I am Jessica Pitts.
Sing me to sleep
Jakes POV:
We sat on the couches silent. What the hell just happened , I can't believe I just witnessed that
"I can't believe he fucking did that to her" Andy said breaking the silence
"I know man she's crushed" Jinxx said I hated seeing her like this
" he's such a fucking ass hole" cc said
" jake can I please go upstairs and talk to her?" Ashley pleaded but I shook my head
" as much as I want to go hug her she needs space lets let her come to us " I said and they nodded sighing
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Jessica's POV
3 hours later i was still in my bed when my door opened. My mom walked in.
" I heard you and Tyler broke up.." She said sitting on my bed
" I don't want to talk about it" I said
" I understand I'm just letting you know you can take the rest of the week off "
l It was Tuesday so I was happy, I was taking Friday off to get my license anyway.
" okay" I said into my pillow
" come eat sweetie we got pizza" she said and I got up knowing they'd keep hounding me till i did. She walked out and I slowly followed.
I was in sport shorts and a batman hoodie. I looked in the mirror I was a mess, my face was bright red. I sighed and walked out of my room.
I walked downstairs through the living room to the kitchen. The guys were sitting at the island eating , my dad was in the living room and my mom joined him. The guys smiled at me when I walked in.
" hey Jess" Jinxx said
I gave A weak smile and nodded staying quiet as i walked past. Andy rubbed my shoulder while I did. I went to the fridge and grabbed a Gatorade and grabbed a piece of pizza. I leaned against the sink and ate it silently. They all turned to me.
" we're going to the mall you want to come?" Jinxx asked and I shook my head no.
"are you sure?" Ashley asked and I nodded grabbing the Gatorade and going back out of the room towards the living room. I climbed the stairs and went to my room. i closed the door and slid down it crying again. I hate this.
After awhile of being miserable i checked my clock and it was 8. I sighed and got up. i fixed my hair and went downstairs and flicked the tv on . I zone out when i Heard the door slam. I curled more on the couch just as The guys walked in And saw me. Jake sat down and brought me in his lap rubbing my back. The rest sat on the other couches watching the tv. After a few minutes I stood up.
"night" I mumbled going upstairs.
I walked in my room and sat on my be again.
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Jakes pov
" night" she mumbled and got up as we watched her climb the stairs silent.
" wow" Ashley said
" she's really cut up about this " cc said
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" I know .. She's so quiet ,I miss her and it's only been a few hours " Jinxx said
" she won't talk to us and I know she's self harming I can't stand it ." Cc said, he's always been the most paranoid about her doing that to herself.
"I know we need to try to make her better" Andy said " how? she's just going down the same road she did before" jinxx said and I shook my head.
" for now lets just try to get her out of her slump, I can't have her self- harming" I said
" I agree, I'm goig to check on her" Ashley said standing up . I didn't bother stopping him this time, He's the closest with her out of the others he may be a slut but he has a heart and cares for her a lot. Probably way more than a brother the way I take it, but who knows.
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Ashley's POV: I climbed the stairs towards her room.I could hear her sobs and it broke my heart ,I care for her so much and that kid who hurt her will have a mouth full if I ever see him again.
I opened the door and saw her guitar on the desk ,she must have been playing. I looked over and She was sitting up on the bed hugging her knees.
" hey." I said softly going to the bed .
She looked up. Her image broke my heart. Her eyes were red from crying and she just looked like a mess. I sat at the edge and opened my arms.
"get over here" I said She came over and clung to me burying her head in my chest as I rubbed her hair.
"it's ok " I said
"I can't believe I was so stupid" she said into my chest. I lifted her face so she was looking at me.
" you weren't, he was , what they did was fucking terrible I can't believe someone could do that." I said and she nodded sadly. I squeezed tighter.
"listen your amazing dont think other wise, they don't think so because you stick out, your not afraid to and I think it's awesome " I said and she smiled a little.
" thanks " she said wiping her face
" anytime you know I love you, we all do, your are little sister, weird little sister but"
She smiled and smacked my arm.
" feeling better?" I asked
"just needed a hug" she said
"we'll anytime you need a hug, I'm here so are the others but you know you love my hugs better" I said
" no way you smell" she said and I laughed then turned my attention to her desk.
