To most, having a big brother who is in a band is the most amazing thing ever. Not when you have to live on the road with them, and have one of the band members hate you.

Yup, that's me, Addisan Biersack, and yes, I am Andy Biersack's little sister. I'm not the little brat who tags along with the band, to go and fuck a band member every night, I actually help Andy and the band.

At first, I was dreading moving in with my brother and his bandmates, but at one point, I realized moving in with him is the best choice for me.

When my brother moved out, my parents disowned me, which I was fine with, but I had no one to talk to.

Andy realized everything at Thanksgiving one year. He noticed how no one talked to me, so when my parents were gone one day, we moved all my stuff out and into his house. So, I have been living with him and his band friend since I was sixteen.

I knew all of them a lot longer from the band.

They were all like brothers to me; except Ashley.

I don't know why he hates me, but right when I was about to think about it, I heard my name being called, "Addie! Addie!" I heard the deep voice call. I turned around and saw my brother with a smirk on his face.

"Yes, Andy?" I asked. he came over and put an arm around my shoulder.

"Your not working tonight, you are standing side stage and watching us," he said.

Everytime I go side stage, Ashley complains. Which isn't a shocker in my eyes. When doesn't he complain about me being here? "Andy.." I whined.

"Ignore Ashley, your my baby sister, and you will be backstage," he said and kissed my head.

I smiled at him and went to my bunk. When I opened the curtain, one of my shirts fell out and I bent down to get it. When I picked it up, I folded it and put it back in my bunk. "Holy shit, move out of the fucking way!" I heard a familiar voice say from behind me.

Man, I want to smack this kid across the face. "Wait the fuck up, Purdy," I hissed, turning around and facing the douchebag I have known for way to long.

"You know, I think you have a crush on me," he laughed, "they way you talk to me, treat me. Addisan, you like me, but I mean who can't like this." He smirked.

"Over my dead body, would I ever like a douchebag like you," I spat back.

"Over your dead body, huh? We can make that arrange able," he said in a cocky tone.

"You know what Ashl -" I was cut off.

"Can you two not fight today?" Jake asked from the front lounge.

"Not my fault she's a bitch," he responded.

"Shut the fuck up," I turned around and said, "one day, Ashley, I going to smack you right across the face."

He laughed and than walked passed me. "Trust me princess, you won't do shit to me, because you like me."

"Don't fucking call me princess and I don't fucking like you. Drop your cocky ass attitude, and get over the fact that I don't like you along with every other girl, you dick."

"I get girls," he said taking a sip of water from the jug.

"For fucks sake, a gay guy gets more pussy than you do," I said back. After I said that, Jinxx, Jake, and CC started doubling over in laughter.

"And he gets more dick than you," he said with a smirk on his face. I flipped him off and went to my bunk to get fresh clothes.

"Sorry, I'm not a whore like the girls all the other guys bring home," that made the other laugh even more.

I grabbed a Black Veil Brides tank top, gray shorts, and my flat iron, and brought it all into the bathroom. I pulled my blonde hair out of the messy bun it was in and started to straighten it. After finishing that, I took my hair and french braided it to the side. I turned of the straightener and unplugged it and began to get dressed.

After getting dressed and getting complaints from Ashley for being in there for too long, I grabbed a few bracelets to hide the few scars I had on my left wrist. I put on black vans and got my phone and sat on the couch next to Jinxx.

Ashley was now in the bathroom, doing his hair and makeup. "Do you know why Ashley hates me?" I asked Jinxx who looked up from his phone to look at me.

"Actually, I don't, why do you hate him, Addie?" He asked in response.

"Because he is a dick. He always has been and you guys all seen it. Ever since I was in sixth grade and you guys were all in eighth he has been a dick to me, only me."

Jinxx shrugged his shoulders. I got up and grabbed a cigarette from the box on the table and stepped outside of the bus. Right as I was about to light it, someone snatched it from my fingers. "Andrew," I said, a little pissed off.

"I don't want you smoking Addisan, and this is mine," he smirked.

"But Andy!" I whined, he wasn't giving in, "You smoked at my age too," I argued.

"Yeah, but I completely regret it Addie, it's bad."

"Fine," I huffed, "Ashley is being a dick again."

"You guys got into another fight?" He asked not amused. I nodded and took the water bottle out of his hand and took a sip. "Please don't tell me it was over something stupid."

"I was picking something up off the floor and looking for something to wear in my bunk, and apparently I was taking to long." I rolled my eyes. Something so simple turned into a fight between me and Ashley; as always. "Bright side is, I had Jinxx, Jake and CC dying with laughter."

"You said something smart, Addie what the fuck did you say?" He asked, letting smoke leave his lips as he did so.

"Go and ask them."

I walked back on the bus and sat back down next to Jinxx, Ashley was out and ready for the show, and Jake was getting his make-up read now, and then Jinxx, CC, and Andy had to get ready.

These boys take longer than me to get ready, even when we are just going foodshopping.

After they were all ready, the boys all went to where the meet and greet was and they sat down in their assigned spots, Andy, CC, Jinxx, and Jake told me to sit back behind the table until the meet and greet was over; but Ashley had to smack his lips and roll his eyes.

I shook my head at how immature this guys was. I sat down in a chair behind Andy, and most of the fans said hi to me, but others gave me dirty looks.

When it was finally over, we all headed backstage and the guys got ready and did their warm ups and shit, and I watched them.

I have to admit, they all are very talented; including Ashley.

When they were finally on stage, I watched and sang along to some of the songs.

They did amazing, and it was good that they did amazing, because it was their last show in this tour. And that always mean, I get the whole bus to myself tonight, since I am underaged.

As I got ready to eat Nutella and watch Disney movies, someone walked onto the bus.

Oh great.

Ashley.

Notes

ashley storrrrry.

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