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You left me... broken

Chapter 37

Hallie's POV

I awake to Andy whispering happy birthday in my ear, smirking as I roll over to wrap my arms around him. He presses his lips to mine softly, then climbs out of the soft bed. I follow Andy to the bathroom where we shower quickly, trying not to waste water. As we get out, I wrap the towel around myself, walking out to wake up the two sleeping girls. I drip some water from my hair on each of their faces, both shooting up and clutching their heads. "So this is what a hangover feels like?" April groans, standing up and grabbing her clothes she brought. I shrug, "I've never had one."
"It was a rhetorical question." She mumbles, stretching. Andy comes out in his towel, holding a bottle of aspirin. The three of us look at him surprised; me in shock he wore a towel out here, them because he looks really hot in the towel. "I brought aspirin. You're going to want it." He tosses it to them, Skylar catches it, looks at me and winks once Andy's back is turned.
"We only have a bathroom and it's kind of connected to our room if you want to use it." I tell them before turning in to my room to change. They shrug, "I think we can just use the babies' room."
I nod, shrugging.
Andy pushes me against the wall, locking my lips with his, as soon as the door is closed. I giggle as he drops his towel, letting mine fall as well. "Happy actual birthday Hallie. I love you." He whispers, smashing our lips together again. I pull away, sighing, "we have to get ready."
"I know." He mumbles against my lips, pressing my chest against his even more.
"Well, we can't have sex with two of my friends here." I tease, "plus we will be late for school."
He nods, backing away from me and beginning to get dressed. Because of our sexual situation this morning, our usual routine is rushed. I change into ( http://www.polyvore.com/hallie_its_five_in_fucking/set?id=100504054 ) . Andy is shirtless when I walk into the bathroom to straighten my hair, when he joins me to put on a bit of eyeliner he is wearing the same men's bvb shirt as me. I giggle as he does a variation of the makeup I usually wear on himself, basically a bit of black eyeshadow and eyeliner. We meet my friends in the kitchen who are messing with Artemis. I place a bowl of food down on the floor for her and they engulf me in a hug, "last night was awesome. Thanks for letting us stay!" April exclaims.
"It's no problem." I grin back, we are soon out the door, on our way to the terrible place someone decided to name school. As I look on my phone I see a bunch of people had tweeted me happy birthday, Andy had tweeted:
@andybvb: happy birthday @halliesamuels!
@andybvb: Hallie and our cat, Artemis fell asleep cuddling a few nights ago:

He posted a picture on Instagram of it as well.
I think about my dress for homecoming and sigh, not my ideal dress but I'm pregnant so it's the only one I could find. Andy will probably just wear one of his suits he has worn to an awards show. He pulls up to school, kissing me softly as I'm about to leave. "I love you, happy birthday."
I pecks his lips quickly, "I love you too Andy. I'll see you later."
I climb out and scowl at Angela before she can see me. April smirks at me as we get closer to the tree, "your boyfriend is so hot it's ridiculous. And that was cute that you're matching!"
"Thanks." I giggle, blushing, thinking of Andy this morning.
"You are really lucky hallie." Skylar exclaims as we arrive at the tree, she ruffles trey's hair, "all I have us this guy."
She plops down beside him, planting a quick kiss on his lips. He smiles and kisses her lips again, so does she. I giggle while everyone else groans. "You think that's cute?" Brad asks while I keep smiling at them.
"Ya, I also have a boyfriend who I do similar things like that with." I explain. Too soon, the bell rings and it is time to head to class. Skylar and I say goodbye, then walk off to our first class. When we get there, a substitute is sitting at the teachers desk. On the board it says her name and to talk amongst ourselves about homecoming.
"Are you going?" Skylar asks while plugging in her headphones.
"Mhmmm. Andy is too, the school can't allow college age men, who are dating the seniors, to come but not a 'scary' looking man who is my boyfriend. You?" I ask. She nods, "probably for a bit... It's not exactly our thing."
"Ours either!" I giggle, "we just want to piss off the school."
"It'll be fun." She shrugs, looking over at Angela and cracking up. She is typing furiously on her phone, a scowl adorning her features. Andy texts me:
Andy: Angela sent me this: Andy. U fucking bastard u never fcking sent me ur nudes! I sent u prvte pic of me tht I wouldn't show any1 else! U were supposed 2 send some back! Fck you asshole! I h8 u! Fcker.
Andy: I can barely read it. Can you interpret this? ;)

