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I am Jessica Pitts.

Would it be okay, if I took your breath away?

I woke up the next morning to faint talking.

I ignored it and rolled over moving my face into the cold pillow.

" Jess" I heard cc call and I groaned.

I moved the blankets tighter around me and heard someone chuckle.

" you need to wake up" cc said giving my back a shove

" why can't I sleep forever.." I wined rolling over and facing jinxx and cc.

I glanced at the clock, the red letters read 12, no thank you.

" Jess it's time to wake up"

" no just leave me alone" i covered myself with the blanket again.

" 1"

"2"

" no" i groaned

" 3" he said then I felt the covers get flung off and then myself being lifted

" put me down" I said covering my eyes.

He threw me over his shoulder and walked into jakes room.

" oh so she is alive" i heard Andy say

" ha ha very funny put me down". I said and cc threw me on the bed.

I sat up leaning against the wall and I saw Ashley give me a warm smile from his spot on the bed. I blushed and turned facing the tv.

" feeling better?" Jake asked sitting next to me.

" yeah" I said watching Andy and Ashley play call of duty.

" what are u doing today?" Ashley asked turning the games off as they all turned to me.

" sleeping?" I asked standing up but felt someone grab me back and put me back on the bed.

I groaned.

" no you are not, you can't stay miserable forever Jess now what do you want to do, we can do anything" jake pretty much pleaded and I groaned rubbing my eyes.

" I need to pick up my paycheck can we go to my work?" I asked and they all smiled.

" yeah" they said at once.

" okay I'm going to get dressed then"I said getting up.

I walked out of his door and into my bedroom taking out a pair of jeans and a black tshirt.

I got dressed and walked out of my room into the hallway just as jinxx stepped out of jakes room.

He looked at me and then held up his hand signaling for me to stop before he slipped back into the room. I stood there raising my eyebrow , what the hell was he doing?

He came back out with his black hoodie and handed it to me. I gripped it in my hands still confused untill he leaned into my ear.

" you can't really keep them a secret in a tshirt" he whispered and I looked down noticing I was in a short sleeve shirt all my scars showing.

I nodded and smiled a little muttering a thanks before I put the warm sweatshirt on and zipped it up pulling the sleeves down.

" much better" he said softly just as the door opened revealing jake and the Others.

Jake stepped out and smiled seeing me.

" oh good your ready lets go!" I nodded and waited for them to walk to the stairs before following.

Ashley stopped at the steps and smiled at me before turning back around and heading down the stairs. As soon as he turned around i felt my chest tighten. Why? Why did I feel like this.

I shook my head and followed them down the stairs and into the kitchen where jinxx grabbed te car keys.

I grabbed a water and followed them out of the house and into the driveway. I remained silent as we all got into the car, me in passenger ,jinxx in the drivers seat and the rest in the back. Jinxx turned the car on and put on my chemical romance danger days my favorite album.

"So your work?" He asked turning to me and I nodded.

" are you working this weekend?" Andy asked as jinxx pulled out

" that's what in going find out idiot" I said chuckling alittle as the rest laughed

" we'll then"he fake pouted.

I shook my head silently chuckling as I turned back around in my seat looking out the window.

After only 10 minutes Jinxx pulled into the store and cut the engine.

" can I come in with you?" CC asked as I unbuckled

" yeah me too!" Andy and Ashley said I sighed turning and facing them.

" sure just don't do anything to get me fired" I said stepping out .

They got out next And Ashley grabbed me and put me on his shoulder as Andy jumped on cc's back

" this is exactly what I meant" I said shaking my head.

We walked in and Ashley put me down. Andy and cc disappeared to god only knows where as Ashley followed me up to the service desk.

Josh , the worker who was 18 smiled and I got to the desk.

" hey Jess, paycheck?" I nodded and Ashley started to poke my stomach making me flinch

. I slapped his hand and heard him let out a small laugh.

" is this your boyfriend?" Josh asked handing me my check and pointing to Ashley who was standing next to me.

I felt my chest tighten againand butterflies flutter.
I wish.

Wait no I didn't, did I?

I looked at Ashley who was smiling down at me and I let out a nervous laugh

" he wishes" I said and Ashley laughed

" you caught me"

I shook my head.

" nah this is my brothers friend and band mate Ashley" I said

" nice to meet you man I'm josh" josh said shaking his hand

" nce to meet you too" ash said releasing his hand

" you guys would make a cute couple though" josh said and Ashley smiled again.

" In his dreams" I said

" guilty as charged" he winked

Josh laughed and handed me my 200$ and I thanked him before walking away Ashley right next to me

" josh was right we would make a cute couple" he said when we walked away

" in your dreams purdy boy" I said and he winked .

I felt the same flutter in my chest again. What was going on?

Andy and cc were at the exit when we got to it so we all walked silently back to the car the whole time I couldn't help but feel that connection again with Ashley.

