I am Jessica Pitts.
They may be idiots, but they're my idiots.
I smiled into cc's chest and breathed out shakily.
" you know I hate seeing you like this" he said and I sighed
. " I know, I'm sorry" my voice cracked and I felt a hot tear fall down my cheek.
He shook his head and quickly wiped it away with his soft thumb.
" don't be sorry okay? Just you need to try to stop" he said and I nodded again.
" jake was thinking of telling your parents and getting you help if you can't stop"
With those words my head snapped up. I looked at him with wide eyes.
" no, no you can't , he can't" I stuttered.
He sighed shifting me in his arms and rubbed my shoulder.
" I'll make you a deal" I looked at him and he sighed again moving a piece of my hair out of my face.
" I won't tell him about this, but you can't do it anymore got it?" He asked and I nodded into his chest.
" this is your last chance " he said again
" I know I promise"
" good" He stood up and fixed his shirt just as we heard a nock on the door.
I looked at him instantly paling. What if it's jake? He gave a small smile
" hey calm down , it's probably jinxx" he assured me .I nodded but still felt fear corse through my body.
He got up and went to my door opening it a crack. He stepped back and it opened all the way revealing jinxx. He walked in and closed the door.
I let out the breath I was holding , thank god. I saw jinxx lean in and whisper something to cc.
Cc nodded and jinxx frowned.
"Come here" he said extending his arms. I quietly stood up and he immediately wrapped his arms around me. I buried my head into his warm chest and I felt him squeeze me.
" what are we going to do with you?" he joked into my neck. I laughed a little and shrugged .
He let go and wiped my face.
" I told her that if it happens again that we'll tell jake and get her help but for now it's our secret " cc said and jinxx nodded.
" I agree, no promises of jake not finding out but we won't tell " jinxx said and I smiled wiping my face
. " thank you" my voice was hoarse and scratchy from crying so hard.
" anything for you kid" he said kissing my cheek. I smiled but then sighed sitting back on my bed.
" I'm scared to go back to school"I admitted quietly. Jinxx and cc looked at each other and frowned.
They sat on either side of me and put a arm around my shoulder.
" it'll be okay" jinx said and I shook my head
" no it won't be jinxx! Don't you understand?! It was all a prank I know once I get to school ill be the joke of the century, they'll get rougher and rougher " I said and they sighed
" Jess I know it'a going to rough I can't say that it'll be okay because I honestly have no fucking clue but want to know what I do know?" Cc asked and I shrugged into him. He grabbed me and made me look at him. H
is brown eyes filled with seriousness which wasn't common with cc.
" you are the most amazing kid ever, we all love you so much and no matter what they say you'll never be anything but perfect to us hear me? If they hit you , I want you to fucking hit back twice as hard, understand?" Cc asked sternly and I chuckled a little nodding.
" ill try my best cc " I saw his eyes flicker as he brought me into a hug
" Also big tip! if it's a guy knee them as hard as you can in the junk " he said into my neck and I laughed harder.
Jinx smacked his head
" stop poisoning her mind with violence" he hissed and cc laughed
" hey I'm only helping her , you know she needs to fight back." J
inxx opened his mouth but closed it
"unfortunately, you are right, I agree you have our permission , if they touch you once, you show them what you got understand?" Jinxx asked and I nodded.
" I understand but im leaving it to you to handle the principal and my parents if I get suspended again"
They laughed and each kissed my head
. " deal" they both said in unison.
" here lets watch a movie sound good?" Jinxx asked and I nodded.
Cc went to my tv and started putting a disk in as I sat on my bed against the wall.
Jinxx sat on my right and cc shut of the light before going to my left. I laid my head on cc's lap and my feet in jinxx's.
cc put my zebra blanket around me as the credits came for the nightmare before Christmas came on.
I smiled finally feeling better than I did before, between my day with ashley and being with these two, i instantly was feeling better.