Angela huffs, typing another anger fueled text.
"you know your boyfriend cheated on you." She glares at me, a disgusted look coming over her features. "He sent me this."
She hands me her phone, on the string of texts from Andy's side appears a picture of a penis. I make a face at it and say, "that's not his."
"Oh please, you just can't accept that your boyfriend isn't being fulfilled by you and turned to me." She says smugly, snatching her phone back.
I roll my eyes, "I think I know what my boyfriend's dick looks like, considering I do see it almost every day."
Angela scoffs, braiding a piece of her hair and turning back to her friend. I text Andy:
Hallie: who's penis did you send Angela?
Andy: I looked up on google, 'penis.' And that's what I found. Like I would actually send her a picture of my dick. No that's all for you baby. :) I love you Hallie.

Andy sends me a mirror selfie of him shirtless, his pants riding low on his hipbones and that seductive smirk making me giggle to myself. I notice skylar trying to look at my phone but I quickly lock it and shove it in my back pocket. She raises her eyebrows a smug smile on her lips. "He sent you something hot didn't he?"
I nod, blushing. She winks, I get even more red and exclaim, "Not thaaat!"
Skylar shrugs, "man I still have a hangover."
"That sucks." I mumble, "but maybe bullet for my valentine isn't the best cure for a hangover.." I motion to her headphone hanging in her ear. She mockingly gasps, "they are too!"
We both start cracking up, receiving weird looks from the rest of the class. I sigh as the bell rings, only 6 more hours.

"Oh my fucking god. This had to have been the longest Friday ever." I groan as Brad and I walk to my locker, having previously gone to his. "I know!" He leans against the locker, groaning as well.
"So are you coming to homecoming?" I ask while opening my locker to have a picture of Austin carlile fall off the wall. He nods, "I have to since I'm on the football team. Josh and I are the only ones without dates, we decided to pretend to be gay for the night and be each others dates."
I giggle, slamming my locker shut after hanging up the picture. "Well this school needs some sexuality diversity."
He nods, "agreed."
We make it to the front of the building without anyone stopping us. He hugs me quickly before heading to his brother's car while I go to Andy's. He stomps out his cigarette and smirks, "Do you know how sexy you look in that skirt?"
I roll my eyes, pecking his lips quickly as we get in the car. "We're going to the DMV."
"Really?" I raise my eyebrows. Andy nods, turning a song I've never heard before up on the stereo
(A/N: the ultimate edition hasn't been released in this story yet.)

"The glory of a nation dies
The symbol of this war is coming
A warning meant to save our lives from
F.E.A.R.'s religion

Out of the depths we crawled to light
Never give in when the fire rises
Standing here we are unified
Our hearts bear crosses

Can't turn back now" Andy's voice floods the speakers, making me turn to him and ask, "what is this?"
"Revelation off the three extra songs. It's just a demo so far." He explains, turning it up another notch.
"We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud
We are, we are the birth of a nation
So join as one
It's time to raise our flags up high
We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud

(Woah oh, woah oh)
The sound of a nation
(Woah oh, woah oh)

There are no stars in the sky
No sight of what was freedom
Where do we turn when our brothers die
In a fight worth winning?

We are legions mesmerized
By the fools that killed our vision
Won't stray or apologize
For their decisions

Can't turn back now

We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud
We are, we are the birth of a nation
So join as one
It's time to raise our flags up high
We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud

(Woah oh, woah oh)
The sound of a nation
(Woah oh, woah oh)
The sound of a nation

Can't turn back now

We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud
We are, we are the birth of a nation
So join as one
It's time to raise our flags up high
We are, we are the revelation
So scream it out loud

(Woah oh, woah oh)
The sound of a nation
(Woah oh, woah oh)
The sound of a nation"