No way did I like him, I couldn't ,could I?

I sat in the car still thinking as jinxx pulled away cutting me from my thoughts.

" your getting your license to Tomorrow right?" Jinxx asked and I nodded rubbing my head.

" I hope"

" I'm sure u will" Andy said from the back and I turned around smiling before turning back in my seat

. " lets get pizza then go home sound good? " CC asked and they all agreed Jake dialed and ordered while we drove.

We pulled in the pizza place and Andy and jake got out to get it. I leaned against the door still feeling like crap.

" cheer up little one" Jinxx said rubbing my back

" I'm fine " I mumbled and I heard them sigh.

" really I'm over it okay?im just tired" I argued and they stayed silent as the others came out with the pizza.

It was half true, I was over Tyler but now I couldn't help but think about Ashley

. ---

After we got home and ate I went up to my room and sat on my bed trying to think.

Why was I starting to like Ashley? I've known him forever and he's 24 while I'm not even 18 yet.

He couldn't like me. I groaned and stood up pacing my room trying to clear my mind.

After about 15 minutes I stopped pacing and decided to go outside and think. I grabbed jacket before leaving my room and walking down the soft carpeted stairs.

I walked into the living room where the guys were watching tv.

" hey where are you going?" Jinxx asked and I shrugged

" just outside for a walk" Jake raised an eyebrow

" everything okay?" I nodded

" everything's fine I just want to go outside"

They nodded jake still studying me

"don't be too long " he said and I nodded before leaving the room still feeling their eyes burning through me as I did so.

I walked through the kitchen and slipped on my vans before walking out the back door and into the cold January breeze.

I hid my hands in my sleeves letting out a breath before I walked into the woods weaving through the trees still thinking about Ashley.

Why? Why was he so perfect? Every since the last time I saw him over 7 months I've been feeling like this and I have no idea why.

It seems like this time it's getting bigger than a crush. He couldn't like me , he would never like me , right? I mean he does flirt with me a lot. But that's just who he is! He's Ashley purdy!

I must have been walking for half an hour in circles thinking and my brain was suffocating. I slid down a tree landing on the cold hard ground .

The breeze hit my nose making it go numb along with my fingers.It was silent besides the rustle of leaves and the occasional bird.

I looked around and noticed I was at my tree, the tree I have been coming to since I was 15. I always came here to think no matter how long I walked I always ended up here but I haven't been here In a month.

I stood up and looked for the small little opening I made. I peeled the bark back and took out the small black tin box opening it up finding the pack of cigarettes I kept stashed in there.

I took one out and lit it up slipping the lighter in my pocket and closing the box up putting it back in the tree. I slid down the tree again and inhaled on the cancer stick ,the smoke was sucked into my lungs and I started to calm down.

I closed my eyes still thinking as I slowly inhaled on my ciagrette.

" you know those things can kill"

My head snapped up at the sound of a voice.

Of course, Ashley was standing in front of me with a small smile.

I exhaled the smoke and put it out against the tree.

" how'd you find me?" I asked and he sighed sitting next to me against the tree.


" I kinda figured you would be here, I remeber once you told me you came out here to think and it seemed like you had a lot on your mind"

I looked at him in shock.

" ash I told you that like 1 year ago how the hell did you remeber?" He smiled fixing his hair and rubbing his hands together trying to keep them warm.

" I remeber everything you tell me, because I listen" he said tauntingly flicking my nose.

I smiled, I couldn't believe he listened that much, most people didn't.

" so what are you thinking about?" He asked and I sighed

" it's nothing.." I mumbled and I felt his hand on my thigh.

My heart stopped and I looked at him. His eyes put me in a trance.

" no tell me, you know you can tell me anything" I sighed inside.

Not everything, not this.

He kept starring at me until I gave in.

" is it wrong to like someone you've known for awhile?" I asked immediately wanting to cover my mouth once the words left it.

He stared at me for a minute while still rubbing his thumb on my knee.

I felt my heart beat faster and faster as the silence grew longer

" no.. No Jess I don't think so, want to know why?" He asked his voice much softer.

His eyes were locked with mine and I saw him glance at my lips, no maybe I'm wrong.still I felt my breath get caught in my throat.

" why?" I asked my voice shaky

He smiled and started to lean forward when we heard a yell.

I jumped up breathing heavy.

When I heard heavy footsteps and the voice yell again.

" Jess?! Ash?!"

Jake.

I breathed out and looked at ash. He let out a sigh and a forced grin before he stood up.

" let's get back" he said and I nodded shakily before walking towards the house.

My body was shaking ,half from the cold and half from trying to register what the hell almost just happened.

It probably wasnt anything ,I just need to forget it. He doesn't like me, he's fucking Ashley purdy and I'm just his band mates pathetic baby sister.But it could still be a possibility right?

I shook my head walking faster.

Stop dreaming Jess stop dreaming.

Notes

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