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I'm a Loaded Gun (Part 2)

Permanence

Andy looks very confused, his jaw clenched. "Excuse me a moment, guys," he said as he walked down the hallway.

I smiled and directed everyone to the back patio. We all sat down on the installed benches and talked about the guys new songs they were working on, as well as Jake and Ella's future wedding plans. Ella had just gotten her dress, and they announced to us that they were planning on being foster parents, which I could never think of a better couple to help a child or teen in need. I became very worried when Andy still hadn't returned after ten minutes. I made sure no one else became aware of the absence of Andy and Jinxx, making sure the conversation stated lively and amusing.

Andy joined us on the porch, and as I stood to shut the door he had left open, he pulled me into his arms into a rousing kiss. I mean a fiery, needy kiss. The type that makes you want to rip off your clothes and submit right there.

"Damn, maybe we should give them some alone time," Ashley said, as Andy pulled away, leaving me confused, breathless, and really fucking needy. "If anyone wants to get hammered you know my place." Siren and Ash left hand in hand, followed by the remaining extended family, recieving hugs from everyone and congrats as they left.

The moment the front door closed I pushed Andy, so that his back was against the wall next to the door, "Andrew Fucking Biersack, what was that about?" I growled as I pressed my hips into his.

"I needed them to leave," he gently grabbed my hips in his hands and pushed me back a few steps. "As much as I'd love run upstairs and smash our bones together again, we have bigger issues to attend to."

"Like what?" I asked, placing my hands on his shoulders. He took one of my hands on his and led me down the hall to our office space, or what would be, it was currently an empty house. Once he opened the door, I was met with the form of Jinxx, knees curled up as his back resting against the wall, his head resting on his knees. He looked up at the sound of the door closing. His black eyeliner had bled all the way down his face and onto his chest. I dropped Andy's hand and rushed over to his huddled form. "Jinxx, what's wrong?"

He pulled in a few sharp breaths, looking away, "Sam....she...she left me."

I was taken back. I looked up to Andy, how looked so concerned. "Wha...what?"

"She LEFT ME! She fucking left!" he shouted into the empty room. "She wants a divorce. Everyone thinks I cheated on her. And I didn't!"

"Oh...no. No Jinxx. No, no, no." I sat beside him on my knees, dropping my head to the floor. "This is a repeat of Warped Tour all over again." I looked up at Andy, knowing this was so sensitive for us both still. "It almost tore us apart," I whispered, "...permanently. You- you need to talk to her Jinxx."

"She won't talk to me. She only will speak through attorneys." His expression was so bleak. "Until we can settle on possessions, I can't even go in our house." "

Then stay with us," I offered, looking up to Andy, who nodded.

"You are more than welcome man, you gave me a place when I didn't have one. It's the least I can do. Come on, let's get you cleaned up," Andy said as he pulled Jinxx to his feet, embracing him in a strong hug. "We'll help you figure this all out. We've got your back."

"Thank you guys," he replied quietly.

We loaded back into Andy's car and drove back to his apartment. Andy told Jinxx he could crash on the couch, since we only had Andy's one bedroom. The couch was a futon, so Jinxx folded it down and decided to just take a nap. I headed to Andy's room and laid down on the bed while Andy searched for a spare pillow and blanket for our friend. He came back to me, closing the door and flopping onto the bed beside me, obviously stressed out. I took his hand in mine and placed it over my heart.

"Things will be ok baby," I whispered as I took in his beautiful eyes. "We can do this."

"I know, I just...I knew things with him and Sam were rough, but I had no idea that this happened. I feel bad, I mean the mans going into divorce and here we are getting engaged."

I was very confused. "But...you don't...you don't...regret it right?"

"Of course not babe," he gently brushed my hair behind my ear with his free hand. "I wouldn't change a thing about today. Everything was even better than I imagined. I just...I feel insensitive."

I scooted over and wrapped my arms around him, resting my head against his chest. His arms wrapped around me too, and he carefully stroked my hair. "When can we move?" I whispered into his shirt.

"Everything's approved, we just need you to sign tomorrow since I already have, and then the house will be ours. We will just need to pack and move. The house was a foreclosure and the bank needs it gone now. So...I guess your gonna have to go home and pack." Andy let out a disappointed sigh.

"Well...this sucks. What do you want to do about like furniture and stuff? The stuff I have is really cheap shit. I don't even want to pay to bring it here."

"I agree," Andy said, "I really don't think anything I have would look good. I'll get rid of this shit and we can go furniture shopping tomorrow. I have a lot of money I haven't touched yet. What all are you gonna bring over here?"

"Umm...let's see, clothes, guitars, recording stuff...you know...actually," I said looking into his eyes, "Probably just clothes, guitars, and a few little things. I could probably fit it all in a car instead of paying for a moving truck. That or even just ship it in the mail. I...I really don't have anything Andy."

"Thats a lie, you have me." He pressed his lips into mine.
"Forever, now," I smiled. __________________________________________________________________________________

We laid on the bed for an hour just watching TV and spooning when i heard a buzzing. Andy let go of me, and dug his iPhone out of his jeans. "Hello?...oh hey!...yeah!...one...one sec." He hit the speaker button and laid the phone between us. "OK."

"So how's things going, Andy?" a woman said.
"Great, mom! I have some big news for you," he said as he looked up to me with a proud smile.

