I'm a Loaded Gun (Part 2)

Andy took me out of the house for a wonderful day exploring his childhood home. He took me to a small cafe like promised, where he bought us both coffee and pastries. It was freezing cold and snowing now outside, but welcome to Ohios February. We sat inside the cozy cafe, sipping our coffees, and nibbling on the confections. I couldn't believe that Andy and I were going to be apart for a month when he travels to Australia's sound wave festival and then to work in New York on the next BVB album For the next month. But I too would be incredibly busy. I would be spending a month myself working with John Feldman and Siren in his studio to produce our new EP. We'd be writing and recording just with us two and then John would help us find a drummer and bassist later. We wanted an acoustic start, where our roots really were. I wanted to really show the thoughtful and creative side of me. Andy and I discussed some of the ideas I had as we watched the snow begin to form a layer of white outside on everything.
I played with my coffee for a moment, stirring in the whipped cream. I heard a feminine voice, "Andy?"

Andy and I glanced over to see a group of attractive women, all looked like something from the playboy mansion. All busty, perfectly done hair, and designer clothes. They must be the ones driving the Mercedes, Lexus, and Audis parked beside the Biersacks Ford Focus we borrowed. They came over to the table and hugged Andy. I sat there awkwardly.

"Oh my God!" the tall blonde said. "Andy Biersack, is that really you?"

"Uhh yeah," he said with an awkward laugh.

"Andy, don't you remember us? Victoria, Abby, and Kaitlyn?" the brunette said, leaning into a girl with fake red hair.

"Oh. Yeah. I'm sorry. It's been awhile!"

"We really missed you back at the arts school. Why did you leave us?" the redhead purred.

"I had other things to do."

She continued, "What are you doing home?"

"Well, my bands getting ready to leave for Australia to head line a music festival and I thought I'd come home for a while since I had some time. And I haven't seen my parents in a few months because of my schedule."

"Ohhh. That sounds so interesting!" the blonde said. "You really need to keep in touch!" She playfully slapped his shoulder.

Andy adjusted his leather jacket, "Allow me to introduce Reyalie."

They are looked over, fake as can be, the brunette speaking up, "Ohhhh, it's soooo nice to meet you. You're his cousin right?"

"Um.." I was so embarrassed and awkward.

"Actually," Andy said, "This is my fiancé. She's my whole world." he reached across the table to hold my hand.

Their faces fell, composing themselves so Andy didn't see the jealousy. They spoke to Andy for a few moments, catching up about people and teachers, but mostly wanting to know more bout Andy. I wasn't really paying attention. I was so awkward feeling that I just played games on my phone until they all hugged him goodbye when he said he was going to go warm up the car for us. He stood, kissed my cheek, and exited the cafe. I could see him through the front window going to clear the snow from the windshield. I picked up my backpack purse to leave, but the girls stood in their own little huddle, scoffing as they looked at me. I went to the counter with Andy and Is dishes but was blocked at the counter as I went to turn and leave.

"You're not going to last six months," the red head laughed.

"Completely. Andy's gonna need a real woman," the blonde said as she flipped her bleached hair over her shoulder.

"Well, I don't see any of those around here," I mumbled as I tried to move past them, but the brunette pushed me back.

"Listen, just give up. No guys would want someone like you, I mean just look at those piercings, and I mean ugh your hair," the redhead said as she pulled a lock of my hair. "You're just so...emo. I bet that ring isn't even real, why would he waste so much money on you."

"Really?" I said getting very agitated. "Andy got me a custom made 3 carrot white heart diamond, set with a ruby and 1/2 carrot chocolate diamond on each side?"

"That's just what you think it is."

"How about you three Barbie doll wannabes go bother someone else? Just because you want Andy doesn't mean you can have him. Even though you've been waited on hand and foot and provided everything you ever wanted growing up doesn't mean you are entitled to him. Andy is mine and no one is going to change that. I don't care how hormonally attracted you were to him at the arts school. Andy left that school and he is my fiancé now. So go back to your half a million dollar homes in your custom luxury cars because your games aren't working today. Now, please, let me leave," I said as I went to shove the girls apart.

The redhead went to push me again, but I grabbed her hand by the wrist, "Get your hands off of me," I growled.

"Aww, the emos got some some bite," the blonde laughed. She took a bit of my hair, curling it in her fingers. I lost it, I took my combat boot and kicked the spike of her heel, breaking it and she fell backward onto the tile floor with a thud.