"I like it." I smile as we pull up to the DMV, a small smirk upon Andy's lips as well. The short line and really lenient driving test administrator result in me walking away with my new drivers license an hour later. I climb in the drivers side, smirking at Andy who is giving me the opportunity to drive his black SUV. He places a reassuring hand on my knee, turning off the radio and taking my cell phone.
"You are a really good driver!" Andy exclaims as we pull up to our apartment. I giggle, lacing my band with his as we arrive at our door, revealing Artemis curled up on the sofa. She hops down as we walk in, rubbing up against my leg. I giggle and pet her quickly while Andy changes the kitty litter. We only have an hour and a half until homecoming so I need to start getting ready. I get out my a-line, short black and red high-low dress and hang it on the door to our closet where Andy had hung his black pants, short sleeve white dress shirt, and a black vest. He comes in the room and jokes, "how many votes do you think we got for king and queen?"
"None!" I roll my eyes, smiling at him. I can't contain my laughter While asking, "So should I twerk tonight?"
Andy laughs, removing his shirt, about to put the dress one on.
"No. You wear shirts too much." I giggle, looking up into his eyes and fluttering my eyelashes.
"So do you Hallie! You're too adorable and sexy to be wearing a baggy top." Andy lifts the top over my head as I laugh, handing me my strapless bra. He begins getting his outfit on while I slip on my dress. His hands are cold against my skin as he zips up the back, letting them linger there for a few seconds. Something warm is against my neck- Andy's lips. He whispers in my ear, sending a shiver down my spine, "why don't we just skip homecoming and go straight to the after party?"
I smirk, pressing my back into his chest, "because that's no fun..."
"Hmm… but babe, we would have sooo much more fun at home, in bed, all wrapped up in the sheets, cuddling for warmth." He smiles against my cheek, "I love you Hallie."
"You know we are still going to go homecoming right?"
He nods, smirking. "There's no use in wasting this beautiful dress you have on."
"Thank you Andy." I giggle, turning in his arms so that I am looking into his eyes. "I am too lazy to redo my hair."
"Well I need to put on some eyeliner just to annoy the school." He chuckles, "and you look absolutely stunning, all the time."
I giggle, leaning to place my lips on his for a moment. I scoop up Artemis while Andy does his eyeliner, stroking her fur softly as I sit on the couch. Andy joins me after his eyes have a small rim of black around them. He pulls out his phone and takes a picture of the three of us- our little family. He posts on Instagram:

@andybvb: homecoming with @Halliesamuels lets piss of some administrators babe.

I kiss his cheek while he takes a picture of just himself, staring into the camera, smirking.

@andybvb: and we're off.

"Do you want to get there on time or be 'fashionably late'?" Andy asks, winking. I shrug, "I don't care, it's up to you."
"we should head out now anyways." Andy lets Artemis chew on his finger a little longer before placing the kitten on the sofa and standing to leave with me soon following him. I see an old lady down on the ground floor, staring at us oddly. Andy places my lips on his as we reach the bottom step, a simple peck which causes the woman to gasp.
"Pedophile!" She yells, scrambling for her phone. "Get off of her!"
She pushes Andy away from me and I look at him wide eyed. "No, it's ok, he's-"
"It's not ok sweetie." She cooes, pulling me away from my boyfriend who is standing there in shock as the lady is a out to dial the police. "Is he the one that did this to you?"
She motions to my belly, I sigh, "he is the father of my child, but you have to understand that one, our relationship is now legal so the police can't do anything, and two I love my boyfriend very much. I'm just going to go, thank you for your concern miss."
I shake off her grasp on my arm, walking back to Andy who is still standing their with the same shocked expression on his face.

(A/N: so the dances at my high school suck so I've never exactly went to any of those. I've been to dances in middle school so I'm really sorry if this is completely unrealistic and terrible.)