These guys really knew how to make me feel better and I was lucky enough to be able call them family.
" you know I hate seeing you like this" he said and I sighed
. " I know, I'm sorry" my voice cracked and I felt a hot tear fall down my cheek.
He shook his head and quickly wiped it away with his soft thumb.
" don't be sorry okay? Just you need to try to stop" he said and I nodded again.
" jake was thinking of telling your parents and getting you help if you can't stop"
With those words my head snapped up. I looked at him with wide eyes.
" no, no you can't , he can't" I stuttered.
He sighed shifting me in his arms and rubbed my shoulder.
" I'll make you a deal" I looked at him and he sighed again moving a piece of my hair out of my face.
" I won't tell him about this, but you can't do it anymore got it?" He asked and I nodded into his chest.
" this is your last chance " he said again
" I know I promise"
" good" He stood up and fixed his shirt just as we heard a nock on the door.
I looked at him instantly paling. What if it's jake? He gave a small smile
" hey calm down , it's probably jinxx" he assured me .I nodded but still felt fear corse through my body.
He got up and went to my door opening it a crack. He stepped back and it opened all the way revealing jinxx. He walked in and closed the door.
I let out the breath I was holding , thank god. I saw jinxx lean in and whisper something to cc.
Cc nodded and jinxx frowned.
"Come here" he said extending his arms. I quietly stood up and he immediately wrapped his arms around me. I buried my head into his warm chest and I felt him squeeze me.
" what are we going to do with you?" he joked into my neck. I laughed a little and shrugged .
He let go and wiped my face.
" I told her that if it happens again that we'll tell jake and get her help but for now it's our secret " cc said and jinxx nodded.
" I agree, no promises of jake not finding out but we won't tell " jinxx said and I smiled wiping my face
. " thank you" my voice was hoarse and scratchy from crying so hard.
" anything for you kid" he said kissing my cheek. I smiled but then sighed sitting back on my bed.
" I'm scared to go back to school"I admitted quietly. Jinxx and cc looked at each other and frowned.
They sat on either side of me and put a arm around my shoulder.
" it'll be okay" jinx said and I shook my head
" no it won't be jinxx! Don't you understand?! It was all a prank I know once I get to school ill be the joke of the century, they'll get rougher and rougher " I said and they sighed
" Jess I know it'a going to rough I can't say that it'll be okay because I honestly have no fucking clue but want to know what I do know?" Cc asked and I shrugged into him. He grabbed me and made me look at him. H
is brown eyes filled with seriousness which wasn't common with cc.
" you are the most amazing kid ever, we all love you so much and no matter what they say you'll never be anything but perfect to us hear me? If they hit you , I want you to fucking hit back twice as hard, understand?" Cc asked sternly and I chuckled a little nodding.
" ill try my best cc " I saw his eyes flicker as he brought me into a hug
" Also big tip! if it's a guy knee them as hard as you can in the junk " he said into my neck and I laughed harder.
Jinx smacked his head
" stop poisoning her mind with violence" he hissed and cc laughed
" hey I'm only helping her , you know she needs to fight back." J
inxx opened his mouth but closed it
"unfortunately, you are right, I agree you have our permission , if they touch you once, you show them what you got understand?" Jinxx asked and I nodded.
" I understand but im leaving it to you to handle the principal and my parents if I get suspended again"
They laughed and each kissed my head
. " deal" they both said in unison.
" here lets watch a movie sound good?" Jinxx asked and I nodded.
Cc went to my tv and started putting a disk in as I sat on my bed against the wall.
Jinxx sat on my right and cc shut of the light before going to my left. I laid my head on cc's lap and my feet in jinxx's.
cc put my zebra blanket around me as the credits came for the nightmare before Christmas came on.
I smiled finally feeling better than I did before, between my day with ashley and being with these two, i instantly was feeling better.
These guys really knew how to make me feel better and I was lucky enough to be able call them family.
God this story is so good.
1/22/16