After explaining to Austin what happened, he told me that I can stay at his place as long as I need. It hurt so much to think that I am leaving my brother; the one who took me in.

Austin and Andy, helped me put all my clothes into various bags. After a good hour of doing that. We grabbed all the things that could actually go in Austin's car.

We loaded the things in and I walked back to my almost empty room. My brother pulled me into another hug. I was fighting the urge to cry. "I love you Addie," he said again. "Don't forget that. I will always be the big brother that took you in. The big brother that will help you over any one else. If you need anything, you know my number."

"I love you too, Andy, more than words can explain. I will call you everyday. I will keep in contact with all of you. Don't forget that. You will never loose me. Ever."

We pulled apart and he smiled down at me. He started to walk downstairs and I followed. This is all happening so fast.

All the guys were lined up. First was Jake. "I will always be here for you, Addie, just remember that, I love you." I hugged him probably the tightest and moved over to CC.

"Addie! I'm going to miss you!" He cried, picking me up. Jinxx was next.

"Don't forget about me Addie, because I sure as hell am unforgettable," I smirked. I'm going to miss these guys so much.

Ashley was standing next to Jinxx and I just gave him a glare and walked back over too Austin.
"Ready?"

I let out a sigh, "Yeah, I'm ready." And with that, Austin and I were on the front porch getting ready to go to the car.

"You don't deserve any of this, and you know that," he said. I pulled him into a hug and we walked down to the car.

As he pulled away, I looked back at the house through the rear-view mirror.

Good job Addisan, you realized what you really deserve.

I have to stop talking to myself in my head.

On the whole way there, Austin and I terribly sang along to Green Day songs, with all the windows down. I love times like this with Austin.

Austin was really the only other person. Andy came first no matter what, then I knew Austin would be there. He is like one of my best friends. "You know Alan lives with me, right?" he asked. I looked over at him to see him smirking. I put my head in my hands. "Addie, Ashley told everyone, he knows, but I don't think he remembers it."

"Oh God. I will have to live with the kid I've majorly crushed on for who knows how long. This is just great," I mocked. He laughed at me and pulled into the driveway. Alan was on the front porch smoking a cigarette and drinking a beer. When Austin's car pulled up, Alan butted out his cigarette and put the beer bottle to the side.

I stepped out of the car and so did Austin. Alan came up to me. "Addisan Biersack, right?" he asked with a smirk. I nodded, putting my head down due to the fact that I was blushing like crazy. He chuckled and helped Austin with my bags. I put them inside.

I never realized how long it has been since I have been in this house. Austin lead me up to my new room. "Do anything you like with it!" he said. I let out a sigh and walked over to the closet.

It was huge. I started taking out my clothes and putting them in designated areas. I was going to have to get used to doing things differently over here. I put my blankets and Alan on the bed and looked around. I plugged in my dock and put all my music stuff next to it.

I took out the collection of Alternative Press magazine and put them in a random drawer. The suitcases and bags I have brought with me were slipped under my bed and I looked around.

I really miss my old room.

It sounds beyond childish, but I do. I miss having to share a bathroom with Andy. Having him right in the room next to me at all time. Now he is a good ten minutes away from me.

But as long as I have my penguin, Andy, he is still with me. "Addie! Come downstairs!" Austin screamed.

I opened my new bedroom door and headed downstairs. I turned into the kitchen to see the whole Of Mice & Men band there. When they saw me they all jumped at me. "Addisan Biersack, holy shit, I have missed you so much!" Phil screamed.

Alan sat on the counter. I felt his eyes burning into me. Austin must've known something because he had a smirk on his face. When I asked him he just laughed. All the guys were out back and I was in the kitchen making tea.

"Hey, Addie," I heard a voice say from behind me. I turned around to meet Alan. I was blushing and he must of noticed it. "I know you like me. So, why don't we go out to dinner this Friday. I think I would like to get to know you more." he smiled at me.

"Yeah, that sounds cool," I said, my voice cracking a bit. He laughed and nodded. I turned around and put the tea in a cup and going out back with the guys.

I think I could get used to it around here.

Notes

okay, so let me tell you this.

the whole Ashley love story kind of starts off here, that's why this chapter is really important.

a lot of drama that is going to come with this.

enjoy!