" how's the guitar going?" I asked
" it's going good"
Her parents got her a acoustic guitar for her birthday when she was 7, so it's pretty beat up but she loves it.
"play me something" I said getting up and handing her the guitar.
" I don't know" she trailed off.
I knew music made her feel better so I really wanted her to.
" please" I asked jutting my lip out.
" fine" she said then grabbed the guitar and started strumming .I recognized the tune, her favorite song.
"hello there, the angel from my nightmare" she began singing her voice was amazing I swear she's going to be big some day.
"we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in this night well wish this never ends wish this never ends" she sang and started strumming faster.
" where are you, and I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight, I need somebody and always, this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I starred I counted, the webs from all the spiders, catching thins and eating their insides like indisision to call you, and hear your voice of reason will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight"
She began the chorus raising her voice alittle , the guys didn't know she could sing only me , i walked in on her singing one time and she made me promise not to tell,she didn't like people knowing I don't know why.
She finished the song
"Fucking amazing" I said hugging her. She smiled and put the guitar back down.
"thanks"
" you'll be big someday" I said
" shut up" I laughed and sat back in her bed.
"lets go somewhere tomorrow "
" where?" she asked
"you'll find out" I said and she pouted
" then im going to go to sleep and I swear if you wake me up tonight" she pointed at me and I laughed
"we won't"
" goodnight" she said
" night" I said hugging her and kissing her cheek.
" get some sleep, don't be doing anything stupid" I said and walked out closing her door.
I walked to jakes room and saw the guys watching tv and playing on their phones.
" she okay?" jake asked looking up
" she is now she calmed down I'm taking her somewhere tomorrow" I said sitting on his bed
"where?" Andy asked
"just shopping cheer her up a bit"
" you guys have any plans?" I asked
" yeah in going to visit my grandparents they have a house down here " andy said
" yeah and were going hit Boston " CC said pointing to jake and jinxx
" alright just me and Jess then"
I smiled and sat on the bed with jake. I love hanging with her something about her she was special. Unlike the others.
We sat on the couches silent. What the hell just happened , I can't believe I just witnessed that
"I can't believe he fucking did that to her" Andy said breaking the silence
"I know man she's crushed" Jinxx said I hated seeing her like this
" he's such a fucking ass hole" cc said
" jake can I please go upstairs and talk to her?" Ashley pleaded but I shook my head
" as much as I want to go hug her she needs space lets let her come to us " I said and they nodded sighing
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Jessica's POV
3 hours later i was still in my bed when my door opened. My mom walked in.
" I heard you and Tyler broke up.." She said sitting on my bed
" I don't want to talk about it" I said
" I understand I'm just letting you know you can take the rest of the week off "
l It was Tuesday so I was happy, I was taking Friday off to get my license anyway.
" okay" I said into my pillow
" come eat sweetie we got pizza" she said and I got up knowing they'd keep hounding me till i did. She walked out and I slowly followed.
I was in sport shorts and a batman hoodie. I looked in the mirror I was a mess, my face was bright red. I sighed and walked out of my room.
I walked downstairs through the living room to the kitchen. The guys were sitting at the island eating , my dad was in the living room and my mom joined him. The guys smiled at me when I walked in.
" hey Jess" Jinxx said
I gave A weak smile and nodded staying quiet as i walked past. Andy rubbed my shoulder while I did. I went to the fridge and grabbed a Gatorade and grabbed a piece of pizza. I leaned against the sink and ate it silently. They all turned to me.
" we're going to the mall you want to come?" Jinxx asked and I shook my head no.
"are you sure?" Ashley asked and I nodded grabbing the Gatorade and going back out of the room towards the living room. I climbed the stairs and went to my room. i closed the door and slid down it crying again. I hate this.
After awhile of being miserable i checked my clock and it was 8. I sighed and got up. i fixed my hair and went downstairs and flicked the tv on . I zone out when i Heard the door slam. I curled more on the couch just as The guys walked in And saw me. Jake sat down and brought me in his lap rubbing my back. The rest sat on the other couches watching the tv. After a few minutes I stood up.
