She's Different
I want to die
"I just want to get this over with" I whispered to myself as I went to get my razor. As I grabbed it, my mother knocked at the door.
"Morgan! Is everything okay in there?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"Can you open the door? I need to talk to you."
"Um... Okay. Hold on a sec" I started to panic an hid all of my blades and razors. I just finished hiding them as she opened the door. I rushed to my bed and laid down right as she walked in the door.
"Hey, Sweetie. I just wanted to check on you before I went to work" my mom said with a hint of worrying in her face.
"Okay mom I'll be here. Andy said he was coming to pick me up at 9 so I have to start getting ready."
"Alright sweetie. It's 8:30 so I'll see you at home tonight. Can you see if Andy can take you home as well?"
"I'm sure he wouldn't mind, Mom" I told her reassuringly.
My mom left my room and I put on my favorite ripped up leggings, my Black Veil Brides' oversized t-shirt, and my favorite pair of black vans. I put on my eyeliner and mascara and curled my hair right in time for Andy to come pick me up.
"Hey there, Batman" I told him as I opened the door.
"Well hello there, Catwoman" he returned.
"We gotta go or were gonna be late for another day in living hell."
"Yeah. By the way. I love your shirt" he said and winked at me.
*AFTER SCHOOL THAT DAY*
thats it. I was going to do it today. I'm gonna kill myself. It would be better for me and Andy if I left. Ever since I met him I had a giant crush on him. I don't know what I'd do without him. I went and got my razor and say on my bed I cut Andy's name into my arm. I cut really deep and just laid on my bed. Waiting for me to die. I was starting to blackout when I heard my mothers voice screaming. Then everything went black.
"Morgan! Is everything okay in there?"
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"Can you open the door? I need to talk to you."
"Um... Okay. Hold on a sec" I started to panic an hid all of my blades and razors. I just finished hiding them as she opened the door. I rushed to my bed and laid down right as she walked in the door.
"Hey, Sweetie. I just wanted to check on you before I went to work" my mom said with a hint of worrying in her face.
"Okay mom I'll be here. Andy said he was coming to pick me up at 9 so I have to start getting ready."
"Alright sweetie. It's 8:30 so I'll see you at home tonight. Can you see if Andy can take you home as well?"
"I'm sure he wouldn't mind, Mom" I told her reassuringly.
My mom left my room and I put on my favorite ripped up leggings, my Black Veil Brides' oversized t-shirt, and my favorite pair of black vans. I put on my eyeliner and mascara and curled my hair right in time for Andy to come pick me up.
"Hey there, Batman" I told him as I opened the door.
"Well hello there, Catwoman" he returned.
"We gotta go or were gonna be late for another day in living hell."
"Yeah. By the way. I love your shirt" he said and winked at me.
*AFTER SCHOOL THAT DAY*
thats it. I was going to do it today. I'm gonna kill myself. It would be better for me and Andy if I left. Ever since I met him I had a giant crush on him. I don't know what I'd do without him. I went and got my razor and say on my bed I cut Andy's name into my arm. I cut really deep and just laid on my bed. Waiting for me to die. I was starting to blackout when I heard my mothers voice screaming. Then everything went black.
....awkward
3/28/14