"What's that?"
"Do you remember Reya?" he asked, his eyes not leaving me.
"Oh yes, she was a singer, in that band you liked, the young lady with the beautiful red hair."

"Yeah, her."
"What about her, Andrew?" his mom seemed curious.
"We are back together."

"Oh wow! Andy, I'm happy, don't you dare mess this up again. She seems like a very sweet girl from what you've told me, and I would hate to see you hurt again. You take this carefully if you are positive you like her this much, Andy. I know you will do your best to take this seriously."

"Actually, I've put a lot of thought into this. And uh...well, I proposed to her today, mom."

The line was completely quiet for a few moments. I bit my lip, waiting for the reaction. "So Andy, you mean to tell me that I haven't even met my daughter-in-law yet?" things stayed quiet, "I can't wait to meet her Andy! When are you guys coming to the house? I want her to come over and meet us!"

Andy and I shared a sighing moment of relief. "Why don't you ask her yourself?"

"Hi Mrs. Biersack," I said shyly.
"Oh Reya! Hello there! And call me Amy. How are you sweety?" she asked.
"I'm doing a lot better. I'm really glad I'm here with Andy."
"Oh, mom, there's more news," Andy added.
"Oh, Andrew, I swear to the Lord above if you two weren't being-"
"NO, haha I'm not pregnant Amy. I swear," I laughed.
"We bought a house together today, it's right on the water," Andy said.
"So when can your dad and I come visit for a vacation?" she asked.

"Well, actually, Jinxx is gonna be sleeping in our spare room for a few weeks, Sam is calling things off. She doesn't want to be with him anymore."
"Goodness," she replied, "you tell him that if he needs anyone that Momma Amy is always here for him too, as well as a momma Jinxx."

"I will, I'll call dad tomorrow and let you guys know how things are going, OK?" "Alright, bye Andy, love you, and Reya is was a pleasure talking to you. Congratulations!"
"Bye Amy!"
"Bye, mom."

I couldn't help but think of my family. It's been almost two years since I left them. It's hard to believe the fact that I'm only 20, Andy is about to be 23. Its been over a year since I've spoken to either of my parents. Brandon's been so busy we don't really talk, another than the statuses I see on Facbeook he posts. I wonder what my parents would think about me now. I used to be one of the most shy, conservative girls ever. I only had one set of piercings in my ears, I only had natural colored color and eye shadow, and name brands was all I wore. Now I have three tattoos, ten piercings just in my ears, one belly button piercing, and my hair is scene layerers with my smokey eye make up and black painted nails. Pretty much all I wear is skinny jeans, crop tops and band shirts, or I wear black dresses. I don't think they'd recognize me. I dont think they'd even want to see me.

"Whats on your mind, babe?" Andy asked, pulling me from my daydream with a kiss to the forehead.

"Just..thinking about my family," I sighed. "I don't even know if they'd show up to our wedding."

He rubbed a hand reassuringly along my arm. "Do you want them to?"

"I don't know. I don't think they'd approve of me at all. But I do know one thing." He looked at me, king for me to tell him. "I wanna get another tattoo."

Currently I have my first tattoo, the cross with a rose vine growing around it, and the lyrics to Carolyn "We'll brave this storm" in a white ribbon with cursive lettering on my right rib line. I had also gotten a tattoo later that read "Amour me garde de ravaillement" which means "Love keeps me refueling" in French in a wrap around my left bicep, in gorgeous calligraphy ,which resembled an arm band such as Heart would have had. The last was a more recent addition, I had a set of praying hand, holding a rosary with a dove behind them, a bough of holy in its claws, and a beautiful nest of red, white, and black roses. It's funny that Andy chose those to propose to me with. That one was on my right shoulder. "What are you wanting?" he asked. Andy had just recently extended his tattoos too, adding an Indian chief onto his neck, on the left side.

"I was reading a story the other day, and you know how most of my tattoos revolve around my faith (Catholic) and love?" he nodded. "I want to get 'Amor Vincit Omnia' on my left forearm, to cover my scars since they have faded off so much. It can protect from ever doing it again. It means 'Love Conquers All' in Latin."

"That's a beautiful idea, want to go now?" he said, excited. "
Andy, it's 10pm."
"So what," he said, pulling me off the bed. "Hey Jinxx, we are gonna-" We stopped in the living room as we saw Jinxx was about to walk out the door.

"I'm gonna crash with Ash tonight. I have clothes over there. He's gonna let me stay there until you guys move in, and take me over to my place tomorrow to get my clothes with my attorney."

"Oh alright, let us know if you need us," I said as we followed him down the drive, where Ash was parked next to Andy's car with Siren riding shotgun. "

Where are you two of to?" she asked.
"You'll see tomorrow," I said with a wink as I climbed into Andy's car.

Notes

I'm on a roll ^-^
hope you guys are enjoying please let me know in the comments!!!!

Also please, do not steal my tattoo ideas. Please. These are my original ideas. Please.

Comments

Nice to see you back again sister keep it coming xx

loulvsya loulvsya
3/3/15

What. The fuck. Was that? WHAT WAS IT TELL ME OH MY GOD.
grr.

txke-me-dxncing txke-me-dxncing
1/27/15

Love it!

x-Katywa-BVB-x x-Katywa-BVB-x
12/31/14

Oh God that's awesome so evil but so funny

bvbchick99 bvbchick99
12/22/14

Omg thats awesome of Reya. He deserves it from not respecting their agreement lol!