"night" I mumbled going upstairs.
I walked in my room and sat on my be again.
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Jakes pov
" night" she mumbled and got up as we watched her climb the stairs silent.
" wow" Ashley said
" she's really cut up about this " cc said
m
" I know .. She's so quiet ,I miss her and it's only been a few hours " Jinxx said
" she won't talk to us and I know she's self harming I can't stand it ." Cc said, he's always been the most paranoid about her doing that to herself.
"I know we need to try to make her better" Andy said " how? she's just going down the same road she did before" jinxx said and I shook my head.
" for now lets just try to get her out of her slump, I can't have her self- harming" I said
" I agree, I'm goig to check on her" Ashley said standing up . I didn't bother stopping him this time, He's the closest with her out of the others he may be a slut but he has a heart and cares for her a lot. Probably way more than a brother the way I take it, but who knows.
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Ashley's POV: I climbed the stairs towards her room.I could hear her sobs and it broke my heart ,I care for her so much and that kid who hurt her will have a mouth full if I ever see him again.
I opened the door and saw her guitar on the desk ,she must have been playing. I looked over and She was sitting up on the bed hugging her knees.
" hey." I said softly going to the bed .
She looked up. Her image broke my heart. Her eyes were red from crying and she just looked like a mess. I sat at the edge and opened my arms.
"get over here" I said She came over and clung to me burying her head in my chest as I rubbed her hair.
"it's ok " I said
"I can't believe I was so stupid" she said into my chest. I lifted her face so she was looking at me.
" you weren't, he was , what they did was fucking terrible I can't believe someone could do that." I said and she nodded sadly. I squeezed tighter.
"listen your amazing dont think other wise, they don't think so because you stick out, your not afraid to and I think it's awesome " I said and she smiled a little.
" thanks " she said wiping her face
" anytime you know I love you, we all do, your are little sister, weird little sister but"
She smiled and smacked my arm.
" feeling better?" I asked
"just needed a hug" she said
"we'll anytime you need a hug, I'm here so are the others but you know you love my hugs better" I said
" no way you smell" she said and I laughed then turned my attention to her desk.
" how's the guitar going?" I asked
" it's going good"
Her parents got her a acoustic guitar for her birthday when she was 7, so it's pretty beat up but she loves it.
"play me something" I said getting up and handing her the guitar.
" I don't know" she trailed off.
I knew music made her feel better so I really wanted her to.
" please" I asked jutting my lip out.
" fine" she said then grabbed the guitar and started strumming .I recognized the tune, her favorite song.
"hello there, the angel from my nightmare" she began singing her voice was amazing I swear she's going to be big some day.
"we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in this night well wish this never ends wish this never ends" she sang and started strumming faster.
" where are you, and I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight, I need somebody and always, this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I starred I counted, the webs from all the spiders, catching thins and eating their insides like indisision to call you, and hear your voice of reason will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight"
She began the chorus raising her voice alittle , the guys didn't know she could sing only me , i walked in on her singing one time and she made me promise not to tell,she didn't like people knowing I don't know why.
She finished the song
"Fucking amazing" I said hugging her. She smiled and put the guitar back down.
"thanks"
" you'll be big someday" I said
" shut up" I laughed and sat back in her bed.
"lets go somewhere tomorrow "
" where?" she asked
"you'll find out" I said and she pouted
" then im going to go to sleep and I swear if you wake me up tonight" she pointed at me and I laughed
"we won't"
" goodnight" she said
" night" I said hugging her and kissing her cheek.
" get some sleep, don't be doing anything stupid" I said and walked out closing her door.
I walked to jakes room and saw the guys watching tv and playing on their phones.
" she okay?" jake asked looking up
" she is now she calmed down I'm taking her somewhere tomorrow" I said sitting on his bed
"where?" Andy asked
"just shopping cheer her up a bit"
" you guys have any plans?" I asked
" yeah in going to visit my grandparents they have a house down here " andy said
" yeah and were going hit Boston " CC said pointing to jake and jinxx
" alright just me and Jess then"
I smiled and sat on the bed with jake. I love hanging with her something about her she was special. Unlike the others.
God this story is so good.
1/22/16