Only a Memory
Sort of Delilah
Annabel
I’m sitting in the spa tub in the master bathroom, leaning up against Andy’s body. The warm water was so relaxing and the jets massaging my tension muscles was just want I need. But there is something plaguing my mind. What am I to Andy? I know both of us agreed to the ‘no labels, just fun’ thing but I’m tired of it. I’m tired of having these spurts of undying passion and not being able to say this is my boyfriend.
“What you’re thinking about?” Andy’s deep, hypnotic voice asks; snapping me out of my thoughts. “You’re awfully quiet.” He notes as his lips lightly brush against the skin of my next.
“I’m thinking about us.” I admit to him. “And what we are?”
“Last time I checked, we’re human.” He jokes, causing a sigh to escape my lips. I turn my body around so that I’m straddling his lap. “What’s wrong Anna?”
“What am I to you?” I blunt ask. “Am I a friend? A fuck buddy? Or something more?” He just looks at me quietly. “Why can’t you give me an answer?” I snap before getting out of the tub, wrapping a fluffy white towel around my torso as I storm out of the bathroom with Andy not too far behind.
“What do you want me to say Anna?” He yells towards me.
I quietly turn around and glare at him. “I want to know if you really love me or you’re just saying things to get me in the sack; which is very un-Andy like.”
“Anna, I really do love you.” He says as he places his hands on my shoulders. “I’m just scared.”
“Scared of what?” I ask with my voice cracking as tears build up in my eyes. “What could you possibly be scared of?”
“You leaving me again.” He admits; his blue eyes glossing over. “Anna, you’re the only girl I had ever cried over. I didn’t cry over Scout and I surely didn’t cry of Juliet. You’re the only girl I was myself around. And it scares me to think history can repeat itself. Trust me, I’ll be happy as fuck to call you my girlfriend; parading you in front of my fans and show you off. But I’m scared too.”
I bite my lower lip before wrapping my arms around his torso; burying my face into his lower chest. I sniffle a bit, causing Andy to wrap his arms around me; squeezing me tightly. “I’m sorry for everything I caused you.” I mutter into his chest. He sighs before pushing me away a bit. “Is there something I can do to make everything up to you?”
“Be mine again…” He simply replies with a serious look in his crystal blue eyes…
I’m sitting in the spa tub in the master bathroom, leaning up against Andy’s body. The warm water was so relaxing and the jets massaging my tension muscles was just want I need. But there is something plaguing my mind. What am I to Andy? I know both of us agreed to the ‘no labels, just fun’ thing but I’m tired of it. I’m tired of having these spurts of undying passion and not being able to say this is my boyfriend.
“What you’re thinking about?” Andy’s deep, hypnotic voice asks; snapping me out of my thoughts. “You’re awfully quiet.” He notes as his lips lightly brush against the skin of my next.
“I’m thinking about us.” I admit to him. “And what we are?”
“Last time I checked, we’re human.” He jokes, causing a sigh to escape my lips. I turn my body around so that I’m straddling his lap. “What’s wrong Anna?”
“What am I to you?” I blunt ask. “Am I a friend? A fuck buddy? Or something more?” He just looks at me quietly. “Why can’t you give me an answer?” I snap before getting out of the tub, wrapping a fluffy white towel around my torso as I storm out of the bathroom with Andy not too far behind.
“What do you want me to say Anna?” He yells towards me.
I quietly turn around and glare at him. “I want to know if you really love me or you’re just saying things to get me in the sack; which is very un-Andy like.”
“Anna, I really do love you.” He says as he places his hands on my shoulders. “I’m just scared.”
“Scared of what?” I ask with my voice cracking as tears build up in my eyes. “What could you possibly be scared of?”
“You leaving me again.” He admits; his blue eyes glossing over. “Anna, you’re the only girl I had ever cried over. I didn’t cry over Scout and I surely didn’t cry of Juliet. You’re the only girl I was myself around. And it scares me to think history can repeat itself. Trust me, I’ll be happy as fuck to call you my girlfriend; parading you in front of my fans and show you off. But I’m scared too.”
I bite my lower lip before wrapping my arms around his torso; burying my face into his lower chest. I sniffle a bit, causing Andy to wrap his arms around me; squeezing me tightly. “I’m sorry for everything I caused you.” I mutter into his chest. He sighs before pushing me away a bit. “Is there something I can do to make everything up to you?”
“Be mine again…” He simply replies with a serious look in his crystal blue eyes…
Update please this is such a good story and I need to no what happens
3/27/14