We arrive at the dance about twenty minutes later, having recovered from the lady's attack earlier. All I can see as we pull up to school is girls struggling to walk in their platform heels and very short dresses. Andy laughs as some guy hands a flask to his friend, thinking it's really cool to be able to drink.
"You know what you should tell people the next time they're picking on you?"
"What?" I ask warily. Andy says smugly, "you can smoke, drink, and party as much as you want once the kids are born."
"that is true." I giggle before climbing out of the car and grabbing on to Andy's hand. People are scoffing, giving us dirty looks but we don't care. Skylar runs up to me with trey following behind, pulling me in to a right hug. "Hey Hallie, you look so pretty!"
"Thanks, so do you skylar!" I say quietly while the two guys wave at each other awkwardly. I laugh and pull Andy inside behind them, he chuckles while placing his arm over my shoulder.
"Babe, someone just spiked that punch bowl." Andy whispers into my ear, "that's exactly what would happen in a movie. This is too cliché."
we make our way to a table, through the crowd of people, sitting down as we reach our destination. Andy's hand finds my knee under the table as we watch the scene go on around us.
"Well that guy is getting a handjob in the middle of that clump of people on the dance floor." Andy chuckles, pointing to where someone is indeed doing that.
"This crappy music is already giving me a migraine." I giggle, leaning my head on Andy's shoulder.
"Those people are going to the Bathroom to smoke pot."
"They are going to go make out behind the school." Andy chuckles, nodding to a group of freshman that just walked out.
"I can actually stand this song so do you want to go dance?" I ask when some song I heard before comes on. Andy shrugs, following me out to the dance floor. He starts dancing like he did in bryanstars interview six, his hands above his head causing a grin to spread over my face. I start doing the normal jump dancing you do at dances, giggling and laughing with Andy until a slow song comes on. I wrap my arms around Andy's neck, my bump resting against his stomach and his arms around my waist as I lay my head on his shoulder. Someone snickers behind us, which we ignore. I feel his lips against my temple as the slow song is almost over. Everyone gasps around us and I look up, seeing two of my best friends kissing.

Josh's POV

The guys on the football team have been surprisingly nice to brad and I since we started dressing more punk. We are pretending to be gay tonight and the whole football team and their dates are taking pictures outside the school so we have to actually act like a couple.
"Hey man!" I lace my hand with his, laughing at the sheer awkwardness.

Except, truth is, I'm gay. I have had a crush on Brad for a while now, but he is straight as a stick so I doubt that will happen anytime soon. I guess I will just have to enjoy tonight.

After the pictures are taken, we head inside, not able to say hi to Hallie and Andy before we get dragged onto the dance floor by skylar and trey.
"You're gay tonight so grind on each other." She jokes, a giddy smile on her face as she pulls out her phone. I bite my lip, shrugging. Brad shrugs as well, "sure. Why the hell not."
I grin to myself while backing up to grind on the man I secretly have feelings for. He laughs the whole time, getting a boner fairly quickly- considering I'm a guy. I moan to myself. as I feel his junk rub against my ass, hoping no one heard it. Suddenly, Andy and Hallie join in, forming a line, soon followed by Trey and Skylar. I have to admit that I have masturbated to a picture of Andy before so to have him grind on me- although his girlfriend is the one he is really focused on, it's awesome.
More people have joined on- I've never realized how gay grind trains are, you're grinding on a girl, or a guy or girl on girl...
Another slow song comes on and everyone disperses, leaving brad and I to dance. He wraps his arms around my waist, keeping an arms distance when I really want to just come closer and lay my head on his shoulder like Hallie is to Andy. I sigh, wrapping my arms around his neck and gazing in to his lustful green eyes. Unintentionally, my tongue swipes along my lip.
"Uh... So this is awkward." He laughs- oh god that laugh! "Hey do you think we really need to keep slow dancing?"
I nod immediately, making eye-contact with a small smirk playing on my lips as my eyes drop to his, then back up.
Brad chuckles as he notices my actions, "Woah, dude what the-"

I cut him off with my lips, I feel sparks in my stomach I have never felt with any girl. Even brad can't deny that something is going on because soon he is kissing back too, pulling me closer. People gasp as the song ends and we are still kissing, I tangle my fingers in some of his hair, biting his bottom lip as he goes to pull away.
"What the hell?" He mutters, taking in what just happened. My giddy smile will never be wiped off my face, I touch my fingertips to my lips, the tingly feeling still there. His shocked face brings me back to reality as he asks again, "dude, are you alright? What was that?"
"I'm gay." I whisper, just so loud that only the two of us can hear. His eyes grow wide as I can only nod. In an instant he is rushing out of the room, me close behind him.
I catch up to him, grabbing ahold of his shoulder and spinning him around. He looks in disbelief at me, "why did you kiss me?"
"I- I- uh, isn't it obvious?" I mumble, knowing I will sound childish for telling him about my crush. "Think about it, I'm gay and I just kissed you. It's not that hard."
Without any warning, his lips melt onto mine in a soft kiss. I tangle my hands in his hair, moaning against his soft lips while we kiss. His hands trail to the small of my back, causing my already tight pants to tighten even more around my crotch. This guy turns me on so much it's not even funny.
"W-will you please be my boyfriend?" I ask while pulling away, still catching my breath. His eyes widen, showing how unsure about being in a relationship with a guy he is.
"I-I..." He sighs, averting his gaze away from my dark eyes, "I have to think about this."

