothing to look forward to anymore. Andy and Austin are going on tour together and I still don't know who's merch girl I am.

Alan is a fucking dickwad. Ashley is his same asshole self, but I have to leave my home because of him.

My life is just going downhill.. and there would only be one solution.

But, I can't. I can't do that to Andy. Andy, the only one that is there for me in the end.

We pulled up to Austin's house and I looked at my brother. The tears were still pouring down my face. He leaned over the center console and wrapped me in his arms. The scent of mint and cigarette I grew up with. "I miss you so fucking much, Addie," his voice sounded hoarse.

I looked up at him to see he was crying to. "I promise, I will explain everything, Ads. Just give me some time, okay? You stay here until everything is figured out."

"I love you Andy," I whispered as I nuzzled my face into his chest.

"I love you too, Addie," he whispered back. I pulled away and walked up to the front door, turning the knob and walking in.

I slowly closed the door, noticing the house was rather quiet. I walked up the stairs and down the hall to my room, locking the door and throwing myself on my bed. I wrapped myself up in all my blankets and looked at the wall.

"Maybe this is all just a dream, and when I wake up everything will be back to the way it used to be," I whispered, soon drifting off into a deep sleep.

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The banging on the door got louder as time went by. I groaned and looked at the time.

8:56

Fuck. I got up and went to the door, unlocking and opening it, just to reveal Austin. I looked at him, with no emotion on my face.

"I'm so happy your safe," he whimpered looking right at me. "Addisan, I was so worried, and going crazy and-"

"Aus, please, I'm tired of all the lies. I just want to die already." I muttered. I heard him take in a sharp breath.

"Ad-"

"No, I'm done with everything and everyone. I don't know what to do anymore," I stressed wiping hair out of my face. I soon started crying. "I'm just an emotional mess that messes everything up."

I was soon embraced by Austin's muscular arms. "Addie, please don't leave us. I love you with all my heart and more and I can't picture my life without you. You're my best friend," he said, resting his chin on my head. "Please, please, don't leave."

"If it's not me who does it, it's most likely going to be someone else."

"And who is that?...." he question, hesitently.

I gulped and looked at him, shaking my head. He had a look on his face that said.. 'tell me'. "It's Oli."

Notes

dude i have no clue. but you guys are so amazing here you go. sorry it's another cliffhanger though.

so what the fuckery is up with Addie and all these thoughts.
What's going on wt Ashley?
What do you think Oli is going to do?

comment vote sub!!
love yous

xoxox