Our Time Has Come
Questions
The concert was Awesome! And we got to meet the SwS guys. Hayley was thrilled. I introduced myself as the lead singer for GB and he actually recognized me. Like what the hell! We talked for a little bit but I rembered that Ashley wanted to talk to me so I excused myself, telling Hayley that I'd see her around supper time, and walked to the bvb bus.
I knocked on the door and this time, CC answered. I asked him where Ashley was and he told me he had gone to get a couple of things. I decided to wait for him. While I did that, I went to the bathroom and checked my hair and my makeup. It still looked good. I reapplied lipstick and went to sit on the couch. I played around with my phone until Ashley got here.
"You wanted to see me?" I asked. "Yeah. I've got some things to ask you." "Wanna go for a walk or do you want to stay here?" " we can go outside. There's less chances the guys ruin our peace." He said. We got up and started walking through the bus area, crossing Hayley, to whom I waved walking by, and we left from the park. We walked down the Canal Rideau, in a peaceful silence, as I admired the beauty of nature.
"Are you dating Michael" Ashley asked all of a sudden. "Of course not! Why would you think that? Oh. Yeah. I see why." "Then what is going on between you two?" He asked suspiciously. "Well, like you, Michael doesn't stay with a girl more than a couple of hours. We were friends since we were very young and we've always stayed friends. He never made a move on me and I could never see myself going out with him-" "he sleeps around?" "Yes. It's been like that for a couple of years but earlier in high school, he wouldn't go into a relationship. He always made it clear, he didn't want to get feelings involved. he likes sex, but he doesn't want to hurt people. He never tries to give a girl false hope." "So what is going on?" "We're best friends, and he like the big brother I never had. He protects me from the bitches at school, the guys who like him, want sex, but who wouldn't be scared to hurt me. He also acts like my dad. If a guy likes me he had to like them or else we won't last. But he's my best friend. Ill cuddle with him, hang out with him, we can sleep in the same bed, like we used too at the age of six or seven. There isn't anything I wouldn't tell him. People often thinks that we're in a relationship. Michael likes it because he knows that it decreases the amount of people who are going to hit on me. I find it funny because girls brag that my boyfriend cheated on me and that he's amazing at sex. I laugh in their faces because they'll never get more from him." "I see. Are you in a relationship at the moment?" "No. My last boyfriend cheated on me not too long ago. Michael sent him to the hospital but he's too scared to lay any charges against us. And the girl he cheated on me with dumped him the day after that. It was tough. We had been together for almost a year and it was going so well. Even Michael liked him. I've always had a hard time trusting people and that certainly didn't help."
We walked a bit more in silence. He seemed to be processing the information, or, thinking of what to say next. We arrived at a little picnic area. We decided to get a snack. We got ice cream, and went to sit at a picnic table.
"I have something to tell you. It's weird, and I really don't want you to get creeped out." He told me. "Does it have anything to do with your jealous looks yesterday, the argument with Michael and you just walking out on us?" "Well, um, yeah. Sorta." He said awkwardly. He took a deep breath. "I think I like you. But I'm not sure if its love or lust. It could be lust but wanting more than just a one night stand, I don't know. It's not the usual feeling. I don't want to go up to you at a bar, pay you a drink then pay for a hotel room. It's more. But I'm not sure to what extent. Don't tell Michael. I can handle him but I don't want to upset you guys." "It's alright. Take your time. I'm not ready for a relationship yet." He smiled, reassured, and he continued to casually talk until we had to head back to our hotel.
I knocked on the door and this time, CC answered. I asked him where Ashley was and he told me he had gone to get a couple of things. I decided to wait for him. While I did that, I went to the bathroom and checked my hair and my makeup. It still looked good. I reapplied lipstick and went to sit on the couch. I played around with my phone until Ashley got here.
"You wanted to see me?" I asked. "Yeah. I've got some things to ask you." "Wanna go for a walk or do you want to stay here?" " we can go outside. There's less chances the guys ruin our peace." He said. We got up and started walking through the bus area, crossing Hayley, to whom I waved walking by, and we left from the park. We walked down the Canal Rideau, in a peaceful silence, as I admired the beauty of nature.
"Are you dating Michael" Ashley asked all of a sudden. "Of course not! Why would you think that? Oh. Yeah. I see why." "Then what is going on between you two?" He asked suspiciously. "Well, like you, Michael doesn't stay with a girl more than a couple of hours. We were friends since we were very young and we've always stayed friends. He never made a move on me and I could never see myself going out with him-" "he sleeps around?" "Yes. It's been like that for a couple of years but earlier in high school, he wouldn't go into a relationship. He always made it clear, he didn't want to get feelings involved. he likes sex, but he doesn't want to hurt people. He never tries to give a girl false hope." "So what is going on?" "We're best friends, and he like the big brother I never had. He protects me from the bitches at school, the guys who like him, want sex, but who wouldn't be scared to hurt me. He also acts like my dad. If a guy likes me he had to like them or else we won't last. But he's my best friend. Ill cuddle with him, hang out with him, we can sleep in the same bed, like we used too at the age of six or seven. There isn't anything I wouldn't tell him. People often thinks that we're in a relationship. Michael likes it because he knows that it decreases the amount of people who are going to hit on me. I find it funny because girls brag that my boyfriend cheated on me and that he's amazing at sex. I laugh in their faces because they'll never get more from him." "I see. Are you in a relationship at the moment?" "No. My last boyfriend cheated on me not too long ago. Michael sent him to the hospital but he's too scared to lay any charges against us. And the girl he cheated on me with dumped him the day after that. It was tough. We had been together for almost a year and it was going so well. Even Michael liked him. I've always had a hard time trusting people and that certainly didn't help."
We walked a bit more in silence. He seemed to be processing the information, or, thinking of what to say next. We arrived at a little picnic area. We decided to get a snack. We got ice cream, and went to sit at a picnic table.
"I have something to tell you. It's weird, and I really don't want you to get creeped out." He told me. "Does it have anything to do with your jealous looks yesterday, the argument with Michael and you just walking out on us?" "Well, um, yeah. Sorta." He said awkwardly. He took a deep breath. "I think I like you. But I'm not sure if its love or lust. It could be lust but wanting more than just a one night stand, I don't know. It's not the usual feeling. I don't want to go up to you at a bar, pay you a drink then pay for a hotel room. It's more. But I'm not sure to what extent. Don't tell Michael. I can handle him but I don't want to upset you guys." "It's alright. Take your time. I'm not ready for a relationship yet." He smiled, reassured, and he continued to casually talk until we had to head back to our hotel.
Notes
Ok it's late and my phone got taken away yesterday. I'm sorry. So? Good news: my brother had two hockey games saturday so ill be posting while Im watching the games! And I have two very long car trips this weekend so ill make the time pass faster updating!so?
10/29/13