I thumped my fingers aimlessly as I listened to the beat I had going in my head for my latest song, Nobody's Hero. As I wrote the new lyrics on paper I thought about my fans and hoped they liked it. I hope Veronica likes it. A smile instantly spread across my face but it fell as quickly as it came.

I had to share her.

I wanted so badly to tell her to break it off with Jaxon. It's him or me but I could never force her to make a choice like that. If I did she may resent me then choose him. I sighed and sat my guitar down on the floor, I let it rest on the side of my couch. I ran my hands through the hair hanging off of my forehead.

She was with him today, that’s why she hadn't called. That had to be it! I would do anything to hear her voice, hear her say my name and feel her lips on mine. Feel her hand hold mine. I smiled sadly. But I still had to share her.

I could kill him. But I couldn't at the same time. She loves me but she also loves him.

I got up from my seat and walked into the kitchen. Ashley was drinking a Mountain Dew as he leaned on the island. I waved at him as I made my way to the refrigerator. "Hey, Ash."

He rolled his eyes in response.

"What's wrong? Why ya' mad at me?"

He shrugged. "I just don’t see it. I was watching you while you were on the couch, writing that song. You stopped and I saw how you smiled but then kind of took it back. You were thinking of her. I know it."

I stopped and turned around to look at him. "How would you know anyway and so what? She’s my girlfriend. I have a right to think about her!"

"Yeah, she's also someone else's girl. You know about this and yet you stay with her! That's not a relationship, Andy..."

I felt rage bubble up in my chest! I wanted to scream at him for talking about me and her like that but it didn't come out. I said what I first thought. "You have no right!"

He snickered. "I don't? No, she doesn't! You are Andy Fucking Biersack and you are the lead singer of the kickass band known as Black Veil Brides. You are an amazing friend and you are so talented. You could have any girl you wanted and you choose the one that won't choose you. She has no right to do this and neither do you."

"Just shut up! I-"

He held up a hand. "I am your best friend. I only want to do what's right and tell you what's right. She's not right for you. Either break up with her or tell her straight up that if she doesn't choose you then you don't choose her."

I wanted to say something but my lips only moved in a confused was, like a fish in water. "Ashley, I can't just-" My cell phones ringing cut me off. I pulled the iPhone from my pocket and looked at the caller I.D. I looked at Ashley. "I may just get that chance." I answered it. "Hey, Ronnie. I-"

"Need to talk to you, Andy." She sounded tired and defeated. "Can you meet me on the beach in thirty minutes, please?"

"Yeah, of course! I'll m-meet you." I fumbled out my words clumsily to me. It's never good when they need to talk to you and she didn't sound too thrilled to actually meet me. To tell me what she had to say.

She laughed lightly. "Thanks, Andy." Then the line went dead.

0o0o0

I trudged through the always shifting sand to the bottom of the beach. I saw her sitting on the chair where we talked that first night. Even though I was worried about this upcoming conversation, I smiled at the memory.

I walked over and sat down in front of her. She didn't give me her full attention until a few moments after I sat down. She just looked at me. I put a hand on her shoulder. "Ronnie. Are you alright?"

She shook her head. "No..."

"What-"

"I went to the doctor!" She practically yelled it.

"Alright. And?"

"I had food poisoning and they ran some tests and found out that..." She trailed off as a few tears slid down her face and she quickly wiped at them furiously.

"What, Ronnie? You can tell me anything. You know that."

I looked back up and she stared into my eyes for about two minutes. I was going to ask her again to tell me what was wrong but she finally did it by herself. "Andy, I pregnant and it may not be yours."