I am Jessica Pitts.
I've never been the type to run from anything.
I watched as Jess walked into the house hurriedly past jake avoiding eye contact.
I sighed and continued up the pouch steps and into the warm house closing the door behind me. I
caught a glimpse of Jess walking quickly up the stairs and internally sighed.
Fuck why did I have to mess it up? Why did jake have to come at that moment?
Why did I wait so long. Why was I being such a baby. I'm Ashley fucking purdy, I always kiss the girl, but she's different.
I groaned and walked into the living room where the others where starring at me.
" what happened?" Jinxx asked raising an eyebrow.
I slumped in the couch and raked a hand through my hair. Jake , cc and jinxx were on the other couch while Andy was still standing.
" we'll I found her at her tree, and we started talking and she kinda, hinted that she liked me , but I don't k-"
" that's awesome man! So you told her you liked we right?" Cc asked and I shook my head letting out a breath.
" no cc, I was going to kiss her but jake came" I said giving a glare at jake who held his hands up in surrender.
" sorry man didn't know" I shook my head again
" it's fine, she probably didn't even mean me, so it was probably for the best." They looked at me
" what did she say?" Andy asked
" we'll she asked if it was wrong to like someone she's known for awhile , I thought she meant me but now I'm thinking that maybe it's somebody else"
They all laughed and I looked at them.
"Why the hell is this funny?" I protested and they laughed harder
. " dude" jinxx began before getting cut off by Andy
" your an idiot" he said sitting in the chair
. " n-"
" ash, I love Jess, but think on how many friends she has" jake said and I stopped thinking.
She never mentions anybody, no one, well besides Tyler but we all know how that turned out but now that I think, she never mentions any friends, she never goes anywhere with anybody, she just goes to school and stays in her room.
Shit.
" shit.." I muttered and they laughed
" hey look who finally came to his senses!" Cc exclaimed and I flipped him off
" so it is me, and I just screwed it up by not kissing her, ugh she probably won't even talk to Me, you saw how fast she went up the stairs"
" I wouldn't say that, she's probably up there thinking the same thing you are, that you don't like her. I know her, and I know you do too. She's probably just overwhelmed" jake said and I nodded.
In a way I knew he was right. They all are when it comes to this. Me on the other hand, I'm not that great in the dating department.
" so what now?" I ask
" we'll you need to tell her man" jinxx said and I groaned
" I can't now, not now, it's too awkward now Ill do it soon" They rolled their eyes
. " soon." Andy mocked
" I will!" I protested
" you better ash, we leave in four days, an if you don't do it then you probably never will" cc said as I froze.
Shit , only 4 days.
I have 4 days to fix this and tell her how I feel, I have 4 days to tell the girl of my dreams how much I care about her?
What if she says no. Then what?
No she's going to say yes. She has to
. I groaned ,I just needed to calm down.
Everything's going to be fine. It'll all work out. It has to.
" ash?" Andy snapped his fingers and my head jolted towards him snapping back into reality.
They laughed
" so you going to do it?" Jake said and I nodded bouncing me knee up and down
" 4 days, I can do it. "
They all smiled again and I sunk in the couch
I hope.
I sighed and continued up the pouch steps and into the warm house closing the door behind me. I
caught a glimpse of Jess walking quickly up the stairs and internally sighed.
Fuck why did I have to mess it up? Why did jake have to come at that moment?
Why did I wait so long. Why was I being such a baby. I'm Ashley fucking purdy, I always kiss the girl, but she's different.
I groaned and walked into the living room where the others where starring at me.
" what happened?" Jinxx asked raising an eyebrow.
I slumped in the couch and raked a hand through my hair. Jake , cc and jinxx were on the other couch while Andy was still standing.
" we'll I found her at her tree, and we started talking and she kinda, hinted that she liked me , but I don't k-"
" that's awesome man! So you told her you liked we right?" Cc asked and I shook my head letting out a breath.
" no cc, I was going to kiss her but jake came" I said giving a glare at jake who held his hands up in surrender.
" sorry man didn't know" I shook my head again
" it's fine, she probably didn't even mean me, so it was probably for the best." They looked at me
" what did she say?" Andy asked
" we'll she asked if it was wrong to like someone she's known for awhile , I thought she meant me but now I'm thinking that maybe it's somebody else"
They all laughed and I looked at them.
"Why the hell is this funny?" I protested and they laughed harder
. " dude" jinxx began before getting cut off by Andy
" your an idiot" he said sitting in the chair
. " n-"
" ash, I love Jess, but think on how many friends she has" jake said and I stopped thinking.
She never mentions anybody, no one, well besides Tyler but we all know how that turned out but now that I think, she never mentions any friends, she never goes anywhere with anybody, she just goes to school and stays in her room.
Shit.
" shit.." I muttered and they laughed
" hey look who finally came to his senses!" Cc exclaimed and I flipped him off
" so it is me, and I just screwed it up by not kissing her, ugh she probably won't even talk to Me, you saw how fast she went up the stairs"
" I wouldn't say that, she's probably up there thinking the same thing you are, that you don't like her. I know her, and I know you do too. She's probably just overwhelmed" jake said and I nodded.
In a way I knew he was right. They all are when it comes to this. Me on the other hand, I'm not that great in the dating department.
" so what now?" I ask
" we'll you need to tell her man" jinxx said and I groaned
" I can't now, not now, it's too awkward now Ill do it soon" They rolled their eyes
. " soon." Andy mocked
" I will!" I protested
" you better ash, we leave in four days, an if you don't do it then you probably never will" cc said as I froze.
Shit , only 4 days.
I have 4 days to fix this and tell her how I feel, I have 4 days to tell the girl of my dreams how much I care about her?
What if she says no. Then what?
No she's going to say yes. She has to
. I groaned ,I just needed to calm down.
Everything's going to be fine. It'll all work out. It has to.
" ash?" Andy snapped his fingers and my head jolted towards him snapping back into reality.
They laughed
" so you going to do it?" Jake said and I nodded bouncing me knee up and down
" 4 days, I can do it. "
They all smiled again and I sunk in the couch
I hope.
God this story is so good.
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