Andy.

Andy.

Andy.

I saw him. At the mall. The look of pain he had on his face from seeing me with Jaxon almost killed me inside. It hurt to know I was hurting him. I was ignoring him and kicking him out of my life. I was an asshole. I bitch and I wasn't even trying to change myself. Like now for example.

I didn't stop myself from wrapping my arms around Jaxon's neck and he ran his hands up my body as he kissed me. His tongue taking over my mouth and mine his. No matter how big a crush I had on Andy, I still had something with Jaxon. That something makiing me do this. Want this. Love this. Love him. Love Jaxon.

I let my hand travel from around his neck down his shoulders and along his bare chest and abdomen. His body shivered as my fingertips touched him and he let out an audible moan. "Ronnie. I want-"

I couldn't help it. It was reflex. I continued my actions and let my hands travel to his jeans. I dipped my hands down in them. He let out another moan. I then grasped the button and parted from the kiss and looked into his eyes. "Jaxon...I want you too." I wasn't lying. I really did.

He nodded in response.

I undid his pants, he pulled up my shirt and I didn't stop him... not once. Not once did I try to change what I was letting happen. I didn't stop myself.

0o0o0

I woke up the next moring, my lower body aching like Hell. I had my head laying on Jaxon's bare chest and his arms wrapped aound me. I sat up a little, my hair was going everywhere and I was wearing nothing but Jaxon's t-shirt and he was only wearing boxers.

I slowly pulled out of his grip and got up. I grabbed some clothes and went to my bathroom. I quickly took a shower, attempting to remove the sticky feeling. I got out and pulled my jeans and tank top on then I brushed out my hair and put on some make-up. I then went back out to my room.

It was empty, but I did notice a note on m pillow.

Ronnie,

I got a phone call from my mom and I had to go back to my condo. She's sick and I am gonna spend the day with her. Sorry, maybe you can find something to do?

I Love you.

Jaxon.

The only thing to do that came to mind was going to do something with Andy but... Well, you know. I then let out a sigh and ran my hand through my wet hair. Andy. On my mind again. For a moment I even felt guilty about what I did with Jaxon last night but then again. He is my boyfriend.

Why did Andy keep coming back into my thoughts? What makes him so special? His perfect cheekbones? Heart melting voice? Beautiful eyes? His- "No, Ronnie!" I chided myself. I can't do this. Not now.

I grabbed my bag and left quickly after telling my dad a goodbye and I made my way to the beach. I found the beach chair I sat at that night with Andy and laid back, I felt the heat of the sun until I felt someone stand over me. I opened my eyes to see Andy.

Before I could say a word he held up a hand to stop me. "Don't. Why? Why, Ronnie? What did I do? Why are you ignoring me?"

I stayed silent, Just him being here. In my presence made my stomach flip and I would surely break down if I said a fucking word. I just looked down at my lap and twiddled my fingers around. He sighed. "At least answer me. Please!"

I couldn't tell him the truth. "Because... Jaxon came and I felt wrong."

"Jaxon. That guy? Your... Boyfriend?" I looked up to see him staring at the ground sadly.

I pulled my knees around and tapped the chair. He sat down and leaned forward, head propped up on the heel of his hands. I hesitantly put an arm around him. "Andy. I'm sorry. I just- I didn't- I'm sorry, Andy."

He looked up and faced me. He was looking at me with this heartbreaking painful expression. "Veronica. Can I be honest with you?"

I nodded.

"Your the most amazing girl I have ever met and I... I like you. A lot. Your beautiful and funny and I felt attracted by you the day I sat by you on the airport. I want to be with you. I want you to be with me."

I was speechless. I didn't have anything to say and then my mouth opened and I said "I like you too, Andy." I hadn't had any idea it was coming. I instantly felt my heart speed up. I did like Andy.
I was wrong. Now I felt worse than ever.

It's moments of impact. You can make a mistake. Or make a bad choice in a single moment and then you can realize your mistake in another. I never really understood how that worked. How you could make a bad choice and then realize it in a split second.

But I finally did as I stated at Andy's sat face and I realized the terrible thing I did. "Really?" Andy finally spoke.

I nodded. "I don't want to believe it but I do... A lot. That's why I've been ignoring you. I was afraid of liking you and-"

"You have a boyfriend."

I put a hand behind his neck and pulled his face within an inch of mine. "What he doesn't know won't hurt him." What has made me so bold? Was it Andy?

He smirked and closed the space between us. Our lips met and my world exploded around me. It was only me and Andy. And for once In my time knowing him, I believed this was the way it should be.
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