I shoved the brunette into a table behind her and the red head into the counter. I ran into Andy's body as he wrapped his arm around me. He looked down at me in complete confusion as the girls got back up and fixed themselves. "Let's go," I said, pulling his arm.

"Wait," he said as he brought me back into a protective grasp against his side. "Listen," he said to the women. "I was trying to be a gentleman but obviously you were unable to take the hint that I have absolutely no interest in any of you three. Now, please leave her be and carry on with your day." He pulled me into a very urgent kiss and then led me outside to the car. He closed my door, very hard, shaking the snow off the roof as his door slammed behind him. His jaw was clenched tightly, along with his hands on the steering wheel as he backed out of the space and accelerated a little too fast down the road. I could see the vein protruding in his neck, but I didn't dare say a thing, Andy was dangerous like this. The speedometer was at 42...in a 30mph zone. But I knew he was waiting to explode.

The wheel turned under Andy's hand as the car turned left. The back wheels lost traction on the pavement with the ice underneath. "Andy...Andy!" I shouted as I jolted, seeing a car coming toward us, sliding also on ice. "ANDY!" I screamed. The car pivoted and turned a 180 and everything blurred. The seatbelt strained into my shoulder and I kept my eyes closed with the car rocking back and forth before finally settling. It took a few moments to finally wait until my vision focused and the view stopped spinning. I carefully looked over at Andy who was blankly staring through the windshield, hands clutching the wheel, knuckles white. I rested a hand on his locked fingers, "Andy," I cooed. "Please, let go of the steering wheel. It's fine. We're ok. Just let go sweety." He kept staring forward. "Andy," I said as I took his right hand off, "It's ok, baby." He blinked and looked over at me in confusion. "Let me drive, ok?"

I pushed open my door and got into the drivers seat as Andy climbed over the center console. The seat moved when I hit the shorter setting button. He didn't say anything as I carefully got the car off the ice and onto the road the right way. The snow continued to fall, making me miss our California home, but I was experienced in winter driving. I got us back to his home, and I walked around the car once, finding no damage. Andy slowly got out of the car and I held his hand as we went into the house. I walked him to the living room and made him sit on the couch, finding Amy in the kitchen. I told her about the almost wreck and asked for a flashlight. Her face wrinkled in worry. She swiftly grabbed a flashlight from a drawer and followed me to the living room. I took the flashlight from her and kneeled in front of Andy.

"Baby, I need to check your eyes. I'm worried you're going into shock." The light panned over his eyes as he looked into my face. His eyes dilated and reacted to the light, a good sign. I turned off the flashlight and took his hands in mine. "Andy, are you OK, baby?"

His eyes slowly looked to me, "Sorry, just pissed off with myself..." I looked at him, confused. "I should've paid more attention."

"Baby, it's ok. Don't worry about it. You were just being protective. I'm OK. You are OK. The car is OK."

"I'm sorry," he said as he patted my hand. "I'm just being stupid."

I stood, resting my body onto his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing his forehead. He returned my embrace, holding me against him, hands resting on my stomach. Amy gave us a warm smile, politely excusing herself. "You scared me."

"Sorry."

"Andy, I know you have a terrible temper, but you've gotta learn how to communicate with me about it. We are both grenades sometimes, but it's our job to keep the pins in for each other, OK?" I kissed his lips tenderly. Leaning my forehead against his I whispered, "I love you, Andrew Biersack. Never forget that."

His arms tightened, "I'm an idiot sometimes. I'm sorry."

"How about we stay inside tomorrow?" I said into his ear as I kissed down his exposed neck.
"I wish," he breathed. "I have to go help my dad out tomorrow with some stuff in town, but we will."

Amy peaked her head in, "Hey you two, I have to head in to pay some bills and run some errands. Chris will be back in a few hours and I'll be back in an shortly after him. Call me if you me anything!" We heard the door shut.

"Okay, now that me to Neverland."

"I'd be honored," he said into my ear as he picked me up and carried me to his bedroom. He tossed me onto his bed.

"Hahahaaha are we really going to have sex in your batman sheets?" I giggled as he pulled off my shirt.

"Well, we could take a shower if that'd make it easier..."

"Deal!" I shoved Andy over and ran to the bathroom, turning on the hot water. I stood in the bathroom and Andy closed the door behind him, pulling off his clothes as I stood there.

"What?" he asked as he looked up, dropping his pants.

"I'm not gonna undress myself," I said with a smirk.

"Deal," he growled.

Notes

Sorry it's been so long guys. I've been on overload with my college classes. I'll try to update more