I knew this would happen. He's rejecting me.

Hallie's POV

"Shit." Andy mutters as we follow Josh out the door to the gym. "When we were grinding, I was grinding on him while you were grinding on me."
I shrug, "so, you wouldn't have known. I would have never guessed Josh is gay. Oh crap."
I walk in to a random hall of the school to find Josh pull away from kissing Brad.

"I have to think about it." He looks behind Josh's shoulder in panic, directly at me.

He hurries past us, pulling his phone out of his pocket, dialing a number. "Hey mom I need you to pick me up..."
The rest gets drowned out by the dance. Josh turns, his face laced with regret as he says, "I shouldn't have done that."
"it's better to get it out than hold it inside if you until you feel like your about to explode." Andy shrugs, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I roll my eyes at him, "ya, better to force someone to have sex with you than to pretend that you don't have any interest in them."
Josh squints his eyes in confusion at my comment.
"It's a joke between Andy and I." I spit out quickly. Andy nods, pressing his lips to the top of my head while Josh sighs. "I'm going to go home. I don't really want to be here anymore." He trudges past us but I catch his shoulder, I look him in the eye and say sternly, "Don't you fucking dare do anything to harm yourself. I see that look in your eye, I've had it many times. Show me your wrists."
He obeys, showing me his wrists which have a few small cuts that look a few days old, no scars so that means this is new. Andy lets go of me and pulls him into a hug, whispering something in Josh's ear.

Josh's POV

Andy wraps me into a hug as I am about to run out of there. I cut for the very first time on Tuesday after some of the upperclassmen beat me up and repeatedly called me a faggot. His breath tickles my ear as he whispers, "man, please don't ever do that again. It's not worth it in the end. I swear, so many people love you as a friend or family member, and they would be devastated if they knew you took a blade to your wrist. If it means anything, I care, as your friend, I care. Please don't ever hurt yourself again Josh, alright?"
He nods, his lips so close to mine that when I pecks his lips he doesn't even notice.
"Sorry, I just had to." I mumble, blushing. He chuckles, letting go of me and walking back to Hallie. She wraps an arm around him again and says softly, "I think we're going to go too."
I nod, texting my brother to come pick me up. I trail behind them while they are giggling, whispering, and kissing. Normal couple stuff. I want that with Brad- he just lights up my world whenever I talk to him.
I hear one of Andy's whispers that wasn't quiet enough, "babe, I can't wait to get that sexy dress off of you. It's beautiful, but you are even more underneath."
I didn't need to hear that.
"Andy, our relationship is actually legal now so I want you to be as rough as you can on me." Hallie giggles, winking at her boyfriend.
She is lucky to have that man in bed with her, or just be dating him in general.
"are you sure hallie? I can be pretty rough." Andy asks her quieter.

Oh! Gross! I just got an image of them in my head! Get out!

"Ya, and I want you to teach me everything." She reaches up and whispers in his ear, "because I want to be able to pleasure you the most I can."
She places a kiss on his neck, and I make a face. How's about being public?
My sister pulls up to the curb, rolling her eyes and shouting, "get in here fag. You're making me miss my own after party fucker."
I groan, waving goodbye to Hallie and Andy who are wrapped up in each other as I climb in the car. "Why are you such a bitch to me?"
"Look at yourself." She snaps, pulling a cigarette from her pack, offering me one out of sheer annoyance, expecting me not to take it like all the other times before. I grab her lighter off the seat and light up the deadly smoke, taking a drag as we drive off. Shit, I need these more often.

Notes

Only eight pages... So I only have to finish the next chapter, I have Chapter 39 finished and I am almost done with forty. the BVB concert I'm going to is in a weeK! I am freaking out! :)
Thank you for reading and commenting guys!
~C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)